Huzi listlessly followed the crowd of laborers, living a life of sunrise and sunset, he no longer thought about it, and did not dare to think more, just to make a living, in order to survive, three times a day, how much others do themselves, less than the top, more than the bottom, according to the progress and quality of others to determine their own speed and quality, the monk hit the clock that day, passing the time, the past ambitions and ideals have long been gone. When I came back from work, except for my mother shouting and eating two bowls of food that I didn't know was rice, I was sleeping. That is, he spends time at home sleeping or sleeping. Aunt Wang knew that her son was in a bad mood, and sometimes she didn't greet her to work, preferring to go to her own land alone to pull weeds and pull the ground, rather than beckon her son to do it together. Although her son said more than once that the self-reserved land is the tail of capitalism and the soil that breeds the bourgeoisie, in order to make up for the shortage of rations, she still tries her best to collect a little more from the self-reserved land, and tirelessly manages every seedling. Because the quality of each crop in the self-reserved field, whether it is harvested or not, is very important for a family of two people, it is equivalent to hundreds of small seedlings of a production team, which is equivalent to the harvest of a large and large piece of land. Aunt Wang cooked food for her son in the morning, braved the light rain, braved the northeast wind, was only busy pulling seedlings, forgot the time, forgot to eat, and did not go home until the darkness blurred her eyes. Lifting the lid of the pot, the meal cooked in the morning was still untouched, she washed her hands, changed her wet clothes, lit firewood and heated the rice, and called her son to get up and eat.

"Mother! What did you do? Didn't come home for a day and got your clothes soaked? Huzi asked, looking at the wet clothes her mother had changed.

"Didn't do anything. It's raining a little bit today, and the team can't do the work, so I'll go to our own land to pull weeds, and the crops can grow better, how can I harvest more after autumn! Just rely on the points shared by the team, not to mention fine grains, but how long is coarse grain enough to eat? Aunt Wang said to her son while holding the bowl.

"You are sick with gonorrhea, don't say that I, who is a son, don't ask about you! Keep your own land, keep your own land, it's barren, what do you do when the grass grows and pulls it out? That's the bane! I have said more than once that it is the tail of capitalism, the soil that breeds a new bourgeoisie, which cannot be touched or touched! You have to touch it, you have to touch it, do you want our family, our mother and mother to become bourgeoisie, are you willing to stop?! Huzi's voice was a little choked and emotional.

"Child, when you played in the afternoon season, you pulled out two handfuls of grass and smashed a few kelas in our own free time of labor, Qin Dahai and their group criticized you again, and they fought in various villages, which made you suffer a lot and suffered a lot of crimes, but your mother and I can't help it! I said a lot of good things, and even knelt down to kowtow to others, but my mother didn't complain. However, this family is not a mother's, they do that, treat my son like that, can you feel good about your mother? Aunt Wang choked back tears and cried and said, "Whose child doesn't hurt?" What should I do if I can't change the things that my mother can't change? …… If your father doesn't die, why should I all my heart? Son, don't blame my mother for not being capable, don't say that I am a woman, that is, a man who has not died in 60 years, what can I do if I don't want to let us go? She cried and told about the hardships and tiredness, sour and spicy she had endured since her husband's death. Is it true that once you are bitten by a snake, you will never go to carry water to eat? Have you ever seen a few people who don't eat the rice cooked with water, and prefer to eat raw noodles? If the self-reserved land is the tail of capitalism, why should the superiors still distribute it to everyone? Don't cut it clean? Wouldn't there be no bourgeoisie? This shows that the top still cares about the members below. It's better to fill in than the little food in the light detachment! Don't care what you say, don't care who you are, how you can eat! As long as you can eat enough. If you don't do it, I won't do it again, and we won't be able to collect food in our own land, won't it be in vain? Besides, I also took advantage of the fact that the team couldn't work in the rain, so what could I do wrong? Spineless! Killing the head is just a big scar! She stopped crying, wiped her tears, put the rice back in the pot, and walked out.

"What about Huzi? Grandpa came to see you. Qin Jishan walked in on crutches, and Aunt Wang followed behind, afraid that she would fall on the old man.

"Grandpa...... How can you ......" Huzi heard the voice of Grandpa Jishan, and immediately got off the bed, and said while putting on his shoes, "If you slip and fall, I won't be able to explain to Uncle Changling, grandson!" Sit down! Sit down! It's raining and the road is slippery, your old man came to see me and wanted to fold my grandson's birthday. As long as I can do it, I will be there immediately if someone asks for it, and you don't have to come in person. Did you finish the water you picked up yesterday? Still have no firewood to cook? ”

"None of this is necessary, since you carried water for me last time, my daughter-in-law has moved my water tank out of the tank, and I have to let me cook the pot alone, and I can't eat with them. During this time, I have eaten ready-made, enjoyed the blessings of my children and grandchildren, enjoyed the blessings of my daughter-in-law and granddaughter-in-law, and used you and Mingming, the two children who don't think my old man has a sloppy beard and often runny nose, and the children who know the old and the young help me carry firewood and carry water? I've heard a little bit about you, too. I have seen through the current situation after I lived for 80 or 90 years, anyway, people have to eat when they live, do the work of the team well, and do their own work well, so that they can have food. As for *** What a group of them are doing, not all of them are right. You have to forgive people and spare people, leave a way for others to go, and your future road can be wider, and you want to kill people with a stick, which is not good, who doesn't have a wrong word, walking and walking when you fall down? If you don't give people a way to go, can your own road be straight? I can't get up if I fall, and maybe I can't get up. If you want to open up everything, don't get into the horns, don't be in a dead end and can't get out, that will only ruin yourself. Listen to the people on the two sides (sides) of your door say, after you have become a different person since that incident, you are not the original tiger, and you have a lot of dealings with the bed you sleep in, I don't know if the road is true or false? I'll come and take a look, I can't help anything else, I can only do my best, I don't know what you think. I still admit your death, and I can't persuade you to wake up; If you can listen to your grandfather's words, you can forget about the past, cheer up, and be a little energetic, what to do. Young people! The road ahead is long, and what is the big deal if you encounter a little setback! Your little thing has become like this, it is as narrow as your heart, as small as a sesame seed and a needle's eye, and Han Xin in ancient times was insulted by a butcher and asked him to get under the crotch of his pants, and he died of annoyance. People don't necessarily have to go smoothly to make a profit; Sometimes, people who have succeeded in things may suffer hardships, suffer tiredness, and suffer much more sins than ordinary people. If you don't eat bitterness, can you get sweetness on sweetness? A man must be able to take it and put it down, which is the performance of ambition and achievement. When encountering difficulties and things that do not go your way, it is not good to be like a person who falls to the ground and cannot get up. Didn't Han Xin later help Liu Bang fight the world and become a general? What kind of insult did a prince named Gou Jian suffer in the past? A king fed horses to the king of Wu, and even grabbed people's feces in his mouth and tasted them. Everyone knows that stinks, but he has to say good things about that husband. Able to bend and stretch is a man. Sleeping on firewood and grass, Tiantian worked hard every day, and then the country became stronger, and he led people to defeat his husband, and people really had a stomach and a scheming. I said that these students who are not afraid of what you go to will laugh at me, and it is good for me to learn from some good ancients. Nowadays, people are not all bad, but they are more blindly shouting behind others. If he is not allowed to plant his own land and manage the crops, doesn't he give his own share to others? Probably work harder than others! However, if they grab you by the braid and find out your shortcomings, they have to ignore others and discourage others from elevating themselves, which is his purpose. Ideas and reality are not necessarily the same, and whoever thinks of them may not be able to go anywhere. Maybe hitting others doesn't necessarily lift you up? What did you say? What does it be? Oh! It's called self-defeating. I remember. Don't be afraid, don't do anything bad for others, and there is nothing to be afraid of when you knock on the door in the middle of the night. Did you cheat people? Did you hurt anyone? As long as the heart is real, he is worthy of heaven and earth, conscience, and has a clear conscience, what does he do with so much? Don't go on like this, after your father died, it was not easy for your mother to support your brothers and sisters alone, and it took a lot of hardships in the wind and rain to provide you to graduate from the largest university in our commune. Someone said in the past: Whoever says an inch is careless, and he will be rewarded with three springs. I can't read the newspaper. How can this person say "rewarded"? Forget it, grandpa said a little more today, you can listen to two sentences if you are right, and if you are wrong, you can not listen. When people encounter troubles, whoever says and advises them will not be able to think about it for themselves. People are not persuaded, they have to think for themselves. When you and Ming Ming went to school, they were more bitter than anyone else, I understand these very well, so far away from school, not even a bicycle, three meals a day can not be eaten as usual, when you live in school, lunch is just a handful of dried red taro in the lunch box is counted as a meal, the dark and shiny electric light nest head Each of you can eat seven or eight at a meal, but there is not even this minimum life, and you two have not heard that you two have the best grades in school? That's ambition. Knowing the hard work of the elderly, you can cherish your hard-won opportunity to study hard, finish the homework arranged by the teacher, and ask if you don't understand. In this way, it is worth the hardship and fatigue of your old people. What is the old man's picture? What is Daddy's picture? As long as the children are competitive and promising, they are enough, and they are satisfied. Now that they are going to university, the whole commune may not have a chance to recommend them to go to university in three or five years, and the children of the cadres are all waiting in line, and it doesn't matter if they can't go to college, as long as they can learn real skills in their stomachs, in their brains, and in their hearts, no one can steal them, maybe one day they can come in handy? It is useful to go to school, it is useful to read, it is not useless, it just depends on whether you use it or not. If you don't need it now, you won't necessarily need it in the future. It's good to open the book! Knowledge will not be learned in vain, and learning will not be learned in vain. When the book is used, there is less hatred, how can there be a lot of books? Don't be so depressed, work what you should do, you can't go on like this, it's good to come back from work and write and write. I can't say that there is a golden house in the book, what is Yan Ruyu, passing the time, killing time, and it is better than blindly sleeping. The body is the capital, don't mess with it. "Qin Jishan saw Huzi and had endless words, especially today, when Huzi was in a slump.

"Grandpa! …… You are my relative, I grew up and you are the one who cares about me the most, I was wrong, I shouldn't be like this...... I'm sorry for my mother who has suffered for me, I'm sorry for my sister, I ......" Huzi knelt down on his knees in front of Qin Jishan, tears rained down, and moved his knees to Aunt Wang, "Mother! ……”

"Kid! Mother also doesn't know how to wake you up, so I told you about Grandpa Jishan, let him persuade you, get up quickly! If you are like this, my mother will not be able to live......" Aunt Wang hugged her son and cried into tears.

"Everyone has a time when they are vulnerable, Sima Qian was corrupted back then, not to encourage himself with the humiliation and heavy things of his predecessors, I am afraid that he will not be able to write such a valuable real history as "Historical Records", and he can know how he should do better than anything else in the future, don't blame the child." Qin Jishan said to the mother and son beside him, stretching out his hand to take Huzi's hand.

"Don't cry, kid! Tell your mother, and talk to your grandfather Jishan who loves you what you want to say, okay? Aunt Wang wiped her son's tears.

"Don't be unbearable, your mother will depend on you in the future! Lying down and getting up, he is still a tough guy, crying and crying! Qin Jishan persuaded Huzi.

They continued to talk until late before sending Qin Jishan home.

I don't know if Lu Dao's words are the key to happiness, or Huzi himself wants to open it, or the external factors play a role through internal factors, Huzi's mood is much better, he came home from the work in the team, and he helped his mother do any work, and took the initiative to ask if there was anything he needed to do, but he didn't have much work to flip through the books he had read and read a few pages, and he didn't go home anymore to sleep. Aunt Wang's heart for her son is more steady, and the family's life has returned to the harmony of the past. They care for each other and support each other.