"After all, the pharmacist is an upright gentleman, and he was surprised by my cousin who came in the middle of the night, and he sternly refused at the moment. In fact, just think about it, for the woman who comes to the door in the middle of the night, which man is willing to treat it sincerely? I only thought about myself at the time, but I didn't think about the problem from a man's point of view, and I inevitably hit a nail. ”

The Red Whisk Girl recalled the scene when she ran to Li Jing's apartment at night, and laughed at herself with a wry smile, but since she had already talked about Yang's Mansion just now, she saw the expression of "so it is" in the eyes of Lai Yanbei, and when she talked about running at night, she no longer made senseless concealment, and directly changed from the third person to the first person.

"My sister's behavior of running at night is just like the former Han Zhuo Wenjun, and my little sister often takes my sister as a model." When she came to Yanbei to listen to what the Red Whisk Girl said, she also remembered the situation when she confessed in Su You's studio, why didn't she just start from her own will?

"It's the same, but it's different; It is said to be different, but the result is the same. Zhuo Wenjun is a rich widow, and Sima is like a lonely person; The elder sister is a maid, and the pharmacist is of much more noble origin. The pharmacist was the second in the family, and his eldest brother was called Li Yaowang, who took the title of Duke of Yongkang; He also has a younger brother named Li Keshi, who was blocked by me at the door just now and insulted that person. When I chased the pharmacist to Li's house, not only could I not enter his house, but I was insulted by his family, and the most fierce insult to me was that Li Keshi, who said that his second brother was from a famous family, how could he recognize a woman like me who came to the door. I was quite ashamed at the time, but I still hoped to see the pharmacist again......" When the red whisk girl talked about these sad pasts, tears had inexplicably crawled all over her cheeks, and Lai Yanbei was also quiet in her grief, and she forgot to hand over the handkerchief.

"No wonder my sister treated him like this just now, if he did this to me, maybe I would choose to shine the sword." It wasn't until the Red Whisk Girl finished speaking that Lai Yanbei said fiercely that she had substituted herself into the Red Whisk's past.

The ruthless and domineering image when he first saw the red whisk girl in Yanbei's mind has since dissipated, compared to her twists and turns, her emotional road is really smooth, at least Su You has no opposition from his family, and his family members are also extremely open-minded.

"It's easy to draw a sword, but it's not easy to end, but it's okay and cherish it. I also thought about drawing my sword and facing each other, but I was afraid that I would not be able to face the medicine master in the future; I also thought about leaving, but I was very unwilling; In fact, the moment I stepped out of the door of Yang's house, I had no way back, and they refused to accept me at the beginning, which may have been due to Yang Gong's power at that time. Anyway, I chose my own way and knelt at the door of the Li Mansion stubbornly......"

The red whisk girl talked about her persistence at this time, and she was actually sad, when she was young, she always didn't know how to cherish herself for a goal that she thought was right, if this matter was put to this day, maybe she would choose other ways to deal with it.

"Pharmacist Li's heart is so hard?" Lai Yanbei asked puzzledly, and then explained in his heart with a wry smile, "If he is such a man, it is impossible for Sister Zhang to follow him, he must not be at home at the beginning." ”

"The sun was so big that day, but it rained heavily in the evening, and I was overworked and experienced alternating hot and cold, and finally passed out at the door of the Li Mansion, but when I woke up, I was pleasantly surprised to look at the person in front of me......," the Red Whisk Girl stopped her tears when she said this, and her voice began to become calm again.

"Is it Pharmacist Li who has finally appeared?" Lai Yanbei vetoed his speculation just now and asked.

"That's not true, the pharmacist went out on errands, and he wasn't at home that day. When I opened my eyes, I saw my long-lost brother, who had come to the Li Mansion to find a pharmacist, and when he found me fainting on the ground, he took me back to a nearby inn. My eldest brother didn't recognize me at the time, after all, I was only two years old when I was separated from him; But I recognized him at a glance, even though he was now full of beard, and he was no longer the boy in white he had been. ”

"It's all Li Keshi's ghost, no wonder my sister hates him so much." Lai Yanbei said fiercely.

"Although I was happy to see my brother and sister, since then I have been seriously ill and my body has become weaker and weaker. At that time, it was already autumn, and I gradually lost my thoughts about the medicine man, and secretly thought that I would live alone for the rest of my life, but the medicine master suddenly appeared again. The sun was fine that day, and my brother went out to do his own business, and I was so bored that I walked around casually outside the inn, but several bullies came over and wanted to do something to me, and I was weak and unable to resist, at this time the medicine man suddenly appeared and killed the bully. When I saw him again, I was surprised for a while, and I saw him kill for me, and I only felt that even if I died at this moment, it would be in vain. ”

Tears flowed down her eyes as she spoke of the unexpected scene, but she was at a loss. When she came to Yanbei, she didn't know what to say, she was not only happy that Hongfu and Li Jing had achieved a positive result, but also worried about Li Jing's murder.

"The pharmacist was moved by my infatuation, but he committed murder, and in the end, it was my brother who took the blame for him, and I got the pharmacist but lost my brother. The pharmacist came from a famous family, and his family thought that I was an unknown person, and insisted on refusing to let him marry me; Li Keshi fanned the flames even more, talking about things with my background. The pharmacist guarded me and found me a famous doctor, but the doctor could only cure the disease, but not the life. The Red Whisker Girl spoke faintly about those sad pasts, as if she had returned to the most difficult times.

There is nothing happier in the world than to be happy and remember those unbearable past, because it is the time to raise your eyebrows, and it is also the time to return home; But when she and Li Jing finally became married, what they gained was even greater pain.

"Why did my sister say that?" When I came to Yanbei to hear her say the last sentence, I couldn't help but be at a loss, fairy tales had basically entered the rhythm of reunion at this time; What she didn't know was that fairy tales were all lies.

"The doctor told me that because of this serious illness, I was afraid that I would not be able to give birth again; When I heard that, I even felt like I was going to die. The Red Whisker said this bitterly, evidently still resentful of it; Is there anything more regrettable for a woman than not being able to have a child for the man she loves?

"After receiving a diagnosis from a well-known doctor, the pharmacist made up his mind to marry me, and he even broke with his family for this. Since then, he has not been back to his home, nor has he ever been able to see his children and brothers, although he regularly asks for a small amount of money for his children's living. I haven't had children for five years, and I've always been ashamed of the pharmacist, but if there is no Li Keshi, why is this? ”

When the red whisk girl said this, she breathed a long sigh of relief, obviously she had never mentioned these past events hidden deep in her heart, even if it was her siblings, even Li Jing, who shared the bed with her.

"Sister, it turns out that you are working so hard." Lai Yanbei gently held the hand of the Red Whisk Girl, she used to always cheer for the Red Whisk Girl's bravery, but she never thought that there was so much sad pain behind the scenery of the legendary sister.

"I'm used to it." The red whisk girl's hand was held by Yanbei, nodded and smiled bitterly.

Life is like being raped, when you can't resist, the only thing you can do is try to enjoy it; However, by the definition of the law, the victim is likely to become an adulterer.

From hatred to habit, from habit to you can't do without him, this is the system. Is there anything more painful than being forced to get used to it?

The evening breeze was light, and the red breeze and the north of the wild goose were quiet for a while. When the red whisk girl looked up inadvertently, she found that Li Jing had stood in front of her at some point, staring at her as always, her eyes full of tenderness.

"Yanbei, shall we go?" Su You also stood not far away, and greeted him to Yanbei.

"Are you leaving? I want to be closer and closer to this good sister. The red whisk girl quickly wiped away her tears, but her right hand pulled Laiyanbei and didn't let go, her words were obviously more heroic, where was there still the depression when she recalled the past just now?

"It's a little late today, and my little sister will come to visit again another day, and if I don't say it's good, I'll have to bother my sister to cook herself." Coming to Yanbei, he secretly thought that Su You had probably done the job, and thought that today's red whisk girl was not very good, and it was really inconvenient to stay any longer.

"Okay then, the first minister will definitely sweep the couch to greet you another day, and you should be careful on the road." The Red Whisk Girl also knew the intention of Su You and Lai Yanbei, so she had to stand side by side with Li Jing and wave goodbye to them.

"Did Pharmacist Li agree to your invitation?" Lai Yanbei felt Su You's affection, and she basically had the answer when she asked this.

"I can't think of a halfway way to bite the ...... No, it's Master Li, it seems that something is not good, as for the result, it still depends on the final result of the discussion between the pharmacist and his wife. Su You nodded, almost making a slip of the tongue, obviously he didn't have much hope for the result.

Along the way, after listening to Yanbei finish telling the story of the Red Whisk Girl, Su You was also embarrassed.

Su You originally thought that the Three Heroes of Fengchen were brother and sister, but at this time, he knew that the bearded guest and the red whisk turned out to be biological brothers and sisters; I can't help but think of the bearded guest Zhang Dinglai, if I can get his help......

Obviously, this can only be thought about.