V170
"What about my child?" Yin Ninglu didn't know that she had just entered the operating room again, just thinking that she had really had a dream, and her eyes glanced left and right, looking for her child.
"You obediently eat all this food, I'll go and push the baby over, she is in good shape today, her eyes have begun to open, very beautiful." Mo Yanli lured Yi Ninglu, only hoping that she could eat more meals to maintain her strength, otherwise it would be useless to rely on those glucose alone.
Hearing that his child had already opened his eyes, Yi Ninglu's spirit immediately improved a lot, and he hurriedly opened his mouth and obediently ate the rice handed by Mo Yan, and at the same time reached out to take the food box from Mo Yan's hand, and smiled, "Ah, really?" Great, I want to see Yaya's eyes open, Mo Yan, I'll eat all of these myself, you go and help me push Yaya here, okay? ”
The child is indeed a mother's motivation to do anything.
Mo Yan smiled helplessly in his heart, he was a little jealous, he coaxed Yin Ninglu for a long time to eat a mouthful of food, and when she heard the child, she immediately ate it by herself. But seeing Yi Ninglu so happy, Mo Yan was also very happy, he nodded and walked towards the door of the ward, "Okay, you have to finish these meals obediently, and I will come back immediately."
Mo Yan only left for a while, and when she came back, she really pushed a small incubator in front of her, and there was a little baby wrapped in cotton clothes lying inside, because she had just been born for a few days, and her eyes were just a small slit when she opened it, she used that small slit to look at the world curiously, and she was talking about something vaguely, and a pair of small hands and legs kept moving around, looking very good.
Looking at the empty rice bowl on the table that had been eaten, Mo Yan smiled at ease and pushed the baby in, "Yin Ninglu, your baby has come to see you." ”
"Ah, she really opened her eyes! It's so cute. Yin Ninglu called out happily, sat up and wanted to hug the little baby in the incubator, but was blocked by the transparent glass, raised her eyebrows, and looked up at Mo Yan with a begging gaze, "Mo Yan, can't she come out of here?" I want to hug her. ”
When she was pregnant with a child in the past, she would fantasize in her mind, when the baby was born, how she would breastfeed the baby, and how she would hold the baby to put her to sleep, but she didn't expect the child to be born too suddenly, completely breaking everything that Yin Ninglu had fantasized about.
Not to mention feeding the baby's breast milk personally, but now even hugging her is a luxury, the child has been born for so many days, and she hasn't even touched it, how can she not make Yin Ninglu feel sad.
Mo Yan could feel the loss in Yininglu's heart, but he couldn't be soft-hearted, a momentary soft-heartedness was very likely to bring serious consequences to the baby, so he bent down and looked down at the little guy in the incubator up close, showing a doting smile, pretending not to see Yininglu's begging eyes, "Look, her eyes are open, they are really beautiful, her eyes should be a very beautiful big eye in the future." Like you, right? ”
Yin Ninglu knew that Mo Yan was just unwilling to hit her, so she bypassed the topic, she made up her mind and didn't continue to force it, after all, Mo Yan was also thinking about her baby, and then looked at the little guy in the incubator with Mo Yan's gaze, and smiled knowingly, "Well, my daughter is naturally like mine." ”
Unlike her, is it possible to be like Mo Yutian?
Yin Ninglu smiled bitterly in her heart, what she hoped most was naturally that Yaya could look like her, don't follow Mo Yutian, in that case, when Yaya grew up and saw her and Mo Yutian's similar face, Yi Ninglu didn't know how much pain she had to endure.
This time, Mo Yan did not rush to push the child away, but sat on the chair in the ward, quietly watching Yi Ninglu and the child make eye contact, and suddenly something was surging in his heart, making him eager to join this atmosphere.
"Yininglu, I can ...... Be her dad? ”
Without patience, Mo Yan blurted out this sentence that shocked even himself, the air in the ward suddenly froze, and the embarrassing atmosphere made Mo Yan dare not move, just quietly looked at the woman on the bed, waiting for her final answer.
Father......
Who is the child's father?
Yi Ninglu's eyes were stunned, and the little guy who stayed in the incubator and talked to himself calmly was a little overwhelmed by Mo Yan's sudden words, and he was stunned for a while and didn't know how to answer.
Yi Ninglu once thought about finding a man who could give her a sense of security and like children to start a family, not for anything else, but only to give the child a complete family, and didn't want her to be pointed at by others when she grew up, but after all this time, Yin Ninglu only felt that her physical fitness was getting worse and worse, if it weren't for Mo Yan's careful and forced care, she might not be able to last so long, and she could still tease the child with clarity.
The child can wait, because she still has many years to grow up, and she will understand the meaning of the word 'dad' to her, but Yin Ninglu knows that she can't wait, because she doesn't know when she can wait, if she hasn't found a man who is happy, then she has to take Yaya all the time and be an unmarried childbearing person who is instructed by others.
Mo Yan may have always known this, so he said this sentence that shocked her when Yin Ninglu was most anxious in her heart.
Being the child's father means that Mo Yan accepts everything that Yin Ninglu has done in the past, including who the child's real father is, he doesn't mind this, just to be the child's father......
"Mo Yan, thank you." Yin Ninglu was silent for a long time before she slowly said this. Looking up and looking at Mo Yan, Yin Ning showed a bitter and helpless smile on his face, "But ......"
"You refuse to meet Luo Xijun, I know that you are also refusing him to integrate into the life between you and your children in disguise, I know that you are afraid, afraid of entangled with them again." Mo Yan interrupted Yi Ninglu's words, his eyes under the frame flashed with a determined gaze, "Yi Ninglu, I know that you used to hate me very much, and I will pay the price for it, but your body can no longer withstand tossing with them, if you want, I will take you to a quiet place and live in peace with your children." ”
"Why?" Yin Ninglu raised her eyes and looked back at Mo Yan quietly, the little baby in the incubator next to her seemed to know that her mother was discussing her future with others, and she was very quiet for a while, just raised her finger and put it in her toothless mouth, and kept sucking, making a whining sound in her mouth.
"You know I used to hate you, why do you still say that, Mo Yan." Yi Ninglu's eyes were soft, and when she saw Mo Yan get up from the chair, she slowly approached herself, her eyebrows frowning slightly, "I'm very grateful to you for saving me and my child, Mo Yan, but ......"
"But you need a home." Mo Yan came to Yin Ninglu's bedside, slowly leaned down, met her eyes at close range, and said what Yin Ninglu wanted, "I can give you everything you want, Ning Lu, I know you hated me very much, but I want to help you." ”
"This ...... This, I don't hate you anymore, Mo Yan, you don't have to blame yourself, and you don't need to use this kind of thing as compensation. Yin Ninglu shook her head, a little afraid of Mo Yan's look at this time, and her body unconsciously shrank into the quilt.
Compensate? Would Yi Ninglu have thought that he had done this to make up for the deception of her mother in the first place? Finally...... It's because she didn't say it directly enough, or because Yin Ninglu didn't feel her heart for her at all.
There was a sense of frustration spreading in Mo Yan's heart, he glanced sideways at the baby in the incubator, and smiled bitterly, "You don't want your child to have no hukou and no father, right?" I can solve all your worries whenever you want. ”
"This ...... Let me think about this again, Mo Yan. Yi Ninglu's eyes were a little evasive, and she turned her head to look at the baby who was looking at her curiously, and couldn't help but think of the man who gave her life, although all this was a ridiculous accident, but ...... But if she said that she was not uncomfortable at all, it would be a lie at all, Yin Ning Lu had a time to relieve, she didn't expect that it would be Mo Yan who forced her to let go of all this.
Mo Yan didn't answer, just sat down slowly along the edge of the bed, his eyes were calm, it seemed that what he said had nothing to do with him, let alone stir up the slightest ripple in him, but only Mo Yan knew that deep down in his heart had been stabbed by Yin Ninglu's vigilant postponement method.
Mo Yan didn't answer, and Yi Ninglu couldn't continue to say anything, and the atmosphere in the ward suddenly became heavy and awkward.
When the two were stalemate with each other, the little girl, who had no name and only a nickname, just kept waving her little hands and feet, sucking her delicate little hands exposed outside her clothes from time to time, and her relish appearance provoked Yi Ninglu and Mo Yan to chuckle at the same time, slightly alleviating the embarrassment between the two.
Luo Xijun had just rushed to A Central Hospital from Z City at this time, just because of the secretary's text message, he spent the whole noon in worry and panic, which caused Luo Xinlan and Luo Fuhai to frequently question what happened to him, but Luo Xijun couldn't tell the real reason, let alone leave on the spot, after all, he promised his father, and he couldn't disobey it.
Looking at the happy scene in the ward in a daze, Luo Xijun only felt that something suddenly broke his heart, making him speechless in pain.
Looking at Yi Ninglu's appearance, there is nothing serious, except that her face is unusually pale, the smile on her face is still so innocent, and her eyes are so full of maternal brilliance when she looks at the child, but ...... But none of this belongs to him.