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Song Shixing is over!
This is the end of the fifth book after "The Evil Man", "Cao Thief", "The Criminal" and "The Usurpation of the Tang Dynasty".
The book is about 1.6 million words, which is not very long.
To be honest, it's quite different from my original premise, because when I first conceived the book, it was almost five million words.
But I just can't write anymore!
2012 was a year for me that I don't want to talk about again.
In this year, I lost perhaps the most precious relationship of my life. ÏÏÏ.(1)(1)(4) (1)(1)(4)Ņå įķē
To paraphrase an Internet phrase: I don't feel like I can love anymore......
That's right.
When I first created Song Shixing, I used to create for her.
But in the end......
Since September, every word I write, every chapter I write, I have a strong, even bone-chilling pain.
This kind of pain made me unable to construct the plot, outline the details, or even think.
At one point, I wanted to get rid of this book eunuch...... Really, because at that time, I was already in pain.
In the end, it was only under the persuasion of book friends that I decided to continue creating. Swastika. 114 Chinese net
It's just that the mood, rhythm, and even thoughts at that time can no longer return to the state of the original creation. So, I decided to end early, but even so, it was painful, and I struggled with writing every day.
January from December, February from January, March from February......
The passion for creation has faded away, replaced by an insatiable disgust.
Yes, it's disgust!
Disgusted with myself, disgusted with writing, and disgusted with everything.
But no matter what, in the end, I insisted on completing it and wrote down the three words of the whole book.
Well, relief!
But at the same time, I was a little dazed.
When the three words fall at the end of the book, it also means goodbye to the past.
Person...... It's always a bit of a cheap bone.
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I've asked some book friends, and overall, this open-ended ending is pretty good.
The pits that should be filled have been filled, and the things that should be explained have also been explained.
As for how people are treated, I don't know......
Thank you to all the book friends, thank you to all the friends, thank you to everyone......
accompanied me through the lowest period of 2012. As Brother B said: The past has passed, and we should still face the future ahead.
I'm 38 years old, and a lot of things have to be carefully planned.
Get married, start a family, have children...... A lot of things have to be on the agenda.
So if you think about it, it's actually good to be able to put an end to the past.
At least, I'm relieved......
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Next, there will be a break.
The new book has been conceived completely, returning to the Three Kingdoms and returning to blood.
I want to go crazy and vent once...... And, I'm ready.
So, on April 27, let us meet again in the Three Kingdoms.
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