31 Love from the Heart (2)
Qin Ming was only busy with his own teaching, and he had already forgotten about borrowing books. The speaker has no intention, but the listener has the intention. Zhang Xiaomei has been at home for more than a year and has not seen Qin Ming's shadow, let alone books. "Even if you can't borrow a book, you should give me a reply! Liang Shanbo is Liang Shanbo, why don't you understand a little bit of the old classmate's mind? No way! I had to stop him on his way to school and ask him about it. …… No way. A big girl's family stopped other boys on the road and talked about marriage, that was just what the 'Seven Fairies' in the movie said, in real life, really do that, say that, don't be told by others that you can't marry Lu It's strange......?! No way...... Still can't do it......" Zhang Xiaomei waited anxiously and thought, people are thinner than yellow flowers.
There are many interpretations of "dark". One is gloomy and has low light. One is the extended meaning, which is hidden and secret. The third explanation is confusion. Crush, as the name suggests, I think it may be a secret love. Crush is the love between one of the two sexes to the other, is a kind of unrequited love that the other party is not aware of, once found by the other party, they all have a heart of admiration, it is in love, for the time being, it is called open love. The tragedy of crush in history is Zhu Yingtai, who is well known to women and children. When Liang Shanbo understood, it was too late, and the author arranged for them to become butterflies, which also became a tragic reunion, and a happy ending for lovers to finally become dependents. Zhang Xiaomei's crush on Qin Ming has begun to show the prototype, and later whether it is a tragedy or a comedy, I don't know the way for the time being, I can only watch its changes and see its development.
Don't fight and don't know each other, this seems to be an opportunity for the heroes of the green forest in the rivers and lakes to meet each other, but who knows that Zhang Xiaomei's current crush on Qin Ming started after she wanted to see Qin Ming's answer Qin Ming covered it and didn't let her see it? I didn't see Qin Ming's answer at that time, it was not that I didn't do every question on the test paper, but Qin Ming's grades were better than her every time, and her scores were higher than her every time, and she always wanted to take a look at it consciously or unconsciously, compare the answers, and she didn't plan to copy it, and she didn't plan to change it, but Qin Ming's cover, not wanting to copy it, but also wanting to copy it, she felt that she had the shame of being despised and insulted, she wanted to scold, scold and feel comfortable. She is so straightforward, the fire burns, she hates to death, and she loves enough people if she loves. However, she was not stubborn, when she thought of the discipline of the exam, when she thought of what the teacher said about taking her true results, and when she thought that Qin Ming was not wrong, she knew that she was wrong, and she came back without even eating when she went home, and admitted her mistake to Qin Ming. Although Qin Ming ignored her for several weeks after that, she still took the initiative to talk to Qin Ming again and again under the pretext of borrowing study utensils, wanting to restore the friendship between classmates, but it was bound to be too late, and graduation was approaching. She knows that Qin Ming can endure hardships, loves to learn, and loves to help others. In the years she spent at the same table, she benefited a lot, not only did she receive help with her studies, but she also received care and protection like an older brother. Because her name is Xiao Ai, in the second year of junior high school, a student who didn't study came to her and put it on her ear in a tone and said "I love you", and was slapped a few times by Qin Ming on the spot, "Thing! Do you talk the same thing to your sister and sister at home?! Later, this student went to the society to take revenge on Qin Ming, Qin Ming was injured, she didn't know about this matter for a long time, she felt guilty and indebted, she couldn't reciprocate, just silently blessed Qin Ming, who was still in high school, at home to make progress in his studies and recover his health as soon as possible. Somehow, after separation, she always thought about Qin Ming's kindness to her in the few years she was at the same table, thinking about his appearance, thinking about the patched clothes and pants he wore in summer, and thinking about the torn cotton pants and torn cotton jacket he wore in winter...... She didn't know when she began to sympathize with him and care for him at the same table, and the ghost sent her to wait for him on the road to the village, to open the unspeakable mouth, to say the half-spit and half-swallowed words. She had the courage to walk out of the house to Qin Ming's house, how could she confess her heart? She just said shyly and ingeniously that she was borrowing a copy of "Dream of Red Mansions" to find out whether Qin Ming understood her feelings. Long live understanding, no long live without understanding. She waited and waited, waited for more than a year, no, it was longer, it was okay if she didn't see the book, she couldn't see people, she couldn't see the people she thought about for a long time, she didn't eat well, and she didn't sleep sweetly. It's not fragrant or sweet, she eats less and sleeps less, so that not eating or sleeping still can't change her concern for Qin Ming, that longing. Since you, Qin Ming, have no such intentions, why should I be wishful thinking and shave my head and pick my head hot? She calmed the pounding of her heart, returning it to its normal fluctuations, trying to forget about this man, the bad guy who made him sad. She closed her eyes, held her breath and completely forgot about it, never in her heart, in her head! However, the more she tried to forget, the more she couldn't forget, and he appeared more often and faster in her eyes, in her mind, and in her heart. No, it really doesn't! If this continues, it will torture me to death, and I will have to learn from the Seven Fairies, stop him from having no way out, and force him to agree to marry me...... I can work, I can make clothes, I can cook, I will respect him as a guest, I will be considerate of him, I will care for him; I will honor his mother, my mother-in-law, as he did; We loved each other, sweetly, gave birth to a son, gave birth to a daughter, gave birth to a lot of babies, let them line up to call him dad, call me mom, and then our family hugged each other tightly,...... She couldn't help herself, and fell into infinite reverie, immersed in incomparable happiness and sweetness, with a smile on her face and a happy heart. But the dream-like fantasy bubble was shattered again when she opened her eyes, and she fell back into painful thoughts.