181 I won't forgive you
181 I won't forgive you
Zhao Guodong left Zhang Wu's house with a lonely expression, and left without even saying hello, Xiaoxue vaguely heard Xiao Yingzi's sobs in the house.
After this time, Zhao Guodong has never been to Zhang Wu's house, and Xiao Yingzi has not stepped into the store as usual, this time it is another month, and Xiao Yingzi's high school life will be over soon.
"Xiaoying, what about studying?" Xiaoxue's mother walked into Xiaoxue's house with a plate of cut watermelon, Xiaoxue was not at home, and followed his father to play outside, Xiaoying didn't want to go, so she stayed at home.
"Auntie, why don't you sleep?" Xiao Yingzi pulled a chair for Xiaoxue's mother and asked her to sit in front of her.
"You don't take a break at noon, you're always staring at books like this, it's weird and tired." Xiaoxue's mother put the watermelon plate in her hand in front of Xiao Yingzi, "Come, eat watermelon quickly, relieve the heat, just taken out of the refrigerator, it's cool." ”
"Well, Aunt Xie Luxie." Xiao Yingzi picked up a piece of watermelon and handed it to Xiaoxue's mother, "Auntie, you can eat it too." ”
"I don't eat it, you can eat it." Xiaoxue's mother watched Xiao Yingzi eat watermelon carefully, and her heart was also distressed, this child is also a hard-working person. "Xiaoying, you've been at our house for two months, haven't you?" Xiao Yingzi thought about it and nodded.
"It's been two months, and you didn't even go to talk to you, you really broke his heart that day." Xiaoxue's mother said, "Didn't I go to the store with your Uncle Zhang to settle accounts the next day, your father's eyes were red, and your Aunt Bai said that your father didn't close his eyes all night, so he drank there and cried there." ”
Xiao Yingzi didn't speak, put down the watermelon in her hand and was silent. "A big man, crying alone in the house, making people laugh. You're not too young, and there are some things that I don't need to say, and you should be able to understand. You have been working hard to make money for so many years, and you don't want you to live a better life. ”
"Life is indeed a little better now, your house has indeed changed a lot of new furniture, and you have put on new clothes, but have you ever noticed your father, who has not bought clothes for himself? I don't think you noticed. Since I met your father, it has been those two clothes, and they have never changed, have you noticed these? ”
"I don't think you've ever noticed if your dad is wearing new clothes. I think when he brought you the delicious food that was made to you, he never moved a chopstick, if you ask him, his answer is definitely that he has eaten, he doesn't want to eat, is he not want to eat, child? He left all the delicious food for you, and he will be good when you are good. ”
"You are sixteen years old, and you are an adult, there are some things you have to learn to understand, you have to learn to be tolerant, I can say this, you are too dependent on your father, I can't see anyone to bully your father, just like Jin Meiren, let's not say whether she has the heart to hurt others, at least she doesn't have it now, you just go crazy to bite, this is not good, you will suffer when the child is out of society."
"I shouldn't have said these things, but I really can't bear to see your father's painful appearance, and your soul every day. Come on. First of all, I don't think you have lived in my house for too long, I like you very much, and it doesn't matter if you live in my house for the rest of your life. I'll go first, eat more watermelon, you can imagine for yourself, see if what Auntie said is right. ”
Xiaoxue's mother didn't put too much pressure on Xiaoyingzi, just like a spring breeze, she melted the ice unconsciously. Xiao Yingzi was thinking about whether she had really passed.
Xiao Yingzi remembered Zhao Guodong's meticulous care since he was a child, and remembered that when he was sick, Zhao Guodong hugged him and knocked on the doctor's door to treat himself, but he didn't care about the injuries on his hands and feet. When Xiao Yingzi remembered what she wanted to eat, she could always eat it at the first time, but she never noticed the mud on Zhao Guodong's legs.
She remembered that she wanted a book, and put it on her desk the next day, but she didn't notice that Zhao Guodong had to go to Wugong County for the sake of the book; She thought that her classmates laughed at her for not having new clothes, Zhao Guodong generously took her to the town to buy a pair, and said that she had done a little business, but she didn't see the sweat behind that generous.
Jin Meiren's matter, from beginning to end, Zhao Guodong volunteered to help, and there were no other requirements at all, even if Zhao Guodong was in a coma, he probably wouldn't regret that he saved Jin Meiren. But Xiao Yingzi hates, why is this woman so ruthless, what is this for?!
Xiao Yingzi hugged her head and buried her life in the quilt, the more she thought about it, the more confused she became, she really didn't know what to do?
Xiaoxue has been back for a while, but was pulled by Xiaoxue's mother and asked her to wait in and let Xiaoyingzi be quiet, Xiaoxue waited outside the house for a while, but there was still no movement in the house, so Xiaoxue pushed open the door to see if Xiaoyingzi had done something stupid, and when she pushed the door, Xiaoyingzi put her head under the quilt.
"Xiaoying, what's the matter?" Xiaoxue sat on the edge of the bed and saw Xiao Yingzi shaking in the quilt, "You can't figure out anything here, since you can't figure it out, why don't you go back and see for yourself." ”
Xiao Yingzi climbed out of the quilt with a calm expression and began to pack her things, "Where are you going?" Xiaoxue asked.
"Go home, it's been so long, I should go back, if I don't go back, I guess I won't be able to go back." Xiao Yingzi said as she packed up her things, "You're right, since you can't figure it out, I'll go and see what I don't understand." ”
Thinking of all this, Xiao Yingzi felt extremely relaxed when she prepared her own things, "Auntie, I'm leaving, thank you for taking care of me in the past two months." Xiao Yingzi bowed deeply to Xiaoxue's mother.
"Don't be such a child." Xiaoxue's mother hurriedly helped Xiaoxue up, "Auntie, I like you, go back and talk to your father this time, you have to understand the adult's mind more, even if you don't understand, don't go against him, it's too hurtful." ”
"Zhilu said Auntie, I'll pay attention, Auntie, go back, I'm leaving."
"Hey, be careful on the road, you have time to stay at home for a few days."
"Zhilu Dao."
Xiaoxue's mother looked at Xiao Yingzi's leaving, and the corners of her eyes were a little moist.
"Mom, are you reluctant?" Xiaoxue saw her mother blinking vigorously.
"No, the sand is blowing into my eyes." Xiaoxue's mother rubbed her eyes vigorously, and hugged Xiaoxue in her arms vigorously.
I'm the dividing line*************** "Xiaoying?" ”
"Xiaoying is back?" As soon as Xiao Yingzi walked to the door, Bai Xiaoju and Lu Fangjun spotted her figure and exclaimed.
Jin Meiren, who was busy wiping the table, stopped when she heard the voice, and hurriedly walked to Xiao Yingzi, "Xiao Ying, I'm back, I'm tired, sit down, I'll carry your luggage for you." ”
"I don't need you to mention it, I have my own hands." Xiao Yingzi's words made Jin Meiren's hand stay in the air awkwardly, seeing the puzzled eyes around her, Jin Meiren withdrew her hand, but she still stubbornly followed Xiao Yingzi, wiped the table, chair and bench she was going to sit on, and then brought a glass of water.
"You, back?" When Zhao Guodong brought out the dishes in his hand, he happened to see Xiao Yingzi stepping in from the door, it was obvious that Zhao Guodong was stunned, and then said this very plainly.
"Well, I'm back." Xiao Yingzi's answer was also very bland.
Don't look at these two very bland dialogues, one is a kind of joy of the father for returning to the son, and the other is the dialogue of the child completely letting go of the previous things. Happiness is not as complicated as you think, it's actually very simple, really simple.
After a simple conversation, he did his own work, Xiao Yingzi went back to the house to clean up his things, Zhao Guodong was still busy in the kitchen, but Lu Fangjun obviously saw that Zhao Guodong was obviously much lighter when he was wielding a shovel.
Xiao Yingzi returned to the house, and saw that the things in the house had not moved at all, what was it like before she left, and what she saw now, but it was very clean, it must be that someone was cleaning it often, Xiao Yingzi put things on the clean table, and felt both moved and guilty, moved that it had been so long, Zhao Guodong was still cleaning his house every day, and the guilt was that as a daughter, he turned a blind eye to a father's silent care of him.
Xiao Yingzi cleaned up her emotions, put everything in place, and went out to help.
She also did one thing, which was to call Jin Meiren into her house.
"Come here, I'll tell you something." When Jin Meiren stood in front of Xiao Yingzi at a loss, Xiao Yingzi looked up and down at this woman who made her life go up and down.
"I won't pursue the matter between you and my dad, that is my dad's decision, and I will always be on my dad's side. However, don't take this attitude of mine as a reason to forgive you, as long as I find out that you have bad intentions and want my dad to be hurt again, I will never let you go, I will definitely take revenge on you, forever. ”
Xiao Yingzi dropped this sentence and went out to help, Jin Meiren was still thinking about the meaning of Xiao Yingzi's words in the house, and after a while she was also relaxed, although Xiao Yingzi did not completely forgive her, but at least she did not pursue her previous mistakes, as long as she behaved better in front of Xiao Yingzi and would not move any crooked ideas, she might really integrate into the family.
This is easier said than sits. Since that day, Jin Meiren has been working hard in the store to please Xiao Yingzi, but Xiao Yingzi still ignores her, but as long as she fights in front of Zhao Guodong, as long as Xiao Yingzi is at home, she will appear on time.