When I came back from the training ground, it was already September 25th, and it was not a few days before the National Day. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Taking advantage of the non-busy period of the company's training and management, Guo Fan discussed with the company commander and prepared to take this year's vacation. Guo Fan now misses not only his parents and wife, but also his well-behaved daughter who is less than three years old.

When it comes to his wife and daughter, Guo Fan is full of guilt.

He and his wife were married in 2001, and when she became pregnant, he rushed back to the army. After a few years of military career, Guo Fan didn't know much about men and women, and he didn't learn how to be a husband. Now that his wife is pregnant, he doesn't know how to be a father. It all came too suddenly. This made Guo Fan, who stayed in the "country of men" every day, at a loss. Pregnant in October, it may be relatively difficult for Guo Fan, who has been in the barracks, but for Guo Fan's wife Guo Hong, it is a "October Siege" that gives birth to a new life and is reborn. In order not to affect Guo Fan's work, Guo Hong did not disclose a word of all the hardships and tiredness, bitterness and sourness to Guo Fan. Even if her mother broke her leg due to farm work, Guo Hong didn't squeak, and resisted the incident, while enduring the discomfort caused by vomiting caused by pregnancy reactions, while taking care of her mother-in-law lying on the hospital bed. This was all known to Guo Fan later.

The scene that really made Guo Fan unforgettable was the day he hurried home when he learned that his wife was about to give birth. Thinking of that day, his heart was filled with sourness.

He remembers very well that it was January 2, 2002, because he was on the train on the day of the New Year. After changing the car a few times, his father used a tractor to take Guo Fan from the side of the road to the underground ground in the village.

"Fan'er, look, Guo Hong is waiting for you there." The father pointed to a man sitting in the field and looked back from the tractor.

"Then I'll go from here." The father stopped the tractor and let Guo Fan get out of the car.

"Dad, you go back first, I'll walk back with her." Guo Fan motioned to his father to drive back the luggage first.

Seeing that the tractor was far away, Guo Fan turned around and found that Guo Hong had already stood up from the ground. In the vast wheat fields, the wheat has sprouted and spit green, and it is slightly vibrant, but the dry wind from the north has covered the raised loess everywhere on the wheat tips, and the tender green world has been greatly reduced. Guo Hong patted the loess on his body, wrapped his army green coat hard, and beckoned to Guo Fan: "What are you doing in a daze?" Come and give it a hand. ”

Hearing Guo Hong's shout, Guo Fan came to his senses, his nose was sore, and he immediately ran forward, "Cold, what are you doing here?" As soon as he got married, Guo Fan left, and it was ten months after he saw the bride again, Guo Fan didn't know what to say, so he slipped out like a greeting, like a greeting, he couldn't find the feeling of being newly married after a long absence, he only felt that something was blocked in his throat, he couldn't spit it out, he couldn't swallow it, and he was choked there.

"Let's go, let's go home. Slow down. Guo Fan helped her down the ridge and walked home from the gourd ditch.

"Did you miss me?" Guo Fan read this sentence in his heart, but he never asked, he felt that it was a bit numb, and it seemed a little out of place to walk on a rural road.

"Now, is the body reacting big?" Facing his wife who is pregnant and about to give birth, Guo Fan has not yet learned how to take care of pregnant women, but that kind of concern and distress can be vividly reflected in his eyes.

"It's okay, the due date is these two days." Guo Hong is used to taking care of herself alone, and she answered very strongly.

Three or four hundred meters away, they walked for a long, long time, and they seemed to have endless words to each other, but they didn't know how to express them happily.

Thanks to the relationship between neighbors, Guo Fan himself also found someone in the county hospital through his high school classmates in case of emergency. Sure enough, within two days, on January 5, Guo Hong felt unwell, so they quickly pulled Guo Hong to the hospital on a farm tricycle. Doctors recommend hospitalization for delivery.

The hospital was really overcrowded, and even the corridors were filled with family members who were accompanying the birth. Relying on the relationship, Guo Fan finally found a three-person ward for Guo Hong. When his comrade-in-arms Xiao Ning heard about this, he took the initiative to move a marching bed from home to solve the problem of Guo Fan's rest at night. Whether people are close or not, whenever something happens, it is reflected very accurately.

Staying until the evening, the doctor saw that Guo Hong's signs of labor were not obvious, and suggested drinking castor oil to induce labor. Guo Fan and Guo Hong had never experienced this kind of thing, so they agreed. It really worked, and in less than half an hour after eating, Guo Hong reacted violently. Guo Fan saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart, so he could only help her walk around the corridor according to the doctor's advice, waiting for the earth-shattering moment to come.

Late at night, accompanied by his mother, Guo Fan sent his wife into the delivery room. With the baby's cry, a new life fell from the sky.

At one o'clock in the morning, her daughter was carried out of the delivery room, and Guo Hong had to undergo further surgery because the delivery did not go well. Originally, it was a smooth delivery, but according to the regulations of the hospital and my current situation, she could be discharged from the hospital on the same day after giving birth, and it seems that Guo Hong will have to suffer more.

At half past one in the morning, Guo Fan saw that his wife finally came out of the delivery room, and a hanging heart was finally put down, and he unconsciously stretched out his two hands that had been clenched into fists and shook them: Finally, the mother and daughter are safe. For Guo Fan, this is the most important thing.

"Why don't you get milk?" The next day, Guo Fan encountered a new problem. Because of the ** embedded, Guo Hong cannot breastfeed normally. Guo Hong looked at her daughter who was waiting to be fed next to her, touched her swelling breasts, and endured the pain after the operation, which was extremely uncomfortable.

"Husband, come and suck it and see if you can suck it out." Guo Hong's decision caught Guo Fan off guard. Guo Fan looked at the people in the ward, his face turned red, this, where is he embarrassed. But the maternal love that burst out of her words made Guo Fan unforgettable for the rest of his life. For the sake of her daughter, a woman can expose her most seductive and private parts, which is the selflessness and greatness of maternal love. There was no way, in order for his daughter to be able to eat breast milk, Guo Fan had to buy a breast pump, and had to let her mother and his wife experience artificial pain again. She, Guo Hong, made Guo Fan more determined in his lifelong and unswerving love for her. If you want a man to fall in love with her thoroughly and resolutely, the delivery room is the best educational base.

During his five days in the hospital, Guo Fan experienced and witnessed a lot.

A pair of twins, who gave birth in a rural health center, were rushed to the county hospital because the adult had a difficult birth during delivery, but because the distance was too far and the treatment was not timely, the adult unfortunately died, and the twins were also poisoned by oxygen due to excessive oxygen inhalation;

A short woman, who was still a lover's next bed patient at noon, died in the afternoon due to massive bleeding during childbirth, leaving behind flesh and blood that had not eaten a mouthful of milk......

I don't know if it's because of limited medical conditions, or if the doctor is too indifferent, or if the doctor is too busy and tired......

Seeing that Guo Hong's body was slowly recovering, Guo Fan communicated with the doctor and wanted to change the medicine for the last two days at home in order to have a better environment. But his wife's wounds have not healed well so far, and Guo Fan has made a lot of complaints about this.

This has also become a deep wound in Guo Fan's heart, and every time he mentions it, he feels a faint pain......