There were clear photographs in the newspapers of the bodies of the officers and soldiers of the Separate Regiment who had fallen in battle, and the most shocking thing was the charred corpses of the regimental positions.

Sun Weiguo looked at the charred corpses, and watched the Japanese army attacking him below, Sun Weiguo's heart tingled.

There will be death when there is war, and every time there are casualties in the troops, Sun Weiguo will always comfort others in this way, so that others can continue to muster up courage.

It's just that this time Sun Weiguo's psychological defense line was instantly attacked, and Sun Weiguo was a little unable to withstand such a blow.

The troops of the Independent Regiment suffered heavy casualties, the commander of the artillery battalion was killed in battle, the commander of the second infantry company Liu Xi was killed, and the squad and platoon commanders who died in battle were countless.

Sun Weiguo was bearing the cost of these casualties alone, Sun Weiguo had no rest last night and night, he kept asking himself in his heart, did he do something wrong, if the independent regiment broke through earlier, would the casualties be reduced?

At this time, looking at the charred corpses on the newspaper, Sun Weiguo's psychological defense line completely collapsed, and he felt that all this was caused by himself.

Hundreds of wounded self-immolation, which is directly related to Sun Weiguo, he should take these wounded away, so that even if the wounded die on the way, at least they will not have such an end, the shocking photos make Sun Weiguo full of guilt and self-blame.

He silently asked Chen Zhengwei to find the chief of staff Zhao Lerong, and when Zhao Lerong came to him, Sun Weiguo carefully told him.

The marching route of the troops, the development of the cavalry battalion, and Sun Weiguo explained these issues to Zhao Lerong in detail.

Zhao Lerong vaguely felt that something was wrong with Sun Weiguo's mood, but he still nodded and agreed.

The troops began to march towards it, and Zhao Lerong left here on the orders of Sun Weiguo.

After almost all the troops left Nanru Village, Sun Weiguo looked in the direction of Nanzhuang Village.

He walked towards the front silently, Chen Zhengwei followed behind him, and Sun Weiguo scolded loudly, asking Chen Zhengwei not to follow him.

Chen Zhengwei had a complicated expression on the execution of the order, he hurriedly ran to the back, he knew that at this time, he had to find the political commissar Shen Wei and the chief of staff Zhao Lerong.

Sun Weiguo walked out of the village directly, his steps were a little staggering, standing on the road, Sun Weiguo looked in the direction of Nanzhuang Village, and tears flowed from his red eyes.

Thinking of the corpses of those dead officers and soldiers in his mind, thinking of the tragic situation of the wounded who had self-immolated in the regimental position, Sun Weiguo touched the pistol on his waist with his right hand.

The Browning pistol presented by Brigade Commander Chen was held in Sun Weiguo's right hand, and he raised the Browning pistol and aimed it at his temple.

The guilt and self-blame in his heart made him have no face to live, and he wanted to die to apologize.

"Bang", the gunshot rang out, but the bullet did not hit Sun Weiguo's temple.

At the critical moment, Chen Zhengwei walked quickly to Sun Weiguo's side, he moved Sun Weiguo's right hand with both hands, and the bullet almost grazed Sun Weiguo's forehead.

If Chen Zhengwei had been one step late, I was afraid that the bullet would have pierced Sun Weiguo's head.

"Ahh Liu Qian, who was following behind, screamed in fright, and she ran towards Sun Weiguo frantically.

After coming to Sun Weiguo, Liu Qian hurriedly checked Sun Weiguo's condition, and after not seeing the wound, Liu Qian cried "woo".

Two lines of tears flowed down Liu Qian's pale cheeks, and her beautiful eyes looked at Sun Weiguo in front of her aggrievedly.

Political commissar Shen Wei and chief of staff Zhao Lerong hurriedly came to Sun Weiguo, and Zhao Lerong seized the Browning gun in Sun Weiguo's hand.

Chen Zhengwei was afraid that Sun Weiguo was doing something impulsive, so he looked at Sun Weiguo nervously.

"Weiguo, what are you doing, why are you so confused."

Shen Wei looked at Sun Weiguo with a solemn face, her eyes were full of worry.

They had already seen the newspapers, and they were all very painful in their hearts, but after all, they had experienced too much life and death.

Even though Sun Weiguo was born in special forces, even Sun Weiguo has experienced the death of his comrades.

However, the death of one or two comrades-in-arms and the death of hundreds of officers and soldiers are different concepts, which have different psychological damage.

Even if Sun Weiguo's ability to withstand it was good, but this time his psychological defense line completely collapsed.

The self-immolation of hundreds of wounded was the trigger for the collapse of Sun Weiguo's psychological defense, and Sun Weiguo could not imagine the tragic picture of those wounded self-immolation.

"It's all my fault, I should have arranged for the troops to break through earlier, at least I should have taken those wounded with me when I broke through, it's my fault, it's all my fault."

Sun Weiguo grabbed his hair with both hands, and a painful expression appeared on his face.

The psychological warfare of the Japanese army obviously played a role, and they can be said to have found Sun Weiguo's weakness.

"Weiguo, you don't want to be like this, you are the military commander of the independent regiment, the troops have not completely escaped from security, and these nearly 300 people still rely on you to break out of the encirclement with them safely. It's not your fault for all this, if you want to blame it, you have to blame the Japanese devils, and without them, there would be no such things. ”

Shen Wei stretched out her hands, she put her hands on Sun Weiguo's cheeks, and she said softly.

Liu Qian was still standing on the sidelines and sobbing softly, her eyes had begun to become red and swollen.

"Deputy regiment commander, you always say that there will be death if there is a war, all the anti-Japanese soldiers in China have long been ready to die, and they will die on the battlefield of resistance against Japan, this is the greatest glory of the Chinese anti-Japanese soldiers, how difficult the country is, and the soldiers serve the country as a horse leather shroud."

Zhao Lerong looked at Sun Weiguo, and he said with a serious expression.

Sun Weiguo slowly lowered his hands, and he looked towards Nanzhuang Village with a sad expression, and tears flashed in his eyes.

The image of the corpses of the fallen officers and soldiers has always been presented in Sun Weiguo's mind, his hands clenched into fists, and his teeth biting his lips.

Bright red blood flowed down his lips, and Sun Weiguo pulled out the bayonet at his waist, and he cut his left hand.

Blood dripped down Sun Weiguo's left hand on the ground, Sun Weiguo bowed his head and stood solemnly, silently saluted, and then looked up at the sky, and swore loudly: "Defend the country, as long as there is still a breath, swear to destroy the Japanese invaders, avenge this hatred, and comfort the souls of the martyrs in the sky!" ”

Guilt and self-blame turned into flames of revenge, and Sun Weiguo's red eyes calmed down.

Zhao Lerong and Shen Wei glanced at each other, and the two of them breathed a sigh of relief, they both knew that the independent regiment could not do without Sun Weiguo at this time.

The Japanese army's psychological warfare almost killed Sun Weiguo, but after the sharp change, Sun Weiguo became stronger, and he told himself in his heart that he wanted to live, to kill all the little devils in China, and he wanted to avenge the fallen officers and soldiers.