With an anxious little fat man, Lu Hanqiang slowly paced in the cold, making people tremble in the moonlight, slowly analyzing and reviewing himself.

"The first mistake was helpless, because I just wanted to keep my poor inheritance. In fact, my original idea was to save a certain amount of money, and then take a large family to the south happily, and then sail overseas, regardless of the flood and the collapse of his mansion. But in order to protect myself, in order to keep Donglin from counting the old accounts between me and the eunuch party after the autumn, I came out and fired the first shot to destroy the eunuch party, and as a result, I robbed Chongzhen of the limelight. ”

sighed: "Grace comes from above, why did I ignore this simple truth at that time?" Now Lu Hanqiang regrets it very much, the destruction of the eunuch party is inevitable in history, there is no need to open the lid first, and at the same time, there are many means to protect himself, but he chose this alone, so the world says that it was Lu Hanqiang who destroyed the eunuch party for the sake of his own dog, and completely stole the limelight from Chongzhen.

"And my second mistake is wrong, when Donglin cut off the post station for his own selfishness, I shouldn't have come forward and take over this hot potato, which I was complacent at the beginning, but now it seems that I am forcing myself to a dead end."

"No, Donglin's gang of empty talkers, just want to throw off the burden, but don't want bad consequences, if my brother-in-law doesn't come forward, then now hundreds of thousands of post soldiers, nearly a million family members, is the bane of the world, this result is known to a person, now in this natural disaster**, the million post soldiers can have today, Daming is not out of control, brother-in-law, you are indispensable."

Lu Hanqiang shook his head helplessly: "You are right, but you forgot one thing again, I was appointed to abolish the post station and rectify the aftermath of the Qin Mission, and the co-organizer of the rectification of the commercial bank, and it was also successful." ”

"Isn't that good? Does it matter? The little fat man asked a little hesitantly.

"Because, now more than 100,000 post soldiers worship my immortal archway at home, and now more than 100,000 post soldiers only know about co-organizing Lu Hanqiang, but don't know anything else." Lu Hanqiang sighed and said softly.

In their hearts, whoever gives them a bowl of rice to eat, who makes them a person again, who makes them live in a dignified manner, they will thank whom, this is our Chinese people, the so-called gold and silver cups are not as good as word of mouth, but often the simple gratitude of such people can kill a person, and now Lu Hanqiang is pushed under the butcher's knife by these simple people.

The little fat man had nothing to say, and his cold sweat had soaked his back.

"The third mistake is that I shouldn't have accepted this disaster relief errand."

"Did you come to disaster relief with 100,000 silver that was just a formality, you completed a task that no one could play, you directly or indirectly lived millions of people, and you stabilized the Shanshan region, is this also wrong?"

Lu Hanqiang took a deep breath and said sadly: "As the saying goes, if you don't do it well, the more you do it, the more you make it, the more you make it, the more you make it, is this a kind of sadness?" Then he sighed: "It is precisely because I indirectly saved millions of people, and at the same time let the backlog of cheap grain in the south flow to the north at a high price, so that my reputation began to spread in the south, which made my reputation in the north and south, you say, is this a mistake?" ”

The little fat man was wordless and dripping with a cold sweat like a waterfall.

The little fat man has been a generation of national princes, and he can wait for no less than 100 people in the early years of the dynasty, and he has only a dozen today, and he still has a grasp of the key points. If you don't directly become the prince of the country, you won't be idle and have nothing to do in the capital, become a public enemy with other princes, and make people angry, doesn't this make the top despise yourself?

And now what Lu Hanqiang's brother-in-law is doing is actually touching the emperor's bottom line.

"And the last thing I should be complacent about is to get those rightful military powers to meddle in the guards, even though this was what we had carefully prepared for the situation that has now arisen, and the result? Those court bosses, for different purposes, gave me the identity of a messenger to rectify the guard, and there was also a dispatch from the Southern Four Mansions. ”

"Isn't that good?" When the little fat man said this, he also thought about the consequences.

"Whose food do these guards eat and drink?" Lu Hanqiang lowered his head and looked at the shadow in front of him, lonely and depressed.

The two of them fell silent together, and in the winter, the little fat man seemed to be fished out of the water.

"And my fifth mistake is that I shouldn't have annihilated the 40,000 allied troops of Qi Fei." Lu Hanqiang sighed: "Although we won, although we almost leveled the pole of Shanxi in one fell swoop, this made me expose my strength prematurely,"

When he said this, Lu Hanqiang had to think of the Battle of the Hundred Regiments that year, which was also a battle that had to be fought, and the result not only attracted the attention of the Japanese invaders, but more importantly, since then, the widowed people's government has never had a dollar, a bullet supply allocation, and began to talk about the main energy to monitor and deal with ***, Hu Zhongnan's hundreds of thousands of national and army most elite troops did not go to the front line to resist Japan, but squatted in the northwest, wasting resources in vain, the southern Anhui incident, is this a consequence, that is, the benevolent and the wise see the wise.

Looking at his brother who was already sweating and wearing heavy clothes, Lu Hanqiang patted him on the shoulder helplessly: "And now, there are 200,000 Beijing camps in my father-in-law's hands, 40,000 tigers and wolves outside, and countless money and food, you say, how can you not be jealous?" That's why I realized that, in fact, from the very beginning, I was wrong, and I was never right, so there was the reason why the king of the world was alone but alone, and why you and my relatives were in crisis, but we couldn't do anything. ”

After a long time, Lu Hanqiang said in a low voice: "Therefore, we can only watch Jiannu slaughter Jinggi like this, so we can only watch the situation in the world get worse and worse, but we can't go back, if we don't receive the holy decree to return to Beijing, our father, our relatives in the capital, will not die at the hands of Jiannu, but may die in vain under Chongzhen's knife, for the sake of your British duke's three-hundred-year history, for the home I have been guarding, do you want to see such a result?" ”

The little fat man looked at the lonely and lonely figure of Lu Hanqiang in the moonlight in a daze, and after a long, long time, he suddenly squatted down and covered his face and sobbed softly, and slowly turned into a wolf howling and crying, this originally heartless guy cried so sadly and desperately.

Yes, it is despair, there is a desire to serve the country, and there is no ability to resist, so how can it not make people despair?

When the little fat man finished venting, Lu Hanqiang was lightly afraid of hitting him on the shoulder, "Fortunately, we still have another way to go, but fortunately, we can still do something for this Han nation, so that our efforts will not be in vain." ”

The little fat man stood up and suddenly became calm and asked, "What way?" ”

From now on, my fate is up to me.