Yesterday, suddenly a book friend said to me: "No wonder you have been unhappy to update, only to know that you are not a full-time writer ==......"

To be honest, Huali was very uncomfortable at the time, and it was uncomfortable to fail as a person.

In this era of fighting dad and even spelling godfather, Hua Hua has never even enjoyed the least fatherly love.

For more than 20 years, it has only been a poor **** with nothing.

No car, no house, no savings, no object, except for the flesh on the body, there is nothing left over the years.

When I first started writing books, it was a hobby, and then it evolved into life. When you are interested, you can not write if you are unhappy, and you can rest if you don't want to write. But after becoming a life, I have to force myself to code words every day, occasionally go to bed early, set an alarm clock, and get up at three or four o'clock to continue coding words. Lest there be no chapters released tomorrow.

Every day when I come back from work, in addition to the code word is the code word, from last year to the present, the number of times I go out to play, I can count it on three fingers.

Gorgeous has to be so, the real salary is very low, and the pay for writing books is lower than the salary. So, it's like finding a part-time job, it's so hectic every day.

Some people think that writing a book is glamorous, and gorgeous can only be said in one sentence, and this notion is very wrong.

Anyway, there is no scenery in the slightest, except for the occasional rest day, every day is so busy that there is no time to take a shower, so the income is just to make ends meet.

In fact, Huali also wants to be a full-time writer, give herself more personal time every day, go out for a walk, and go shopping. There is no need to live anymore, except for going to work every day, there is no other personal time except sleeping, eating, and bathing.

But the actual conditions do not allow it, rent, water and electricity, three meals a day, and various expenses, which make Huali have to dispel this idea again and again.

Towards the end of last year, the computer broke down, and at that time, I could only afford to buy a computer until my salary and remuneration were paid, and the two incomes were combined. After that, I lost my phone again, and I had to reach out and borrow money from others to buy a mobile phone.

In these days, how dare you be a full-time writer.

Now that the old book is over, the daily subscription has plummeted, and this month's salary is only enough to eat gorgeously for ten days, and the rent, water and electricity can't be paid. And because of the New Year's leave, the salary of the real job is not very high.

Therefore, these days, Huali will also say the three words asking for a reward. It's not that Gorgeous is a philistine, nor is it that Gorgeous deliberately plays the emotional card with everyone, but the pressure in real life is too great.

Before the book began, Gorgeous said that if the grades were good, at least not so that Gorgeous would not be unable to pay for her living expenses, then Gorgeous would turn into a professional writer. It's just that judging by the results of this book so far, we can only count on the next book.

Actually, Gorgeous is here to ask for a Sanjiang ticket, and I want to go to Sanjiang, I ask you to help, go to Sanjiang to get a Sanjiang ticket, vote for this book, and Gorgeous is grateful.

zuihou, a book friend who wants to chat, has a number in the dragon set in the book review area. The verification answer is the title of the book.

As for the issue of updates, as long as there are no accidents, there are two updates every day!