Section 32 Retention (4)

It was almost dark when he came out of Chiang Kai-shek, Zhuang Jihua was depressed, he couldn't go, and he didn't have the heart to eat, so go back to sleep, before he arrived at the headquarters guest house, he met Song Yunfei who was looking for him, and Song Yunfei told him that Liu Yinshu came to him, as if there was something urgent.

Zhuang Jihua hurriedly ran back to the guest house, saw Liu Yinshu fidgeting around the room, saw him coming back, immediately came over and took his hand and walked out, and said Hurry up with me, Zaitian and Huiqin's sister-in-law had an accident.

Zhuang Jihua's brain was slight, why did Li Zhilong have an accident again, the two hurriedly walked outside, and asked while walking Zhuang Jihua, it turned out that Li Zhilong wrote a [***] statement in order to get out of prison, but he regretted it after coming out, he didn't think about tea and dinner all day, Pan Huiqin was afraid that he wouldn't be able to think about it, so he quietly hid his gun, Li Zhilong couldn't find the gun, and he hit Pan Huiqin in a hurry, and the two got into trouble, just Liu Yinshu came to see Pan Huiqin, and was frightened when he saw this, so he hurriedly ran to find Zhuang Jihua.

Zhuang Jihua couldn't cry or laugh after hearing this, he thought that Li Zhilong had been arrested again, he shook off Liu Yinshu's hand and said: "It's not a big deal, I'm in a bad mood in Tian, and I'll be fine after a while." ”

"He took out all the knives." Liu Yinshu patted her chest and said.

Zhuang Jihua thinks about it, Li Zhilong is out of prison, he should also go to see him, think about it, Jiang Xianyun broke off his friendship with him, I'm afraid no one will go to see him, he has a lot of enemies on the Kuomintang side, and no one will go to see him, now he is difficult enough.

"Let's go check it out." Zhuang Jihua said to Liu Yinshu: "Don't worry, it'll be fine." ”

Li Zhilong did not live in Wende Building, and the day after he was released from prison, he moved out of Wende Building and rented a small room on Shibafang Street. When Zhuang Jihua arrived, the war between husband and wife had subsided, Pan Huiqin received them with red eyes, the room was relatively small, the room seemed crowded, Li Zhilong sat on a single stool and smoked fiercely, looking at Zhuang Jihua and didn't stand up.

"Sister-in-law, don't be busy, let's go out to eat, I'm running around all day today, I haven't eaten yet, I'm starving." Zhuang Jihua said to Li Zhilong.

Pan Huiqin is actually just making a show, there is actually nothing at home, although Li Zhilong's income is high, most of them have paid party dues, and he has always been extravagant, with very little savings, and now although people have come out, no one cares about it, the lieutenant general is gone, the director is gone, and there is nothing.

"You're here to laugh at me?" Li Zhilong asked coldly.

"Laugh at you, why should I laugh at you?" Zhuang Jihua was stunned.

Pan Huiqin snorted: "Cultural Revolution, he is like this now, no matter who looks at him or laughs at him, he thinks he is laughing at him." ”

Zhuang Jihua was silent, and after a long time, he said: "Zaitian, you have a knot in your heart, I'll untie it for you, haven't you always wanted to know why I didn't participate in the Youth Army Conference or [***]?" I'll tell you later. ”

Li Zhilong was a little surprised, he and Jiang Xianyun had discussed these two issues many times, but they couldn't figure it out, but he didn't expect Zhuang Jihua to take the initiative to mention it today, he grabbed a piece of clothing and put it on his body, and followed Zhuang Jihua out without saying a word.

Liu Yinshu and Pan Huiqin walked behind together, Liu Yinshu slowed down, and after the distance between the front and back widened, she quietly handed Pan Huiqin a roll of banknotes, purred at Zhuang Jihua's back, and whispered in Pan Huiqin's ear: "The Cultural Revolution asked me to give it to you, sister-in-law, you take it first, and it should be emergency." ”

Pan Huiqin excused herself, and Liu Yinshu said softly: "Sister-in-law, you take it, or if you don't turn back, he will talk about me." He shoved the money into her handbag.

Pan Huiqin said with tears in his eyes: "I think that among his many friends, only the Cultural Revolution is his real friend, and only the Cultural Revolution has come to see him after coming out for so many days." ”

Saying that he cried again, Liu Yinshu quietly comforted them, and when they went downstairs, Zhuang Jihua and Li Zhilong were already waiting there, Li Zhilong saw that the two of them came out, and said impatiently: "What are you rubbing in the back, move quickly." ”

Pan Huiqin, like a little daughter-in-law, bowed her head and agreed, and got into the rickshaw with Liu Yinshu.

There are still four people, but the mood is completely different, before Li Zhilong was high-spirited, Zhuang Jihua was full of worries, and persuaded each other bitterly. Now although Zhuang Jihua is not high-spirited, Li Zhilong is already depressed, and after losing the belief that supports him to go on, he doesn't know where to go.

"First of all, congratulations on your release from prison." When he arrived at the private room of the hotel, Zhuang Jihua raised his glass first and toasted, and Li Zhilong followed silently.

Putting down the wine glass, Li Zhilong suddenly raised his head, stared at Zhuang Jihua and asked, "Did you know that I would be like this again?" ”

"I don't know, I just know you're dangerous, but I don't know the final result." Zhuang Jihua replied: "I reminded you again and again, but you never took it to heart. ”

Li Zhilong remembered Zhuang Jihua's various reminders to him, a little annoyed, and a little unwilling: "You have been letting me get close to Chiang Kai-shek, do you know that he wants to do something to me?" ”

"Zaitian, you sober up" Zhuang Jihua sighed: "The Zhongshan ship is a conspiracy, and the principal is someone else's fool, otherwise you would be so easy to come out." ”

"Fooled? Then why do you still let him...."Pan Huiqin's eyes turned red again.

"Sister-in-law, I'm not defending the principal." Zhuang Jihua turned his head to Pan Huiqin and said: "When it was discovered that it was a conspiracy, the principal could no longer step down, he surrounded the advisory group, surrounded the Wende Building, confiscated the guns of the workers' pickets, and surrounded Chairman Wang's residence...., and did everything that should be done, at that time he wanted to stop, and he was probably the one who went to prison." In the same way, why can't the [***] side come forward to save Zaitian? Because Su Russia wanted him to cooperate with the principal, he could only admit that Zaitian was someone else's fool, and they were also wronged in their hearts, but Zaitian knew that Su Russia had spoken, could they disagree? So this imaginary thing, driven by political interests, has become true. ”

Zhuang Jihua opened the back of this incident for them, Li Zhilong's heart trembled like a knife, Pan Huiqin and Liu Yinshu were simply stunned; Cold, a biting cold spread through the room; Quiet, deadly, suffocating silence. Liu Yinshu and Pan Huiqin drank the wine in front of them together, hoping that alcohol could bring some warmth.

"Politics is dirty, politicians are not clean, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign, no exception." Liangjiu Zhuang Jihuacai sighed: "In the field, Li is enthusiastic and bold, and it is a good object to make friends, but enthusiastic people are easy to deceive, and bold people are easy to break; You are not political material. ”

"After all, I'm not," Zhuang Jihua said with some annoyance.

Li Zhilong gulped down his wine, swallowed the wine and tears together, and the truth revealed shattered his last illusion, Zhuang Jihua didn't stop it, just looked at him sympathetically.

After drinking several cups, Li Zhilong stopped as if venting, and the room fell into silence again, and after a long time, Zhuang Jihua looked at Li Zhilong and said: "I know that you still have a chagrin in your heart, that is, [***], you don't care about what the lieutenant general is, what you care about is this, is that so?" ”

Li Zhilong's eyes turned red, and he lowered his head before nodding.

"Do you know what I think of the art of faith?" Zhuang Jihua set up a question by himself, and said without waiting for Li Zhilong to answer: "Faith is actually to put it bluntly, that is, worldview and methodology; the perception of the world and the ways to transform it; Do you agree with me when I say this? ”

Li Zhilong nodded after thinking about it.

Zhuang Jihua also said: "Since it is a world view and methodology, everyone will see the world with different eyes at each stage of growth, and the vision of a three-year-old child is different from that of a ten-year-old child; In the same way, young people in their twenties and young people in their fifties see the world differently; When I was thirty years old, I believed in [***], and when I was fifty years old, I believed in Sanming and righteousness, it was nothing, it was just a kind of understanding, and faith was not so mysterious and not so sacred. ”

Li Zhilong raised his head, opened his mouth and looked at Zhuang Jihua blankly, the sacred faith in Zhuang Jihua's mouth is like a child's toy, pick it up if you want to, and throw it away if you want to.

"There are clean officials and corrupt officials in the feudal court, clean officials are good people, and corrupt officials are bad people; To give a simple example, scientific inventions, Edison invented many things, these inventions are the fruits of his labor, and there are two ways to deal with these results, one is to run by himself, let's not talk about his way of doing business; the other is to use it for the public free of charge; ran his own business, and as a result he became a capitalist; If it is given to the society for free use, then there will be another result, who will invent and create in the future? ”

"It can be carried out by state organizations." Li Zhilong instinctively objected to Zhuang Jihua's words.

"National organization? I'm afraid you're thinking too simply. Zhuang Jihua shook his head lightly: "We use guns to fight now, but the weapons of a thousand years ago were big swords, spears, bows and arrows, why can we hold guns now?" It is because of the need, the need of war; War is the reason for the emergence of guns, shopping malls are like battlefields, competition in shopping malls has prompted the emergence of new products and new technologies, without this competition, who is willing to spend time and energy to do new things. ”

"For example, let's reason about this store in the way of Soviet Russia," Zhuang Jihua said to Li Zhilong, who nodded blankly: "According to the way of Soviet Russia, this store is state, the state pays the manager of this store every month, and the store pays the operating income to the state every month." Regardless of whether the business in the store is good or bad, the manager guy gets the same money, so what will be the result? The customer is here, not to eat, but to be angry, the guy can ignore you, the chef's food can be very bad, you like to eat or not, anyway, my salary will not be less. The same thing can happen in the factory, which can be summed up in a simple word, big pot rice, do more and do less, do good and bad, anyway, take the same amount of money every month. ”

This? Li Zhilong was stunned, but think about it, it seems to be the case, since the business of the hotel has nothing to do with the operator, why bother if there are no guests; But this is not right, it shouldn't be like this, Li Zhilong felt as if there was something in it that he didn't grasp, but he couldn't tell where it was. Of course, he could not say, these economic theories could not be gradually established until the time of the chief designer.

"You're going to talk about ideological education, right?" Zhuang Jihua didn't wait for Li Zhilong to ask and directly said what he wanted to say: "I don't know if it can be done, but I know that I remembered the words of a teacher, some time ago I went to Ah Shu's school and heard a teacher say that the purpose of Confucianism is to educate the emperor to be a saint, and then to educate the minister to be a saint, and then to educate the officials to become a saint, and then to educate the people to become a saint, two thousand years, Confucianism has not succeeded." ”

"How can you compare that way? We are the proletariat. Li Zhilong asked rhetorically unconvinced and unconvinced.

"It's just a different text, you know? There is an economist who said that there are no poor people in this world, and there are only rich people. Zhuang Jihua said with a smile, Liu Yinshu burst out laughing, and Pan Huiqin couldn't help but laugh with red eyes.

"Who is so boring, you heard about it in the United States? The conscience was eaten by dogs. Li Zhilong looked at Zhuang Jihua suspiciously.

Zhuang Jihua did not answer but continued: "As long as it is a human being, it will be selfish, maybe not when you are young, will you have it when you are old?" For example, you will have children soon, do you want your children to receive a good education, do you want them to have a good job and life in the future? Think, that's your selfishness. ”

Just like in the previous life, many officials were willing to be "servants" in China, but they did not want their children to be their masters, and they sent their children to be exploited in capitalist society.

"There are very few people who can really do the worries of the world first, and the joy of the world after the world, at least I can't do it, and I think you, not only you, but also many current party members can't do it."

"I have said so much just to tell you that faith is gone, and you can find another faith." Zhuang Jihua said to Li Zhilong indifferently.

"And what do you believe?" Li Zhilong was a little self-defeating, and today Zhuang Jihua coldly opened the lid, which made him even more painful.

"If you're talking about political beliefs, then I'm telling you, I don't have real political beliefs." Zhuang Jihua admitted: "I do what I think is right. For example, I joined Huangpu because I think what China needs most now is to achieve national reading power, so when I join Huangpu, everything else can be changed. I have no political beliefs, but I have my moral standards, and I do things according to my moral standards, worthy of my heart, worthy of others. ”

Li Zhilong didn't expect Zhuang Jihua's answer to be so frank, he looked at Zhuang Jihua stupidly, maybe it was because of this that he came to see him, maybe it was because of this that he persuaded himself desperately, thinking of this, his eyes turned red.

He poured himself a glass of wine and stood up: "You Zhuang Wenge is my friend, no matter how it changes in the future, you will be my friend." ”

After sending Li Zhilong away, Liu Yinshu took Zhuang Jihua's arm, and the two walked slowly in the direction of the school. They were accompanied by a slightly fishy sea breeze, and there were few pedestrians on the streets, and occasionally rickshaw drivers came up to ask questions, but they all refused.

"Ah Shu, there is something I want to say I'm sorry for," Zhuang Jihua's words woke up Liu Yinshu who was drunk.

"What's the matter?"

"I can't go." Zhuang Jihua said embarrassedly: "The principal won't let me go." ”

"Ahh Liu Yinshu stood still, she was very worried, especially after listening to what Zhuang Jihua said just now about the inside story of the Zhongshan ship, it made her afraid, it was terrible, Li Zhilong was obviously wronged, but no one was willing to redress his grievances, and there was even nowhere to redress his grievances.

"Can't you do it if you don't do it?" Liu Yinshu's eyes were red, and her words were full of crying.

Zhuang Jihua pulled her into his arms and then hid in a corner.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid," Zhuang Jihua faintly regretted in his heart, he shouldn't have said that in front of Liu Yinshu: "Don't worry, I won't be like Zaitian, you see I've always been very cautious." ”

"But, but..."Liu Yinshu hugged him anxiously, as if he was afraid that he would be taken away by something.

"It's okay, it's okay, honey." Zhuang Jihua sighed in a low voice and whispered in her ear: "Don't worry, it's okay, he is too proud to suffer in Tian, I am different from him, I have always been very humble, and I have a good relationship with the principal, which can protect me." ”

Liu Yinshu hugged him tightly, and suddenly raised her head and kissed him on the mouth, so crazy and obsessed.

After kissing Liu Yinshu goodbye, Zhuang Jihua returned to the army the next day, and the 24th Regiment went to the first division, but the first division was also moved to Dongguan, and the three commanders of the first division after the reorganization were Zhuang Jihua of the first regiment, Sun Yuanliang of the second regiment, and Xue Yue of the third regiment.

Except for Xue Yue, the others are all old acquaintances, Xue Yue is a subordinate of Xu Ji of the former Guangdong Army, Xu was disarmed in the Liao case, and he was transferred to the Huangpu Department, which was originally idle, and after the reorganization of the Sichuan Army, he was activated again and served as the commander of the first division; Xue Yue was very unimpressed with Zhuang Jihua, he thought that Zhuang Jihua had never fought any battles at a young age, and he became the deputy division commander as soon as he came, and he belonged to the kind of person who was promoted by connections, so he had a lot of complaints in private.

Sun Yuanliang quietly warned: "The Cultural Revolution does not rely on relationships, you Xue Boling will fight, but the Cultural Revolution's ability to fight is not smaller than yours, don't say anything else, don't talk about the battle of Zhangmutou, just say that the reorganization of 20,000 Sichuan troops, can you Xue Boling do it?" ”

Xue Yue was unconvinced after hearing this, and said in his heart that you are all Huangpu classmates, of course you have spoken for him, if you can't do it, you have to pull it out and slip it out, and then talk about it after seeing it.

Zhuang Jihua quickly fulfilled his wish, and at the first military meeting, Zhuang Jihua came up with his training plan and asked the whole division to implement this plan.

Some of the words touched the high-voltage line, and today I will revise it, but fortunately, the boss said that it will not affect the readers who have subscribed.

(To be continued)