Chapter 77: I am not someone else's gift
Chu Chu understood what the blind man meant. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
The blind man wanted to tell her that foolish two was her best choice.
She also saw that Yuer has a special temperament, that is, people are willing to get close. The brothers and sisters of the foolish family are like this, and the same is true of the triplet brothers, Wei Manzi, Li Dazhu, Cao Dahu, Old Lady Wei, and even Old Master Zhang, who has never met him a few times, they are all willing to treat the young foolish two as friends, including themselves. This is probably what Dad said about "righteousness".
Yuji is good at gathering "righteousness", and his father thinks that he will become a hero in the future, so he wants to marry him. Perhaps, I should listen to my father.
Chu Chu sat down in front of the mirror and carefully drew his eyebrows, making them as slender as possible and trying to match his face shape. She took out a piece of rouge paper, carefully placed it on her lips, and carefully sipped it again so that the color of her lips could be slightly brighter, but not too bright so as not to suppress the luster of the skin on her face. She thought, I dress myself up so carefully, can Yuji notice it? I don't know, but Xiao Shi will definitely pay attention.
She thought again, women are the ones who please themselves. Shouldn't you dress up for someone who likes you? She felt that people were really a little strange, she didn't believe in love before, but now she seemed to smell a little bit and was a little deeply immersed in it.
Pang Youji knocked on her door: "Chu Chu, can you come out for a while, I want to talk to you about something." ”
She hesitated, but decided to go out with Pang Youji, she felt that she should make it clear to Pang Youji. Pang Youji pestered her all day long, she wanted to deal with it first, but for some reason, she was tired in the past few days, and she didn't want to deal with Pang Youji anymore.
They walked all the way, silent all the way, and none of them spoke first.
Beside the clear stream, Pang Youji finally opened his mouth.
"The sun is so nice today, it's warm, it's not like winter at all."
"Well, that's good."
"Chu Chu, there is a sentence that I have wanted to talk to you for a long time, but I have never been able to muster up the courage."
"Well, let's not talk about it yet. You will always be my good big brother, you see each other every day, can't you talk at any time at the dinner table? ”
"Do you know why Yuji snuck into your room?"
Pang Youji suddenly changed the subject.
"Why?" Chu Chu was a little concerned.
"He just wants to look in the mirror, Qiuhe doesn't look in the mirror, only your room has it."
Chu Chu felt that Pang Youji's words were a little inexplicable.
Pang Youji took out Yu Er's notebook.
"You see, he wrote it himself."
"You're peeking at other people's things?" Chu Chu said dissatisfied.
But she couldn't resist her curiosity, so she still came over.
December 7th
…… People talk to me very much, and although I know it's false, many people believe it's true. This is probably what is said in "Zengguang Xianwen", "One person is empty, and a thousand people pass on the truth". But I'm still a little bit of a sneak peek. I know that's stupid, but I'll still want to look in the mirror. Mirrors are only available in Chu Chu. I saw in the mirror that I was still the same boy with green bean eyes, and I hadn't changed at all. I guess that's self-deception and deception. They deceived themselves, and then they deceived me......
"Hmm", Chu Chu was silent for a while: "It's nothing, the foolish second master can come and take pictures at any time if he wants to." Chu Chu pursed his lips and said.
"Look at this, he still wants you to be my daughter-in-law." Pang Youji pointed down and said, "I really like you too." ”
After Chu Chu looked at it, he was silent for a while, and then said to Pang Youji in a cold tone: "I'm not a gift, I want to give it to whomever I want, and whoever likes it to take it."
She walked away without looking back.
Pang Youji was very disappointed. He went and bought a bottle of wine, some peanuts, went back to the stream alone, looked at the stream, smoked, drank, ate peanuts. Been staying for a long time.
Chu Chu said that she was not someone else's gift.
"Gift", once, when he first met Yuji, he also thought of this word. He once thought that Yuji was a gift from God, but now things seem to have changed, Yuji is not his gift, he seems to have become Yuer's gift.
It was he who helped Yuji go from a down-and-out street boy to a famous teenager with a status in the rivers and lakes. It was he who helped Yuji change from a half-stupid boy who couldn't think about it to a person with some wisdom. But he has a plan and never lacks a plan, and it will never be a gift from others, he wants to take away Yu Er, take the gift given to him by God, and create a future of his own.
In the past, because of Chu Chu, he couldn't make up his mind, but now it's finally time to make a decision. He should not be coveting comfort, he should have greater ambitions.
This time, he's going to an interesting place. There, there is absolute obedience, there, there is absolute order, there, martial arts will no longer be important, what is important will be wisdom. As long as he establishes order, then he doesn't have to worry about losing anymore. He told himself, Chu Chu doesn't like you, that's because she's stupid, there are many beautiful women, as long as you have status and money, what are you worried about?
In the evening, Qiu He saw Pang Youji, who was full of wine, and he threw a notebook on the dining table.
Qiu He suddenly became unhappy: "Big brother, how did you steal the second brother's things?" ”
Pang Youji looked at Qiu He drunkenly: "Fifth sister, don't yell at the eldest brother, the eldest brother is leaving, and you won't be able to see him in the future." ”
"Where are you going?"
"Go and be a soldier." Pang Youji looked at Qiu He, and seeing that Qiu He didn't seem to react much, he added, "And your second brother." ”
"Don't be funny, how is it possible, second brother......"
Before Qiu He finished speaking, Pang Youji had already returned to his room and slammed the door.
Qiu He didn't quite believe Pang Youji's words.
How is that possible? The second brother has always hated people in military uniforms, and now his life is so good, he doesn't worry about food, clothing, he lives big enough, he is respected, and Chu Chu, not to mention the second brother, even the eldest brother himself is probably reluctant to leave.
She felt that Pang Youji must have drunk too much, so she was talking nonsense here.
She put away her second brother's notebook and continued to do her own work.
Before dinner, she saw Chu Chu, and her eyes were a little red. She hurriedly asked what was going on, Chu Chu shook her head and said it was okay. She told Chu Chu what Pang Youji told her, and Chu Chu only said: "Ignore him, he is stimulated." ”
The third and fourth children didn't believe it either.
The second brother came back, and Qiu He angrily returned the book to him and said to him, "Big brother peeked at your book." ”
She saw Yu Er picking her head and thinking for a while, and then said to her, "Just look at it, everyone is a brother." ”
Qiu He was very depressed, and he knew that he had also taken a look. It's not worth it to endure so badly.
After dinner, Pang Youji called Yu Er out, and the two stayed outside for a long time, and when they came back, Qiu He smelled the smoke of the two of them.
Pang Youji called everyone out, and he said solemnly: "The second child and I are going to be soldiers, and we will leave in two days, and after that, you will follow the third child and live a good life." I'll come back to see you when we're free. ”
Everyone was stunned for a moment, and they all looked at Yu Er.
Yuji also looked at everyone, then nodded and said, "Well, we're going to war." ”