Baili Muche couldn't see him like this, so he deliberately rubbed his arms with his hands and said teasingly, "Oh, don't be like this, you can give me goosebumps." ”

Huang Fuyan was in no mood to joke with him, and the depression in his heart made him unable to laugh, and he couldn't relax his nerves.

"You say...... Will she hate me? Will it leave me? His voice was as deep as a bell, as if it were coming from the depths of the abyss.

Baili Muche had mixed feelings.

He has recovered the memory of his previous life, Zhuang Siyao is the woman he has been guarding, in his previous life, he was willing to die for her, and this life is the same, from her point of view, he doesn't want her and Huang Fuyan to be together again, Huang Fuyan's personality is too extreme and violent, and he never softly acts, it can be seen from the fact that he let her slip the fetus, he is afraid that she will continue with Huang Fuyan, and only two people will be tormented by each other......

But on the other hand, Huang Fuyan is also his good brother. Although he only has the memory of a lifetime, the friendship between the two from childhood to adulthood is not fake, they are both iron-blooded brothers who have made friends with their lives, how can he watch his brother suffer, he knows that Huangfu Yan is paranoid, Zhuang Siyao must be, without Zhuang Siyao, he is afraid that he will go crazy and collapse.

Baili Muche thought for a while, looked at Huangfu Yan's distracted expression, and said honestly, "If she really knows, she will definitely hate you and leave." ”

She is such a woman who dares to love and hate, is bright and decisive, and capable, what can stop her?

Huang Fuyan's body stiffened, and he suddenly looked up at Baili Muche, his eagle eyes were bloodshot, and he was more persistent, "How can I keep her?" ”

Bailimu sighed imperceptibly, and calmly and clearly stated a fact, "If she doesn't love you anymore, nothing can happen." ”

Huang Fuyan only felt a sudden pain in his heart, and then quickly spread to all his internal organs.

Isn't it okay to do anything?

"What should I do......" Huang Fuyan muttered in a low voice with a hollow look in his eyes......

He hung his head slightly, wandering and pacing in the upper study, whispering the words repeatedly, what should I do, what should I do......

There were only the two of them in the room, and the empty room echoed with Huang Fuyan's timid whispers, humble, regretful, and overwhelmed......

Baili Muche has known him for more than ten years, and has never seen him so ...... Cowardly and unconfident look.

I couldn't bear it in my heart, and comforted him, "Ah Yan, don't worry, we did it very cleanly, she won't notice it, it's been nearly two months now, hasn't she found anything......"

Such shallow comfort didn't have any effect on Huang Fuyan at all, his dejected appearance became more and more strict, the uneasiness in his heart expanded little by little, and the bad premonition became stronger and stronger, about to force him to collapse.

"Ahh!!h Huang Fuyan suddenly kicked over the desk, and the fine mahogany fell on the dark carpet with a muffled sound, and the music fell to the ground, and the ink in the inkstone smeared on the light brown carpet, which was shocking.

Baili Muche watched him hold his head in pain, the wide bright yellow sleeved robe wrapped around himself, and he couldn't see his expression, he squatted on the ground like that, like a little beast that had lost its mother, from the beginning of the loud wail, to the current voice trembling.

He knew him at the age of five, and when he saw him for the first time, his eyes were timid and pitiful, like abandoned pets, and people couldn't help but want to hug him, or bully him......

They worked hard together, worked hard together, he was for the future of Baili Villa, he was for the throne, during this period, they encountered countless difficulties, large and small, he watched Huang Fuyan step by step from the beginning of being despised and humiliated, to becoming stronger and stronger, more arrogant, ruthless, domineering......

He looked like an abandoned man now, and he hadn't seen him in a long time.

It's as if they're back to their childhood, they support each other, cheer each other on, and swear that all those who look down on them will one day be trampled under their feet, and even worse, broken into thousands of pieces.

The sourness in his heart was aroused, and Baili Muche, dressed in a dark official uniform, walked up to him in silence, stretched out his hands and raised his head strongly, "Huangfuyan, you look at me." ”

Huangfu Yan's eyes were slightly red, as if he was crying, looking at him with a confused look in his eyes, with some cowardice that he didn't have time to retract.

Baili Muche looked at him condescendingly, and his handsome and incomparable face was rare and serious, "You are Huangfu Yan, you are strong now, the whole world is yours, there is nothing worth you to fear, even Zhuang Siyao." You love her, she doesn't love you, you can chase her back, there is nothing that you can't get over, but if you give up on yourself like this, Huang Fuyan, things will only get worse, no one can save you......"

"What if...... I can't catch it back......" He looked stunned, his eyes were clearly looking at him, and they seemed to be able to look into the distance through his body.

Seeing him like this, Baili Muche couldn't wait to slap him awake, quite hating that iron is not steel, "It's just a woman!" Big deal, don't look for it again! Are you like this? Could it be that if she really left you, you wouldn't even want to chase her? ”

Huangfu Yan seemed to have received some hint, and his eyes suddenly shone brightly, "If, if I give her the country and I give it to her, and she is the empress, do you say, will she agree?" ”

He still remembered the way she told him about the plane in the teahouse, a woman like her who was bright and ambitious, must also want to reach the top, why didn't he think of it before?

If he gave her the throne and replaced her with him all the time, would she be willing?

Baili Muche listened to his terrifying argument and was almost angry with him in one breath, and kicked him directly, and Huangfu Yan's squatting posture was kicked over, "What are you thinking about in your head?!" ”

He was so angry that he almost wanted to scold, "What do you think of the throne?!" Give it to someone if you want to? What do you want the ministers to think?! If you rashly give her the throne, you also have to think about her ability to accept it, can she sit firmly in that position? The spitting stars of the ministers can drown her, not to mention the pressure of public opinion from the outside world! Moreover, you think she will be willing to give her the throne? It also depends on whether she is rare or not! Do you really think that the throne is omnipotent? Huang Fuyan, how long are you going to mess around? ”

Huang Fuyan was kicked down, and after listening to his words of such a blow, his eyes were red and he stood up and complained, "Am I messing around? Why do you think I'm messing around every time? I just wanted to keep her, was I wrong? Am I wrong that I just want her to be mine alone? Do you think this throne is rare for me? Yes, I worked hard and worked hard for thirteen years to get it! But so what? What's the point of me being alone if I don't have her to sit with me? If she really wants to, what does it matter if I give it to her? ”

Baili Muche's hand trembled and pointed at him, "You...... You're unreasonable! ”

I don't know what I thought, Huang Fuyan seemed to have been drained of all the strength in his body, and gradually lost the momentum he had just now, and the aura of the whole person weakened.

The luster in his eyes slowly deepened, and his thin lips outlined a mocking arc, "You're right, she's not necessarily rare......"

Baili Muche was stunned by his self-deprecating words, and opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

……

As the sun waned, a bright red light enveloped the entire land, and the sky gradually appeared purple-red glow, and then gradually turned to a dark tone, and the silence turned to black, and countless flickering points of light were dotted around.

Huang Fuyan was the only one left in the upper study, he sat on the ground alone, always maintaining a posture, lonely as snow, not knowing what he was thinking.

Xiao Dezi stood at the door tremblingly with a whisk, wanting to go in, but he was afraid of angering the people inside.

In the end, Xi'er was sent over by Zhuang Siyao to ask if the emperor was still eating in Kunning Palace.

The moment Xiao Dezi saw Xi'er, his eyes immediately lit up, and the savior is here!

Finally an excuse to speak!

Shaking slightly, Xiao Dezi's voice was cautious, "Your Majesty, Niangniang sent Miss Xi'er over to ask, are you still dining in Kunning Palace today?" ”

Hearing the word "Niangniang", Huangfuyan seemed to come back to his senses, slowly turned his head, glanced at the door, and his voice was abrupt and low that he hadn't spoken for a long time, "Well, let Niangniang eat first, and I will arrive later." ”

"Yes."

……

Huang Fuyan experienced such a mood for the first time, every step forward, he wanted to retreat from the fear, he didn't sit in a sedan chair today, stepping on the golden boots with a thousand layers of bottoms, his heart was obviously not firm, but step by step but insisted on walking towards the place that made him timid, maybe the truth would be revealed and he would be defeated.

The night of early autumn was extremely cold, and the wind lifted the dark purple cloak on his body, and the hunting was raised, adding a little bleakness, and Xiao Dezi looked uncomfortable in the back, why did his noble and arrogant master bother to practice himself like this?

Facing the danger of being scolded by the emperor, he stepped forward to remind his master, "Your Majesty, Kunning Palace is not far from here, let's sit on the dragon chariot, the wind is strong at night, be careful of hurting the dragon body." ”

The chaotic and ethereal thoughts were interrupted, and Huang Fuyan shook his head and insisted on his actions.

He counted every step he took forward, and every time he got closer to Kunning Palace, he became more steady and cautious.

How could they understand that only by procrastinating on this long road could he think clearly about what he could do best.

He had come up with a good countermeasure, one that she wouldn't leave even if she knew the truth.

When Huangfu Yan walked to Kunning Palace, Zhuang Siyao had already finished eating and sleeping, and when he heard the palace maid say this, he was inexplicably relieved.

"Your Majesty, Niangniang left you a meal, do you want to eat now?"

"No, stand down."

"Yes."

Huang Fuyan loosened her clothes and lay lightly beside Zhuang Siyao, I don't know if she was woken up by him or waited for him all the time, her eyes were as clear as the stars in the sky, and his heart trembled, "Huang Fuyan, let's talk about the child." ”