190 This is his love
Yao'er.
After talking nonsense for a long time, Huang Fuyan finally caught a key word.
But he can't show it directly, so that the other party feels that he can have a chance to deceive himself.
Huang Fuyan's eyes narrowed, and his deep voice was a little playful, "Tell me yourself, what else can I believe in you for these things you have done?" In other words
In other words, do you still have the capital to be believed? ”
"You can believe in my sincerity."
Zhuang Sirou said this sincerely.
She really likes him, from the first time she saw him, until now, she has really hated and resented him in the middle, because Zhuang Sirou's relationship is at her lowest point
even thought about dying with him, but she gave up.
Because she still loves him.
Huang Fuyan remained silent, after listening to her words and seeing her such a sincere expression, his heart even overflowed with some disdain.
A woman who is quite scheming and full of lies actually talks to him sincerely?
Ridiculous!
The sharp eyes stabbed like a knife, Zhuang Sirou's heart was shocked, and before he could think about how to round the words below, he was choked by his throat.
Huang Fuyan played the cards from the uneasy card, and he was too fast, and his hand was fierce, Zhuang Sirou couldn't say half a word when he pinched it, and he breathed hard and earned
A note or two popped out of his throat.
Her breathing became thicker and thicker, her face turned unusually red and turned purple, and even the strength to struggle with her hands and feet became smaller.
Huang Fuyan snorted contemptuously and coldly, let go of his hand, and threw her aside.
took out a handkerchief from his cuff and wiped his hands, still on Zhuang Sirou's face.
She was already in pain, and at this time she was humiliated like this, and sorrow came from her heart, and a line of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.
The handkerchief covered her whole face, so that she could cry uncontrollably without being so receptive, as long as she did not cry out loud to anger him.
She didn't want to make herself more pathetic.
But Huang Fuyan didn't seem to want her to be happy.
Pulling away the handkerchief from her face, the cold voice pierced every nerve of the person: "Have you cried enough?" ”
His handsome face was enlarged in front of her, his eyes narrowed, and he was inquiring, like a lion in the jungle smelling and searching for prey, full of murderous aura
cloth circumference.
Zhuang Sirou never wanted to keep Huangfuyan away from him at this moment.
She has admired him, loved him, thought of him, missed him, his face wandered day and night in her midnight dreams, and the things she couldn't ask for were the most worrying
, but at this time, she looked at this face, and all she had was fear.
People may have experienced life and death before they know the horror of being on the verge of death.
Especially when he tortured himself like that just now, she couldn't breathe any air, and felt that her body was slowly becoming numb, and all her senses were gradually lost
Vaguely visible of his face.
Still aloof, indifferent, expressionless.
At that moment, she realized very clearly that this man didn't love herself, and he didn't have any feelings for herself.
Her desperate feelings for him for so many years seemed worthless to him, even a nuisance.
Hehe......
Zhuang Sirou suddenly wanted to cry and laugh.
laughed at her, she finally understood that she would never suffer again, crying that she had been delayed by someone for so long but she didn't know it.
It was she herself who was blinded by the disillusioned love, everything was her own doing, in fact, she couldn't complain about Huang Fuyan, who let these things be her willing
Willingly?
But now she suddenly misses the old days.
She didn't help him ascend to the pole, and she and him were at a semi-warm stage because of their interests......
She admires his charm and covets his power and interests, so she plunges into it, even if she is charged with infidelity and murders her husband, but she doesn't care!
Now that I think about it, how stupid I was back then!
If she had had a good relationship with the prince from the beginning and used all her efforts to plan for the prince, maybe she would have been the queen by now.
It's a pity that this world has no regrets about taking medicine.
Huang Fuyan's eyes were too cold, and looking at her was like looking at a dead person.
Zhuang Sirou has recognized everything, and now there is no expectation in her heart except for coldness.
Huangfu Yan stood with his hands in his hands, the youthfulness of the young man faded, and he had cultivated a momentum of not being angry and self-righteous.
He casually half-squinted at the woman who was lying on the bed weakly and contemplatively for a long time, and the idle posture seemed as if it was not him who had just strangled people to death.
Zhuang Sirou looked up at him, and the image in her eyes at this time was that of an emperor.
An emperor who can manipulate her life and death at will, and treat her as nothing.
She felt that her previous self was really ridiculous, how could she not even see this clearly, he was ruthless and cruel, unscrupulous in doing things without achieving the goal, and had no bottom line, like this
How can a person care about a woman's life and death?
She imagined him too much, so she was blindfolded and couldn't see clearly and planted herself in it.
Thinking about his situation clearly, without emotion, things have become much easier to handle, Zhuang Sirou took the initiative to speak, "What does the emperor want to know?" Folk Girl
You must know everything, and you must say everything. ”
Huang Fuyan was very satisfied with her answer, he likes people who know the current affairs.
"Tell me everything you know about Zhuang Siyao."
Zhuang Sirou was stunned for a moment and smiled dismally.
She seemed to be thinking too much about it again, if it was before, she must have thought that he was insulting her, but now she knew that he didn't even want to bother with himself, let alone half of it
insulted, she was afraid that in his eyes, she couldn't even compare to Zhuang Siyao's hair, how could she get his attention.
"What does the emperor want to know?"
"All."
Huangfu Yan paused, and somehow suddenly wanted to know more carefully, "From childhood to adulthood, social relationships, personality and hobbies, every detail must be explained clearly." you
If you dare to play any tricks, or miss something......" his expression was unpredictable, "I will make you regret that you were not strangled to death by me." ”
Zhuang Sirou's eyes avoided for a moment, and she didn't dare to look at him, so she only replied smoothly, "The folk girl knows." ”
The two of them sat on the bed and made a quiet statement, and the other listened silently with a cup of tea.
From the beginning of the sun to the setting of the sun.
After the story is told, Huang Fuyan seems to have experienced a tragic love that is affectionate and affectionate.
He got up and walked to the window, in the distance is the rockery with layers of mountains and greenery, and then look at the palace that seems to be out of sight, the red wall glazed tiles, noble and solemn, outside
The people sharpened their heads and wanted to squeeze in, but the people who were inside, faced with the empty environment and complicated human feelings every day, would rather never come in.
Did "she" ever think the same way?
I want to leave him, because it's too suffocating.
But this is his love.
Fresh clothes are angry, enthusiastic and unrestrained, love to the depths, persistent and crazy, pushing themselves and each other to the extreme, and finally ending in a fiasco.
A thought popped up in my head, immature, but beating stronger and stronger in my heart.
Huang Fuyan turned around, he knew what he was going to do.
threw the four words "good for yourself" to Zhuang Sirou, and walked out.
He wants to follow his own wishes, to do what he really wants to do, and he wants to find that missing memory!
He doesn't want to be a blank man with no past! He didn't want this feeling of uneasiness! He wanted to know what he was really like! Even if it's painful,
He wants to know too! And not the powerlessness that is empty like now......
That's not his style!
Zhuang Sirou was stunned there, and only reacted when she saw the door curtain rippling...... Did he let himself go?
Huang Fuyan, who is cold-blooded and ruthless and never takes human life seriously, actually let himself go? !
She was shocked, followed by ecstasy, but then with lingering palpitations.
Huangfu Yan is uncertain, and if he is in a bad mood one day, he will still make fun of himself, and she must escape to have a real way to live.
Sure enough, as soon as Huang Fuyan took two steps out, he called out a secret guard and ordered, "Send someone to watch her, and she is not allowed to leave this courtyard, if there is any change...... New inventions
The punishment that came came to her was casually beckoned to her, and no one should die. ”
He didn't trust anyone, and since this woman knew so many things, she was probably not a simple and innocent character, although he judged that what she had just said was true
It's a fact, but it doesn't mean that she hid part of the topic he didn't hear, and she had to live until he found the truth and came back.
Late at night, Huangfu Yan summoned Baili Muche into the palace.
Baili Muche slept soundly, and he was already angry when he was hurriedly called, and when he heard Huang Fuyan's words, he was almost angry with a mouthful of old blood!
"You're going to make a mess again?!"
Baili Muche cursed Huangfu Yan for impotence for the 8,600th time in his heart, and he only recognized him as a brother when he poured blood mold!
That's why it's important to queue up when you're young!
Although it is said that the original prince was a little ridiculous, he is stupid and can be obedient and be a puppet, but the ...... in front of him It's not a small amount of stupidity
It's still every day that the cow bs coax the nostrils to the sky!
How could he see that he had the appearance of a son of heaven at that time!
This is clearly the second ancestor!
Huangfu Yan ignored his thunderous jump, only lazily leaned on the soft couch to eat grapes, and stretched out a hand.
"What?" Baili Muche looked at him warily.
"Give money." What Huang Fuyan said was reasonable.
"......!" Baili Muche jumped to his feet angrily, swallowed up the swear words he was about to burst, and turned his head to ignore him, "I don't have any money!" ”
Huangfu Yan raised his eyebrows, Liang Liang glanced at him, and he didn't talk nonsense, he just slapped it over!
The two have known each other until now, and Baili Muche's gorgeous brocade clothes have been scorched for the n1st time.
He also moved quickly, hurriedly picked up the teapot on the table and poured it on himself, and was furious, "Huang Fuyan, you actually burned me because of this little!" ”
"In vain, I work hard for you every day, and you don't care about brotherhood at all!"
Huangfu Yan snorted coldly, "Did you think of brotherhood when you lied to me?" ”
Baili Muche was surprised for a second, and suddenly said nothing, and cursed in a low voice, "How much?" ”
"Let's get 10,000 taels of gold first!"
Baili Muche scolded the three-character scripture in his heart, this special IQ is unsightly again, "Do you take it away!" ”