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Sighing that people grow short, waking up early in the morning, Chen Yifan wrapped the headhead, hung it on his back, and picked up some of the goods he bought yesterday on the table, including food, drink, firewood, rice, oil and salt, large bags and small bags, and it was difficult to carry.

Chen Yifan went out, closed the door, went to his brother's house, walked for half an hour, went around and found his brother's house, knocked on the door, waited outside, and stared at the courtyard of the house in front of him, which was bigger and more gorgeous than his own residence.

From the outside, it looks like entering a big family, and the new home where my brother lives is not bad, but I don't know how my mother is, and a voice came from inside the door, anxious and impatient.

"Who?"

"Squeak."

The door was wide open, and my sister-in-law's long cheeks poked out of the door panel, and when she saw that it was Chen Yifan, with a big bag in her hand, she suddenly smiled like a flower, opened the door of convenience, pulled Chen Yifan in, and then closed the door.

took the gift from Chen Yifan's hand, smiled so much that he couldn't see his teeth and said, "Uncle, you are here, why do you still bring gifts, see more." ”

Chen Yifan knew that this sister-in-law was a person, and if she didn't take anything, I was afraid that the door wouldn't let you in, so he didn't care about her attitude, and said, "What about Mother?" Why didn't you see her? ”

"Mom, she'll be back when she's out."

As soon as the words fell, two loud voices came from outside, the door opened, the mother and brother came back from their busy work, there were talking and laughing along the way, and when they saw Chen Yifan in the door, their mother was stunned, and then happily stepped forward to hold Chen Yifan's hand and watched carefully.

"Yifan, have you ever been injured? Let my mother take a good look. The worried mother spun around and found no injuries, so she was relieved, and kept holding Chen Yifan's hand, shushing the cold and asking for warmth.

Chen Yifan nodded again and again, his eyes were moist, his mother had been worried about herself, and her mother was worried, Chen Yifan held her mother's hand and said happily: "Mother, the child is fine, it's not all busy, come and see you." ”

"It's okay, it's okay, my mother is afraid that you will chase your father, you don't know, my mother can't sleep every day, for fear that something will happen to you, just come back, just come back."

The eyes were slightly red, tears spilled out, and the mother gently wiped them, worrying about disappearing and returning with peace of mind.

"Okay, don't stand and talk, go inside and talk while eating." The elder brother spoke.

"Hmm."

Several people reluctantly entered inside, the sister-in-law went to prepare for food, and Chen Yifan sat together and asked each other, most of them were asked by their mothers, asking long and short questions, and they couldn't stop talking.

"Yifan, do you still want to go?"

Chen Yifan's body stiffened and said, "I will live in Lingzhou for a period of time for the time being, and after the year, I may go to Luodu." ”

There is an indescribable loneliness in the look, after the year, the sky is getting colder, entering the winter, the breath of the end of autumn has dissipated, and the gloom has been replaced by slaughter, and the cold makes their hearts stiff and frozen.

The mother stopped her words at once, bowed her head and was silent, her eyes full of sadness.

The happy atmosphere has been washed away a lot, and I still have to leave, I still have to leave, and parting is the saddest.

Brother Chen Yiping had a string in his heart, smacked, disconnected, and asked in a low voice: "Have you decided?" ”

Luodu, very far, Lingzhou to Luodu, if it is fast, it will take ten days, if it is slow, it will take half a month to a month, and if you go there, you will want to meet in the future, but it will be even more difficult.

Now we can still see each other from time to time, but it will be difficult to say in the future.

Thinking that his younger brother is facing all kinds of difficulties and calculations, he feels uncomfortable, as an elder brother, he can't hold up a piece of heaven for his younger brother, although he doesn't say it, but his heart is full of guilt.

He is the elder brother, not Chen Yifan, he is the younger brother, from the beginning, he supported the family, he took care of his parents, and he did everything for a son.

As for himself, he has nothing, and he has been going to blackmail, and every time he goes, he feels very uncomfortable and guilty.

I look like I'm fine, honest, smiling, heartless, but I'm not wolf-hearted.

"Well, it has been decided a long time ago, because the matter in Lingzhou has been delayed for a long time, and it will pass after a year."

"And when are you coming back?"

Chen Yifan glanced at his mother, shook his head, bit his lip and said, "I don't know, it may be soon, it may be late, or it may be ......." ”

The eyes with deep meaning made Chen Yiping's heart flutter, unable to speak, as if a thorn was stuck in his throat, painful and unbearable.

Can't come back? Are you ready to sacrifice?

The mother's head was even lowered, and the tears couldn't stop dripping, like a pearl off the thread, spilling down, the sleeves were wet, and the eyes were red, Chen Yifan's words seemed to be interspersed with countless knives in her heart, that kind of pain, if you don't experience it yourself, you can't feel it.

Seeing his son go to die, he may have come back with a letter, a message, or his corpse, and the white-haired man sent the black-haired man to mourn, and his heart ached abnormally.

"Let's eat."

The sister-in-law rushed in happily, carrying the meal, back and forth several times, very rich, there were chicken and meat, five dishes and one soup, several people sat together, the sister-in-law kept looking around at the mother and husband's expressions, and found that they were not very interested.

"Uncle, eat more and try your sister-in-law's craft."

"Thank you, sister-in-law." Chen Yifan moved his chopsticks and ate a few bites of food, his sister-in-law's cooking skills are still good, the food is delicious, not as good as the chef of the restaurant, it is commonplace, and what he eats is feeling.

Eating and drinking slowly, on the table, several people did not speak again, and the atmosphere of silence lingered around.

The sister-in-law surprisingly didn't open her mouth to disturb them, ate quietly, and after eating, let her son go out to play, wait there, and when they were all finished, they cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and there were three people left on the table, face to face, silent to each other.

However, Chen Yifan got up, picked up the beheading knife, bowed down and said, "Mother, brother, I'm leaving." ”

"Yifan, you ......." The mother stood up, with tears in her eyes, sorted out Chen Yifan's clothes, lightly and lightly, after tidying up, her mother stroked Chen Yifan's cheek with her hand, and cried: "Be careful." ”

"Mother, the child saved."

Chen Yiping nodded, did not say a word of parting, and saw Chen Yifan leave, his mother couldn't hold back anymore, entered the room, and cried loudly.

Chen Yifan felt that his body was getting heavier and heavier, and the responsibility on his shoulders had increased countless times invisibly, as heavy as a thousand pounds, dragging his tired body forward, lonely and tired.

Chen Yifan, who has never felt tired, even if he calculates and practices often, when he kills Liang Buyi, he doesn't feel tired at all, at this moment, Chen Yifan is tired, his heart is tired.

"Ugh."

The mood is not good, and the surrounding scenery has become bad, the carriages and pedestrians coming and going on the street feel noisy, shouting, laughing, and bargaining, which happen from time to time, Chen Yifan's ears are indeed noisy.

Calm down, Chen Yifan looked up and looked around, Lingzhou City, it is still the same, there is no change, ordinary, simple people, no matter how the prefect changes, dead or not, as long as they don't disturb their lives and don't deprive them of the right to live, it doesn't matter who you are the prefect.

What they want is very simple, a quiet life, to feed a few families, and feel satisfied.

Walking and walking, the mood gradually clears, loneliness, sadness, only temporary, when you figure it out, people become cheerful, naturally, and the surroundings are also better.

With a move of his shoulder, he put a hand on it, and a hearty voice sounded: "Okay, Chen Yifan, I have been promoted and made a fortune, and I don't know my old friends anymore." ”

Xiao Liang's lovely cheeks appeared in Chen Yifan's sight, his eyebrows were raised, and he smiled: "Xiao Liang, I haven't seen you for a long time, you are still alive and moist." ”

"That's, that's, I'm Xiao Liang don't live a nourishing life, then no one can live a nourishing life, don't talk about me, talk about you, Chen Yifan, you've been promoted and made a fortune recently, and you don't come to visit your brother, do you look down on my brother."

In a few words, come to ask for sin, after you are rich, you don't go to visit me, have you forgotten my brother.

"How dare you, how dare you, am I not busy? I didn't go to see you, or else, Yuanyuelou, I'm in for a treat. Chen Yifan happened to see the Yuanyue Tower in front of him, and said painfully.

"Haha, I'll just say that you kid won't forget my brother, Yuanyuelou, okay, you have a treat, I didn't bring any money to go out, don't say you don't have any money when the time comes." Xiao Liang patted Chen Yifan's shoulder, his eyebrows fluttering.

Yuanyuelou, he has been longing for a long time, and he has never had a chance to go, but today he caught the local tyrant, and he has to go in anyway.

"Don't worry, how can I not bring money, enough for you to call a few girls, you can rest assured." Chen Yifan is rich and confident.

"Haha, you are really arrogant when you are promoted and made a fortune, it was difficult for you to treat you in the past, today is so refreshing, I won't go, isn't it sorry for your kindness, don't worry, today I Xiao Liang is desperate, call three or five girls, and do a great job."

"Ahem, can you be quiet, what are you doing, we are a Spring Festival, sharing the clouds and rain of Wushan, saying those obscene words all day long, don't say that you know me, I can't afford to lose this person." Chen Yifan rolled his eyes.

This person, how anxious is he, open his mouth and close his mouth, can he be reserved, can he be gentle, we are talented literati, we can't be like those barbarians, who know what to do all day long.

"Haha." Xiao Liang patted Chen Yifan's shoulder meaningfully and said: "Yes, look at my head, we are here to Wushan Yunyu, the so-called Spring Festival is worth a thousand gold, and we are here to spend loneliness." ”

This force, I obey.

Chen Yifan looked like a teachable child, nodded and said: "Yes, Xiao Liang, you have to remember that we are talented people, talented and beautiful people, and we can't be rude." ”

"I understand, we are poets, and we are right in poetry, and the clouds and rain in Wushan are what we have to do."

"Haha."

"Haha."

The two laughed, walked towards the Yuanyue Building, hugged the two girls, and moved forward without fear, waving their big hands, and dared not disobey.

And the two of them found a table and sat down, waiting for a beautiful woman to appear on the stage above, eat some food, and wait.