154. 139 Hopelessness after trying his best
Zhuang Siyao looked at him unyieldingly with a pair of beautiful eyes, like a cold Xuantie sword, shooting cold light, not moved by his tenderness.
His affectionate appearance only made her feel hypocritical, and the person he didn't even want to see was now extremely affectionate, as if you were the love of his life......
Zhuang Siyao's lips overflowed with contempt, "Are you there?" Who are you? The emperor doesn't want to see me, you better go quickly, don't be misunderstood by some people, it's not good for me to have a tryst with a man in the middle of the night, and Hongxing will go out of the wall......"
Huang Fuyan didn't speak, only pressed her thin lips up to absorb her cynicism, "The emperor doesn't want to see you, but I'm Huang Fuyan, your husband, and I'm willing to see you." ”
Zhuang Siyao was slightly stunned, he said, he is her husband, not the emperor.
These words make any woman's heart soften when she hears it.
But after only a moment, Zhuang Siyao dissipated the pretentious thoughts in his mind, they were still in a cold war, and it was provoked by this man, after he wantonly humiliated himself and avoided it, he could still hug her affectionately and say such a sensual thing...... His current words of breaking his own behavior will only make her feel that he has no position and is in a mess.
Huangfu Yan hugged her and kissed her softly, "Yao'er, don't mess with me, okay, I will treat you well, you are the only one in my life, and you are only allowed to have me." ”
He closed his eyes again, whispering like a child, telling his little request, the warm breath blowing in her ear, Zhuang Siyao didn't know what to say, but she really didn't want to be with him anymore.
There isn't much love that can stand up to a person's back-and-forth doubts.
She asked herself if it wasn't the Virgin, not so big of a heart to forgive.
Huangfu Yan saw that Zhuang Siyao didn't speak, so he thought that she agreed with what she said, and stopped making trouble, and finally breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth was much more relaxed, he stroked her long hair, his fingers shuttled through the black satin, and his mood became more and more soothing......
His eyes were like stars, and his eyebrows were like bright moons, "Yao'er, come up with me and go to dinner, huh?" ”
Zhuang Siyao closed her eyes and turned around to stop looking at him.
She didn't want to have any extra affection for him, and now that this is good, she has no love for him anymore, and then the two parted ways.
Huang Fuyan's eyes darkened, his head was on her neck, his arms wrapped her in his arms, and he was extremely snuggled in a posture that only a lover close to himself could do.
Zhuang Siyao instinctively resisted this posture.
Raise your right arm and break away from him.
Huang Fuyan didn't give up, and hugged her strongly, her voice compromised hoarsely, "Yao'er, let's not talk about our affairs for the time being, the current situation outside is too chaotic, can you be good?" If someone takes you and threatens me, I'm willing to trade anything for ...... So don't you run away, just stay by my side in peace, waiting for me to be good to you, okay? ”
Zhuang Siyao turned her back to him, couldn't see his face, could only feel the exhaustion and sigh in his voice, it seemed that she was a willful and ignorant child, but he could accept her like this.
Her thoughts were a little confused, and the firm qiē in her heart was broken by his tolerant heart.
After a moment of silence, the soft and light voice of the woman in her arms sounded faintly, "Huang Fuyan, you let me be alone and quiet." ”
Before, he didn't want to see her, and now she doesn't want to face him.
Huang Fuyan's EQ is not high in her opinion, a child who often solves problems with violence and loses his temper when he is unhappy, how high can his EQ be?
At this moment, Zhuang Siyao would not doubt whether he was calculating what he did to him, and whether he deliberately said such sweet words to numb her.
"yes, okay." Huang Fuyan suppressed the pain in his chest, kissed her side of the face gently, and then retreated.
Zhuang Siyao turned his back to him, so he missed the loneliness in his eyes and a drop of sparkle in his eyes.
……
"Tsk, it's really amazing...... Baili Muche came in shaking his fan, and saw Huangfu Yan lying on the side of the dragon chair like a dead man.
Dark eyes glanced at him, "Get out." ”
"Yo ho!" Baili Muche exclaimed, "It's really a change of sex, if this is the same as before, you would have given me a word of mantra, and now you even say the word 'roll' so euphemistically, brother, what about your courage?" ”
Seeing that there was no one in the hall, Baili Muche sat on the dragon chair boldly, and even more so he kicked him with his foot, "Huh? What do you ...... ask?"
Huangfu Yan raised his head and hugged the jar and drank a sip of spirits, and really gave him a word, "Get out!" ”
The eyes don't even look at him, where is the decadent state still the high-spirited appearance before?
Baili Muche was surprised, every time this person suffered a setback from the queen, it was this virtue, so that now he didn't have to think about this bear to know what was going on, "Why are you messing with people again?" ”
Huangfuyan drank and ignored him.
"I heard you gossip a few days ago, saying that the queen didn't serve you well, which made you angry, and you didn't see you when she was clamoring to see you, why are you being bombarded by people when you go to see people now, why do you say you are so cheap?"
After saying this, Baili Muche stood up very naturally, walked down a few steps, and moved away from Huangfu Yan, no way, although this fire-breathing dragon was in a sullen sleep, there was no guarantee that he would not be mad if he stroked his scales.
Unexpectedly, Huang Fuyan answered in a low voice, "It's not, I'm not just being cheap all the time, but who makes me like her, who makes me reluctant to her?" ”
These words came out of Huangfu Yan's mouth, and when he heard Baili Muche's ears, it was still very subtle, it was estimated that he was drunk, and this guy became a melancholy young man, or he was evil!
Baili Muche turned back, lifted his silver-white robe, sat down opposite him, snatched the wine jar he was holding in his hand, and took a sip, his spicy throat and eyes hurt, "Hiss-I said, you can drink this wine too!" You can do it! ”
Huangfu Yan snatched it back with an expressionless face, "Don't talk nonsense here, get out of here!" ”
"Hey, hey!" Baili Mu Che was happy, and reached forward to touch his forehead, "There is no evil!" This dare is good! ”
Huang Fuyan frowned, waved his hand away, his heart was dull and irritable, and he didn't bother to pay attention to him.
"Come, tell me, what's wrong with you?" Baili Muche became the emperor's royal emotional expert again.
You say that he is a doctor, is it easy for him, but there is no way, who makes the emperor angry, and all their officials can't go with it? It's also very painful to look at a face with paralyzed ice cubes every day, okay, he would rather Huangfu Yan be a little more forceful, at least vivid and lively!
Huangfu Yan was furious, "Are you okay to do?" Don't get in my eyes! Get lost! ”
Baili Muche pursed his lips and sighed secretly, he was so irritable......
No wonder he was abandoned......
"Confess to someone, sit here and wait for the rabbit to wait for her to give her a hug, stupid or not!"
"She said she wanted to be quiet and didn't want to see me again." Huang Fuyan's voice was hoarse and muffled, and it seemed that it took a lot of strength to say this.
"If she doesn't let you, you won't see her! You're really going back and going! I used to see that you were quite energetic, but what's going on? Confessed? "Baili Muche really thinks he's hypocritical now.
Huangfu Yan lowered his eyes, "You don't understand." ”
"Yes, I'm not you, and I don't know what happened to the two of you, what the hell is going on, and I can still blow you like this, so tell me, what do you know?"
"I've always taken the initiative between the two of us, but I've also been tired sometimes......"
"Stop, stop......" Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Baili Muche, "You have made a false trick with me, when you are still tired of Zhuang Siyao, you lied to the dog!" Let's just say it, aren't we talking from the bottom of our hearts to help you find a solution, who are you still looking for your own face now? ”
"No......" Huang Fuyan sighed, "I'm really tired......" He raised his eyes, his brown pupils were deep enough to suck people in, "If you try your best to love someone, but find that she may really not want to be with you anymore, you will be able to feel this hopelessness......"
"Before, whether I was stalking or tossing, it was always because I thought she liked me too, and there was always a result when I was done, but now it's different, can you understand?"
How could Baili Muche not understand? And more than he understands.
Even if Zhuang Siyao doesn't love Huangfuyan, he at least has the right and capital to pursue, even if the result is hopeless, even if the process is futile, he will not be sentenced to death, but what about him? He was destined not to even be able to say the word love.
Once he speaks, Huang Fuyan will collapse, and there will be embarrassment between him and Zhuang Siyao.
Until now, he is hiding his thoughts, and no one knows.
And he also has to actively help Huangfu Yan come up with ideas, even if ten thousand arrows pierce his heart, he has to laugh at life.
Baili Muche suddenly wanted to laugh, why is he such a virgin?
came back to his senses, pinched Huang Fuyan's self-deprecating expression, rubbed it vigorously, and rubbed his face red, still unwilling!
What kind of deep melancholy are you playing! The master is still holding back a stomach of grievances in his heart, you are good enough, be content!
Huang Fuyan pushed him away, and Hawkeye stood up, "You're crazy!" I'm sick! ”
"It's you who is sick! The young man doesn't know the taste of sorrow, and he is worried about the new words! "Baili Muche hates that iron does not become steel.
Huang Fuyan was the most sensitive to Zhuang Siyao's affairs, and when he heard this, he felt a little wrong, "What do you mean?" Do you like my Yao'er too? ”
My Yao'er......
Look, look how kind that is......
Baili Muche became more and more envious and jealous.
It's Wenchen anyway, his thoughts changed very quickly, "Hmph, you should be like you, with such a vision, and you are abused every day and still catch up so happily...... I'm talking about Wu Suoshan! ”
Huangfu Yan raised his eyelids, "What's wrong with him?" Are you also trapped by love? ”
Baili Muche stroked his forehead, this guy really forgot everything, "You can be like all the men in the world like you, quickly transform into an infatuated species, funny!" You said that you can forget about other people's marriage events, and I am also drunk...... Can you rely on some scores? This also refers to your marriage to the lord, seeing that the wedding period has passed for a few days, you can't delay it any longer, it's unlucky to delay it for a long time! ”