182 She didn't want to hurt anyone, but she hurt everyone

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"No!" Huang Fuyan shook his head frantically, his voice was as hoarse as if it had been filled with sand, and he struggled and roared, "She's mine!" She's mine! ā€

His heart aches when he is so obsessed, but he also knows that he can't comfort him like this--in a woman, dead hearted, even if she falls into the abyss, she doesn't want to be sober for a moment. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

Baili Muche couldn't say half a word with his full sadness.

He closed his eyes, but after all, he made up his mind and slammed his palm on the back of his neck.

Huang Fuyan fainted with a hideous expression.

With his unwillingness, unwillingness, and unwillingness.

Baili Muche picked him up, step by step, stepping on the mess of the place, walking on the palace avenue of the enemy country, his face was firm and inviolable, like a bloody warrior, the sky behind him was dyed with red light, as if he had composed a sad song for him.

A few years later, their brothers met again, they all had children, they talked about the past, he couldn't help but feel sad for Huang Fuyan at that time, their brothers were also people who had suffered hardships, so they didn't even have the ability to bear it, but the scene at that time was too tragic......

Just for a love that he knew he had missed, but he had determined countless times that it was irretrievable, he tried his best, with a fearless and irresistible crazy persistence......

In his opinion, it was too cost-effective.

Huang Fuyan drank the whole bowl of spirits in one go, laughed heartily twice, slammed the bowl on the table, waved his robe, and his face was calm and calm after going through hardships and no longer afraid of anything, "It's a good deal?" Love is never something of equivalent. ā€

His eyes always followed the figure of a woman coaxing a child to play, and the dry lines at the corners of his eyes also seemed meaningful, "If I had thought so rationally from the beginning, I wouldn't have the life I wanted now." And it's not just me, she's also giving up what she wants......"

The face was already a little drunk, spit out a mouthful of wine, and his eyebrows were gentle, "We have all sacrificed something for each other more or less, which cannot be measured by value, and we no longer care, some things are inconvenient to spread out on the table, but the other party knows their feelings and has no doubts, so we finally got our wish."

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Zhuang Siyao's physique was poor, and she only woke up on the morning of the third day, Xuanyuan Ling Han was frightened for two whole days, and she had been by her side, and when she saw that she woke up, she hurriedly got up and called the imperial doctor, but was stopped by her.

"I want to drink water, and then some porridge, and if I have some side dishes or something, it's even better, I'm so hungry." Her voice was very weak, but she still spoke playfully, her apricot eyes were slightly curved and smiling, Xuanyuan Linghan was distressed for a while, and hurriedly called someone to prepare.

He poured her a glass of warm water, sat down in front of her bed, and let her lean into his arms to drink, "You drink slowly, is there anything else you want?" ā€

"No......," she said, looking weak and pale, "I want to sleep a little longer." ā€

She was fragile as if she would exhaust all her strength if she said one more word, Xuanyuan Linghan didn't dare to say another word, only said that she was called when the meal was ready, so he helped her put the pillow and fold the quilt, and then walked out of the door with a solid heart, and ordered the little palace maid who had been waiting next to her to ask her to go to the Tai Hospital to find the Tai Doctor.

When she was already asleep, the imperial doctor took the pulse and told Xuanyuan Ling Han that it was no longer a big problem, and he only needed to recuperate carefully before he could really put his mind at ease.

Xuanyuan Linghan didn't sleep for two whole days, and at this time, he completely settled down, his tense nerves relaxed, and his strong spirit immediately disappeared, as if he had had a serious illness, draining most of his vitality, and his lips were white and dry.

Ling Ze watched and worried from the side, and saw that he seemed to be guarding Niangniang's side, waiting for the porridge to be ready to feed Niangniang in person, and couldn't help but remind in a whisper, "Your Majesty, you yourself were injured, and you just dealt with the ...... hastily on the day the imperial doctor saw it."

Xuanyuan Ling Han's face was not much better than Zhuang Siyao, and he waved his hand, "It's okay." "He had to see that she didn't have any adverse reactions after drinking the porridge to be completely reassured.

Ling Ze could only use a roundabout policy, "Aren't you bothering your mother like this?" Niangniang is such a smart person, looking at your injury, and seeing your pale face later, I think that you didn't take care of her injury well, if so, she must be guilty, even more sad, can her body get better soon? Your Majesty, you have to take care of your body even if it's for your mother......"

Xuanyuan Linghan stepped into the door of the inner hall with one foot, heard him say this, thought about it, whether he went in or not, and told Mama to take good care of Niangniang, so he went back to the dormitory to rest, and when he woke up, there were still many things to deal with waiting for him, and there were too many things to do in the past two days.

Zhuang Siyao fell asleep again but was not as calm as before, her pale face was still bloodless, her eyebrows were frowning tightly, and she whispered and nervously from time to time, and her expression was also a little frightened and afraid.

The waiting grandmother watched her sweat for her, and she didn't know why the mother dreamed of this......

Fine and dense sweat began to appear on her forehead, she slept very unsteadily, and her muscles struggled slightly.

Finally, as if she had dreamed of something particularly terrible, she suddenly opened her eyes and sat up at once, "Don't! ā€

She was sweating all over, and this shouting scared Mama away, and Xi'er was about to cry when she kept on the side, "Niangniang, what's wrong with you, Niangniang?" ā€

Zhuang Siyao looked stunned, her eyes were blank and empty, she looked very confused, and she didn't speak, as if she was thinking about something.

She fainted after being slapped by Huang Fuyan that day, but before her vision went black, she seemed to see Huang Fuyan fly out, and she should have suffered no less than her.

But it's not good for her to ask the people around her directly what's wrong with the emperor of the Flame Country, doesn't this make things more and more chaotic, she has probably guessed that the rumors outside must be bad now, the two emperors fought for a woman, and the hero's love is the talk of everyone after dinner, plus the identity of these two people and her, and the appalling scene at that time...... She can probably guess the attitude of the people of the two countries now, and she wants to joke but dare not say it, but everyone knows what she thinks in her heart.

She drank a bowl of porridge, dismissed her grandmother and the palace maid and eunuch, leaving Xiao Xi'er alone by her side, and asked her, "How is the situation outside now?" ā€

She said it so tactfully, Xi'er immediately understood what she was thinking, "Your Majesty...... The Flame Emperor was seriously injured, he was taken away by the Baili Imperial Doctor at that time, and now his life and death are unknown, and there is no rumor of the Flame Country. ā€

Zhuang Siyao raised her eyebrows, her face was expressionless, and her heart was turbulent.

When he slapped her, she felt that she was going to die, after all, his demeanor was cold and cruel, and she was ready to die under his palm, but she didn't expect him to choose to sacrifice himself at a critical moment, and consume a lot of vitality to let herself back.

How much does he love himself to behave like this......

But she couldn't afford it.

When will he be able to give up on her completely? When will he realize the fact that she has really left him completely? When will he stop being so stubborn?

The thought that he could remember himself in such an indifferent and obsessed situation made her feel sad......

Fate has ended, love has come to an end, but he still refuses to give up.

She is very scared now, although she usually always clamos for him to get out of the way, so that he will not be an eyesore by her side, but when she thinks of such a fresh life and warm emotions, he who is noisy and jumping up and down in his own world every day, is really about to disappear, her heart is like a hand clenched tightly, stopping her heartbeat, and she wants to cry.

She didn't want to hurt anyone, she didn't want to owe too much to the other person, she tried her best to make up for it, but in the end she found out sadly that she had hurt everyone.

Isn't that a great irony?

The more you want to be perfect, the more you can't.

Fate played a big joke on her, gave her the two best men in the world, and gave her two feelings that were difficult to reciprocate, one unforgettable, scarred, and one warm as spring, but not so love......

Hahaha, is this retribution?

It must have been that she had done too much evil in her previous life to get such a punishment in this life!

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The Water Country and the Flame Country are the two pinnacle powers in the world today, in the past, the Jin Kingdom could still stand on three legs, but since the suppression of Huang Fuyan, it is not as good as before, it is not taboo, and at this time, the Lord of the Water Country and the Lord of the Flame Country are in a confrontation, and the news that the Emperor of the Flame Country is seriously injured has been spread in various countries, and the leaders of all countries are playing their own small abacus, and they are ready to do something, but because of Huang Fuyan's previous methods, they have been jealous.

This situation has been going on for two months, and there has been no major movement in the countries, for the simple reason that the spies they sent to the Flame Country to find out the news either did not find any news, or died.

There were more and more speculations, and finally three small countries couldn't hold back and formed an alliance to attack the Flame Country.

The early dynasty of the Flame Country was replaced by Huang Fuyan since he went to the "micro-service private visit", and the governance was in good order, whether it was the economy, culture, military, or water conservancy, agriculture, industry, and manufacturing, they were all making continuous progress, and the three countries were cooperating to attack, and the ministers of the Flame Country had relatives in their hearts, but Huangfu Yan personally went into battle, giving great confidence to the subjects of the whole country.

Everyone knows that the enemy country is definitely here to clean up people this time, and they themselves know best what virtue the emperor of the Flame Country has, and it is estimated that he robbed other people's things again during the last attack and was very arrogant, so he took advantage of the fire to rob this time, and did not want to give the Flame Country a chance to recuperate.

But is it true that their Flame Nation is a vegetarian?

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