Chapter 20: Some Impressions
Li Lizhi sobbed in Li Kuan's arms like this, thin, like the long autumn rain, dripping but melancholy. And Li Liqian's crying was like the silent autumn rain, which clenched Li Kuan's heart like that. A sob, like a question: Why? Why is it that what is usually a very ordinary thing is being severely reprimanded today? Why did the second brother, who used to smile and play with himself, become so strange today?
Li Kuan just patted Little Lori's vest mechanically, and he had already fallen into deep thought because of that burst of guilt: What's wrong with him? Scared? Because of the authority in this world, afraid to show the true feelings of the heart? Through Li Liqian's tears, Li Kuan washed his soul.
Someone once said: 'Society smooths our edges and corners in order to make us roll further!' Li Kuan came to this strange world of the Tang Dynasty, and kept the distance that seemed close at hand, but was actually far away from the horizon. That was the default warning distance in his heart, because he had a potential rejection of this qiē. He told himself in his heart: I don't belong to this world, I'm just a passerby, watching all kinds of dramas in this world are like a passing cloud until I leave! Although there is a mentality of wanting to change something, it is mostly the kind of game red dust, floating outside the object, like standing at the water's edge and watching the swimming fish in the water, you can choose to watch it like this, or you can drop a handful of bait.
But now that little Lori is in his arms, he is accusing his second brother of hurting her with tears like that, which makes Li Kuan doubt and doubt his own firm position before. Perhaps, I think it is an unintentional work, but is it a ripple in the hearts of those who care about themselves and care about themselves? Is there something left? Maybe when you think you withdraw in style, it is also the time for those who accompany you all the way and give yourself warmth!
"Am I being too selfish? Maybe I could change something, but I'm the one who did the most damage! The world is real, the mother is real, and the beauty is real, so what about me! Am I Zhuang Zhou's dream butterfly, or the high-rise building in my memory, but just a wisp of prosperity in my dream? Li Kuan stood stunned, thinking, his heart turned over like a sea, just to find evidence that he was real.
'Tick! The host is overly excited, free tranquilizer preparation! A cold voice interrupted Li Kuan's thoughts.
"System! Hehe...... One qiē is true, the previous self who lived in the 21st century is true, and the current Li Kuan is also true! Excited by the cold voice of the system, Li Kuan had a flash of inspiration: whether it is true or illusory, it is good to treat it as true, which philosophers have not come up with an answer after thinking for thousands of years, and such a small person as himself has actually fallen into it! This is simply a mass grave, which has been confirmed by countless sages in later generations!
Li Kuan secretly laughed at himself, he actually jumped down like this, if there was no sound of the system, he would not have to trap himself directly, then he would still be a fart, since God gave himself such a creation, let himself pass through 1,400 years of time, and came to this most brilliant moment in Chinese history. Make it even more brilliant yourself!
Since someone cares about themselves and cares about themselves, then they will open their hearts, let the deepest emotions in their hearts burst out, and give them a response, no matter what worldly etiquette they have, even if they are said to be deviant, even if they are dissolute, what is innocent! The cold eyes of the world are just floating clouds, and from today onwards be the purest self, except for the deepest secrets!
Li Kuan figured out the problem that had been bothering him for so long, and finally broke free.
At this time, he was still standing on the city wall, and the little girl in his arms was no longer crying, but her little hands were holding the hem of his clothes, and her head was buried in his arms.
"Lizhen, don't cry, the second brother is not right, he didn't fulfill the responsibility of being an elder brother, the second brother apologizes to Lizhen!" Li Kuan stretched out his hand and picked up the face of the little Lori, and the tear stains drew their marks on Li Li's delicate cheeks. Make that cute face ridiculous. But Li Kuan didn't smile this time, he stretched out his hand very seriously, and erased those marks one by one, very light and very close.
Raised the little girl's chin, held her face with both hands, and looked at the eyes that were a little red and swollen from crying: "Lizhen, the second brother promises you that he will never let you cry again in the future!" Whoever makes you cry is the enemy of the second brother! "To put it bluntly, word by word. At this moment, Li Kuan showed a domineering temperament, and at this moment, Li Kuan's figure was deeply engraved in Li Liqian's heart.
"Second brother, I'm sorry! Beauty shouldn't have bitten you hard! Little Lori also apologized. Because I cried for too long, my voice was sandy. But Li Kuan heard sincerity and alienation.
This made him panic, could it be that because of this incident, this closest relative to him also became like the other brothers and sisters who had to wear masks to see each other, this is not the result that Li Kuan wanted.
"Lizhen, you don't have to say sorry to your second brother, never! Because I'm your second brother! Li Kuan looked seriously at the little Lori who seemed to have become more mature at this moment, and felt a pain in his heart: "Liqin, you are the little fairy in the second brother's heart, as long as the fairy is cute!" It's true! ”
"Really? Is Lizhi really a little fairy? What Li Kuan was worried about didn't happen, Xiao Lori was still young after all, so she didn't think too much, but she still remembered that her mother had just asked her to apologize to her second brother, and now it's just a routine. And as soon as he heard Li Kuan say that he was a little fairy, his eyes immediately lit up.
You must know that in the stories that Li Kuan told Li Lizhen, the little fairies have all kinds of incredible abilities, and what Li Lizhen wants to do most after listening to these stories is to be a little fairy who can conjure up all kinds of delicious things: marshmallows, meat buns, chocolates, small puddings, cakes......
"Lizhi wants to conjure up a lot of delicious food, second brother, do you say it's okay?" Little Lori's eyes lit up, ready to do a big job.
Li Kuan complained bitterly in his heart, and slapped himself a few big mouths in his heart: "Call you cheap, let you talk nonsense, now it's going to be a big deal!" If Li Lizhi is ready to conjure up a lot of delicious food with great interest, but finds that she can't do it, then she will definitely pester Li Kuan to get to the bottom of it, and the super good spirit will ask for hours, and if you keep bombing, Li Kuan will definitely crash directly!
"Lizhi, wait a minute, the little fairy is also divided into types!" Li Kuan's brain was overloaded at this moment, thinking of a solution at a speed of 1,800 kilometers per wonder, and finally worked hard, and the sky really let him come up with a solution.
"Yes! What kind of little fairy is Liz? Lizhi wants to become the kind of little fairy who can conjure up delicious food! Little Lori stopped crying at this time, her head was tilted, her big eyes were blinking, and she looked at her second brother very curiously.
"Lizhi became a little fairy according to the situation at the time, because the second brother was bitten by Lizhi, and now the second brother's arm is very painful, and Lizhi needs to help the second brother treat! So Lizhi became a little fairy at this time, and she was the little fairy who helped the second brother get rid of the pain! Li Kuan found that coaxing a child was also a very painful thing, and told a lie to make her happy, so he had to keep talking.
"However, it is also true that Lizhi wants to make delicious food now!" Little Lori still doesn't let go of the delicious food she wants.
"However, the second brother's injury needs Lizhi's help even more!" Li Kuan didn't dare to follow the delicious words, otherwise the consequences would be very strict.
"Okay!" Little Lori nodded her head vigorously, and reluctantly gave up her wish: "How should Lizhi help the second brother?" The little fairy's spells are beautiful! "Little Lori is very distressed because she has not learned spells.
"No spells, Beauty's Breath is the best spell!" Li Kuan saw that the little girl was hooked, and hurriedly said.
"Okay, second brother, you roll up your sleeves, Lizhi helps the second brother to snort, and the second brother won't hurt anymore!" Little Lori said seriously.
"Beauty is the best!" Li Kuan wiped his sweat and finally coaxed! As he spoke, he rolled up his sleeves, revealing the wound that had been bitten by Little Lori, two rows of small tooth marks, and a little bleeding.
"Whew...... ...... "Li Lizhi put her little face close to the wound, and gave Li Kuan a very serious breath, and her little cheeks were blowing and bulging.
"Second brother, it doesn't hurt, Lizhi's Huhu is the most effective!" Little Lori smiled, very pure, very innocent.
"The second brother doesn't hurt anymore, Lizhi is really capable!" Li Kuan smiled and patted Little Lori's little head, then put down his sleeves, took her little hand, and walked down the city wall.
When the two came to the city wall, the crowd had already dispersed. Li Er's team had already left, and the eldest grandson had also returned with the rest of the Qin Palace, leaving only the carriage that the two siblings had been riding in when they came, still parked there, waiting for them.
"Let's go! It's time for us to go home, and wait for our father to come back. Li Kuan led Li Lizhen into the car, along the street, towards the Qin Palace.
Because of the snow, coupled with the current dirt roads in Chang'an, the snow melts and becomes muddy, and the carriage can only be slow. Li Kuan lifted the curtain on the car window and looked at the scenery outside.
This is Chang'an, which is now the largest city in the world, but it is not as good as the small county town of later generations, there are few people on the street, even the merchants are lazy, and the voice of selling is also weak. This is all caused by the war, because the war on the land Silk Road was cut off, and the maritime trade, the Tang people did not have this concept.
Although it seems to be very depressed, Li Kuan still sees it with relish, because this is the world he wants to live in the future, and it is also the world he wants to change.
Suddenly, Li Kuan saw something that interested him, but he didn't expect it to be in Datang, but I don't know if it is like the later generations, it is a representative of the tall!