"I volunteer to join the Communist Party of China, support the party's program, abide by the party's constitution, fulfill the obligations of party members, implement the party's decisions, strictly abide by the party's discipline, keep the party's secrets, be loyal to the party, work actively, fight for communism all my life, be ready to sacrifice everything for the party and the people, and never betray the party. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

At present, the "two studies and one doing" study and education is in full swing, every time before the study of the central group of the party committee, raise the right hand, fist to the temple, solemnly swear to the party at this moment, are excited, will remember 20 years ago when the party that will never be forgotten glorious moment.

December 20, 1995 was an important milestone in my life. On this day a year ago, I patted the dust, dressed up, and resolutely carried a pen from my hometown. Today, a year later, the wind is blowing vigorously and the sun is shining, and it is the day when the party branch of the company holds a party member meeting and absorbs me as a reserve party member. After the meeting, Zeng Xue, secretary of the party branch, led me to face the party flag and made a solemn oath to the party: I volunteer to join the Communist Party of China and support the party's program...... We are ready to sacrifice everything for the party and the people at any time, and never betray the party.

When I was a student, I read Xia Minghan's "It doesn't matter if you cut off your head, as long as your doctrine is true; killed Xia Minghan, and later generations", which makes people's blood boil. At that time, I didn't know much about the word "ism", but I felt in my heart that Xia Minghan was a pure person, a person of flesh and blood, and I could feel that there was a force in him that would rather bend and move forward bravely. Reading Wei Wei's "Who is the Loveliest Person" and learning the heroic deeds of Lei Feng, Dong Cunrui, Huang Jiguang, and Qiu Shaoyun makes people rise a wave of heat from the bottom of their hearts, and they can't help but have a sense of admiration for them, but they also ask: Why do they dare to sacrifice and be willing to sacrifice at a young age? What do people live for? While pondering, I submitted an application to the party.

After entering the camp, the whole division conducted a big evaluation of "100 revolutionary songs". One hundred revolutionary songs should be sung which one. The camp was full of singing, singing "Little Poplar" in front of the canteen, singing "Barracks Man" in the sideline field, singing "One, Two, Three and Four Songs" in the queue, singing "Red Star Follow Me to Fight" during training, and singing "Return from Target Shooting" at the end of training. When the company was rated as a "company of 100 songs", the soldiers were in high spirits and cheered. The flame of revolution has been quietly planted in our hearts.

In the first month of entering the camp, in order to repay the care of squad leader Qin, I worked very hard and walked in the forefront of all work. Every time I train, I have to run in front of me desperately, I have to fight for myself, and I have to make a face for the squad leader. Until one day, I was no longer good.

On that day, a new soldier was transferred from an outside unit, and he was trained so well that I couldn't outrun him with my mixed strength. Since then, he has become the No. 1 in the company, and I feel very disappointed.

"Squad leader, I just want to repay you for your kindness to me, and now, no matter how much I train, I can't give you glory. I'm sorry. I lowered my head, helpless and ashamed.

"Actually, you are already very good, you are the first person to take a broom every day, you are the first person to fold the quilt, and you are the first person to go to the side hustle. You don't have low self-esteem, although you don't have any specialty, but in my opinion, being able to endure hardships and be willing to work hard is your greatest specialty. First of all, we must find out why you came to be a soldier, you didn't know me before you became a soldier, so you didn't train for me. You have to find your own value, people don't live for someone, but for more people to live better. "Team Leader Qin saw my thoughts and enlightened me.

"Let more people live better!" I took this to heart and tried to find a platform and a path to achieve it.

Squad leader Qin is a party member, and squad leader Tang is a party member, and their exemplary behavior has become an example for me to learn. The days passed, during this period, I applied for the shorthand class correspondence course, applied for the military newspaper news correspondence course, used the training interval, completed their own study plan, and did not feel bitter and tired, always felt that there is a force urging you to go, although the road ahead is sometimes clear, sometimes vague, but always believe that the goal is not far ahead.

"This young man's notebook remembers well, and he understands that there are inner activities, the key is that you look at the thickness of the notebook." One day in July, Xu Bijian, a propaganda officer of the regiment, went to the company to inspect and was full of praise when he saw my political education notebook. Because I cut and glued the newspaper on it, it looks thick. I love clipping, and that's where it started. Mr. Xu's encouragement strengthened my future approach. This time, because I can "write", I won glory for the company. Through this incident, I also feel that it is a very happy thing to win glory for the collective.

In mid-November, the regiment organized an examination for the development of party members, and I was not on the list. At the time, I didn't pay much attention to it. Although he was a seedling of development, he had already participated in the party activities organized by the battalion and company in peacetime. Because at that time, when new recruits joined the party, there was only one place for each company, and they didn't dare to think that they must be the one with the best training. But when the camp organized the preliminary exam, the subject was disqualified for cheating. After soliciting the opinions of the company commander, Guo Baohe, the deputy instructor, recommended me to take the examination -- joining the party has always been my wish, and I have been preparing for it. After a year of investigation, today, I am finally one step closer to the organization.

As long as you have organization in mind at all times, it is only a matter of time before the organization accepts you. The organization is not ethereal, the organization is a collective formed by everyone cooperating with each other to achieve a certain goal. Especially the organization in our special collective, it is pure and does not tolerate the slightest impurity.

"Joining the party is sacred, and from then on you have to live for your faith and die for your faith. It is necessary to raise the level of understanding from 'as long as you live better than me' to 'I want you to live a better life' and 'serve the people wholeheartedly and work for the company wholeheartedly'. "At the party meeting, after I finished reading the letter of willingness to join the party and introduced my training to the introducer, Secretary Zeng of the party branch put forward high standards for me and the cultivator. From that day on, I became an honorable probationary party member. Since then, I have gained a political identity in my military career; Since then, I have gained an incomparably glorious title in my political career: a member of the Communist Party of China.

"No matter where you go, what your beliefs are, what your ideals and beliefs are, you can never forget;

No matter where you go, where you came from, and where you are going, you can never forget;

No matter where you go, you can never forget what you joined the party for back then, and what you want to leave behind you. ”

A year later, when the probationary party members became regulars, Secretary Zeng's words still linger in his ears.