175 Do you look too lightly, or don't you care at all
Huangfu Yan left, even though Zhuang Siyao was angry, but at least it was direct, unlike her and Xuanyuan Linghan now, the atmosphere was awkward, but they didn't know how to proceed again. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ο½ο½ο½Uο½Eγ ο½ο½ο½ο½
The two of them seemed to have finished talking about the scene that was still a little hot, and they couldn't hold it up, Zhuang Siyao searched for dry intestines, and couldn't think of half a sentence to alleviate the atmosphere that was about to drop to freezing.
"Jun Yao." Xuanyuan Linghan was the first to speak.
Zhuang Siyao couldn't ask for it, "Huh? β
With bright and clear eyes like water, what man can not be tempted?
He can understand Huang Fuyan's stalking very well, a woman like Zhuang Siyao who has thoughts, personality and ability, if she is put on the market, I am afraid that there are many young talents who want to chase it, but now, the opponents are him and Huang Fuyan, ordinary gentlemen, I am afraid that even the courage to think about it is gone.
Xuanyuan Ling coldly suppressed the undeserved look in his eyes, "Let's talk." β
What he said was a declarative sentence, and Zhuang Siyao was very useful in his tone, at least in this regard, she could not accept Huang Fuyan's domineering.
His eyes were clear, and he decided to confess everything, "I'm sorry, I ...... last night"
Zhuang Siyao already understood what he was going to say, he was a decent gentleman, and she knew better than anyone how sincere he was, but she didn't think that he needed to confess anything to her about this kind of thing.
If it was Huangfu Yan, she might be furious and smash everything that could be moved in Kunning Palace, but this was Xuanyuan Linghan, the relationship between him and her was so clear and sober, they understood each other's emotional needs as well as each other's character.
To put it too much, the love between her and Huangfu Yan is entangled, the boundaries are blurred, and the excessive love will be hated, and Xuanyuan Linghan, the love between them is clear, his good to her cannot be measured by value, but in her feelings, in her consciousness, she knows that she should give Xuanyuan Linghan a few cents and taels of love, where the scale should be, these, can even be weighed with scales.
Zhuang Siyao interrupted him, she couldn't bear to be an upright person like him to review herself hard, she stretched out her arm and hugged him gently, "Don't say it, I know everything." β
Xuanyuan Linghan's body stiffened.
Zhuang Siyao gently patted him on the back, "What you are, what you are, you don't need to feel guilty for me, the women of the entire water country are yours, even if you are all accepted as concubines, I won't say anything, you have your position, you have things you need to measure, I don't intervene in your life." β
Xuanyuan Ling Han pushed her away when he heard this, anxiously wanting to explain, how could she not want to intervene in his life?!
Zhuang Siyao stretched out his index finger and pressed it against his lips, "Shhh, don't be in a hurry to speak, listen to me first." You love me, I know, you are good to me, I know, I want to give to you...... As a woman, especially your wife, the first thing I have to do is not to make trouble for you, so I have to be reasonable, I can't embarrass you, I can't embarrass you when you're already in pain, husband and wife are meant to understand each other, tolerate each other, support each other, I'm not sad, so don't worry about it, okay? I don't like to see you restrained and forbearing, you are too tense, you will get tired, sometimes you have to learn to relax. β
Xuanyuan Linghan still wanted to make it clear to her that he really didn't want to last night, even with those women, he had never exercised the matter of husband and wife, in his eyes, those women were not even a passing eye, but just some dust attached to his existence, only Zhuang Siyao was the wife he recognized in his heart.
She is the only one who deserves it.
Zhuang Siyao went to kiss his lips and organized what he wanted to say, "You don't have to say it, you really don't have to say it, I understand it, I don't care about this, I've experienced so many things, I should always understand some truths, the glitz and glamour in the political field, I see it very lightly, don't be too nervous." β
Xuanyuan Ling Han seemed to be stimulated by her "don't care", such a person who could control his emotions suddenly seemed to be dragged by a certain nerve, extremely stubborn, looking at her deeply with dark eyes, Zhuang Siyao was speechless for a while.
What is he going to say? The relationship between them is so mild, even if it becomes a family affection that can't give up each other, there will never be sensitive and passionate love, she prefers to recognize him as her own brother, if it is not for his ability to bear it, she may boldly tell him, contact more good women, contact with women of different personalities to know what kind of woman she really wants.
It's a pity that she is now married to him and has become his wife, even if she is indifferent and generous, she can't push him to other women, but her husband's unconscious, helpless mistake, she really doesn't mind much, just when she is in her menstrual period, she can't help the other party solve the problem, and then the other party gets on a high-level chicken, and afterwards she took the initiative to admit her mistakes, it's not a big deal, isn't this kind of getting along very good?
As far as she was concerned, she ignored the matter, she thought she was doing the right thing, and she handled other things beautifully, so to speak, without fail.
She is a good wife who qualifies.
But Xuanyuan Linghan didn't want that.
He doesn't want her to bow down to him, what does he want this for?! How many people bowed down to him before? What he wants is her wholehearted love, and she will be jealous, coquettish, savage, and arrogant...... will even make some unbelievable demands and use her rights as a wife excessively!
Instead of being a good wife who is stable and perfect and has no flaws, as she is now.
Xuanyuan Ling Han stroked her cheeks with both hands, her deep eyes were silent and bright, and her emotions were complicated, "Jun Yao, do you look too lightly, or don't care at all." β
Zhuang Siyao was a little unbearable to be asked by his deep voice, she had never seen Xuanyuan Ling Han's rich expression, puzzled, sighed, disappointed, but also looked forward to ...... Unpredictable, she always thought he was emotionless.
Did she do something wrong? will force an honest person to be like this.
"I ......" After Zhuang Siyao opened her mouth and said a word, she didn't know what to say.
She wanted to say no to him, but she didn't cooperate, and a voice told her not to lie to him, even if she didn't like him that much, because he had done so much for her.
And in some ways, shouldn't she be more proactive?
Even if she can't give her heart to him like someone in love now, at least, she can still do it in action, right?
Zhuang Siyao closed his eyes, kissed his lips, slowly and little by little approached his cold lips, and then kissed him gently, put her fair arms on his shoulders, and stroked gently, relieving his pressure, making him not so nervous and relaxing......
A cloak had fallen off under her nimble fingers.
Xuanyuan Linghan's body stiffened, and when he realized what she was going to do, he raised his palm, and the open window was closed by a gust of wind.
The people waiting outside the door immediately knew what the emperor was going to do, retreated a distance, and respectfully guarded.
Two ...... Three-piece ......
Not only his clothes, but also her ......
When Xuanyuan Linghan's fingers touched her skin, Zhuang Siyao felt a brief tightness, and he instantly noticed that his originally foggy closed eyes opened suddenly.
was met by the calm and probing dark eyes, Zhuang Siyao instantly woke up.
pretended to blush and lowered his face, smiling shyly, "Your fingers are so cold." β
Xuanyuan Linghan observed for two seconds, believed her, returned to his previous emotions, and poured down, his bony fingers supporting her chin, bowing his head and kissing deeply.
Zhuang Siyao immediately closed her eyes nervously.
I feel like my breathing is becoming uncontrollable.
The two of them alternately breathed at different frequencies and passed on each other's cheeks.
For the first time, Zhuang Siyao felt that disguise was such a difficult thing, especially in the face of people you didn't want to hurt at all, such a disguise was simply suffocating to her.
Only the last thin coat remained.
He walked around her smooth waist with his cocoon-peeling hands, like a child who was experiencing it for the first time, with ignorant curiosity, a little gentle exploration forward.
Zhuang Siyao was extremely nervous, she felt that every pore of her was becoming sensitive, and where his big hand brushed, small particles visible to the naked eye were aroused......
She had never been like this in bed, like a dead fish frozen on a board, tense and motionless.
How could he still be interested?
Xuanyuan Ling Han also noticed that he felt that this might be her first time with him, so he was a little shy, nervous and scared, so his movements became more gentle, the time was slowly extended, and he did enough foreplay......
Dense kisses pressed against her cheeks, the corners of her lips, her neck, her collarbone......
Zhuang Siyao's heart rose to his throat, and his body trembled slightly invisibly.
Until the last layer of clothing is removedβ
Zhuang Siyao was taken aback!
The whole person jumped up like a frightened live fish when it fell on the board!
She subconsciously quickly dragged the clothes next to her to block her most shameful place, and looked at Xuanyuan Ling Han with a frightened expression.
Then she regretted it, but it was too late.
Xuanyuan Ling Han's eyes were full of tenderness and was interrupted by her like this, and her desire to forget faded instantly, and the shocked emotions in her eyes were no less than hers.
"I'm sorry, I ......" Zhuang Siyao was very annoyed for a while, but she didn't know what to say to resolve such embarrassment.
She is the one who takes the initiative, and she is also the one who can't cross the inner defense.
Even she thinks she's not going too far.
She lowered her head and held her head in regret, her voice muffled with guilt, "Ling Han, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, don't you mind......"
Xuanyuan Ling Han's voice was cold and rational, but he was a little helpless, but he still pointed it out sharply, "If I say I don't mind, can we continue?" β
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