Chapter 66: Am I Not Me?
For two months, Yuji stayed in the mountains for two whole months. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
In two months, under the careful training of Old Lady Wei, Yu Er felt that he had gained a lot.
moves, Yuji finally understood the magic of moves.
All along, Yuji's father refused to teach him complicated moves. When he finally gained his father's approval and began to learn boxing and knife techniques, his father passed away in a hurry.
In Qingxuguan, Old Lady Wei made up for this lesson for him.
From Shaolin's big and small grapplers to Wudang's Taijiquan, from Emei's swordsmanship to Kongtong's knife technique, Mrs. Wei demonstrated one by one and took him to practice slowly. In the complex moves, in the changes of opening and closing, circle and square, rolling and release, virtual and real, light and heavy, soft and rigid, slow and fast, Yuji felt the wonder of the moves, he learned to control the power, learned to control people without hurting people, and ......
But he was also surprised to find that in all the martial arts routines, it seems, there seems to be something missing.
What's missing?
Why, the more complicated the moves, the more fancy and impractical they feel?
Why, the more ingenious the body, the more I feel that there are many loopholes?
He asked the old lady Wei for advice, but the old lady ignored it. Just like he did in the bamboo forest, he sat cross-legged on the ground, spread his hands, and felt nature.
So, he also sat cross-legged on the ground, adjusted his breathing, and felt silently in the silence. In the silence, he could feel a substance moving in his body. In the darkness, he could feel the life around him......
And just like that, many days passed.
Old lady Wei finally took out a book, called "Taishang Induction Chapter".
Taishang said: There is no way for good and evil, only people call themselves. The retribution of good and evil follows you like a shadow. It is a god who has faults in heaven and earth, and counts it according to the severity of people's crimes, and takes people away. If you count the reduction, you will be poor, and if you are in trouble, everyone will be evil, and the punishment will follow, and the auspicious celebration will be avoided, and the evil star disaster will be exhausted, and you will die. ”
Old Lady Wei read softly.
"Old lady, I don't understand."
"My master said that very early, very early, there was only this one sentence in the "Taishang Induction Chapter", and later generations kept adding and deleting it, and it became a book, a very strange book. When my master told me this, I didn't understand it. Until now, I dare not say that I understand. But I follow your steps, and I feel it. You might as well try it too. ”
Yuji closed his eyes and sat cross-legged on the ground, he felt his surroundings, he felt the air flow around him. The air flow and the air flow do not seem to be the same, there is a gloom like autumn, and there is a kind of warmth like spring. He concentrated on feeling the bleakness, and slowly there was the coldness of winter. He turned to feel the warmth of spring, which slowly turned into the scorching heat of summer. Uncomfortable, uncomfortable, he no longer deliberated, there was no bleakness, no warmth, and he reconciled a piece of peace.
Suddenly, something went up along Ren Du and went straight to Parkway, indescribably comfortable.
Looking at the change in Yu Er's expression, Old Lady Wei's hands trembled excitedly.
When Yuji opened his eyes, he put his hand on Yuji's neck and gently touched it.
"Dumb door, Fengfu, brain household, strong room, back top, Parkway."
Master Wei pressed it, and Yu Er said.
"It's all through?"
"It passed, and after it arrived at Parkway, it turned back the way it came, again and again, and I felt so comfortable, a kind of comfort in peace."
"Could it be that this is Xiao Zhoutian?"
"What is Little Zhoutian?"
"How are you feeling?"
"It feels very comfortable."
"That's good."
"What is Little Zhoutian?"
"Fool two, there are some things that you can't understand."
"Is Xiao Zhoutian an internal strength?"
"I don't know. But in the past few days, I have also felt the peace and comfort in peace. I guess what my master wanted to teach me was more than just martial arts. When I followed my master, I was also a simple teenager, and I was also a kind person at that time. Without too much desire, I can feel my own authenticity and feel the breath of life. ”
"However, life down the hill attracts me, and I feel like there are a lot of things I want there. Later, I went down the hill and I got many, many things that I wanted. In this world, I am getting smarter and wiser, and it seems that as long as I am willing to work hard, as long as I do more, there is nothing I can't get. I thought I had succeeded. Master, Qingcheng Mountain, and the ...... of cultivation, all the past is getting farther and farther away from me, and I almost have to forget it. ”
"You know what? That day, when you dodged my left and right kills, Master's words suddenly rang in my ears again, and I realized that I hadn't felt my true self for a long time. It wasn't martial arts that defeated me, it was my memory. I found that in the chaos of red dust, I had become so fierce and vicious. I'm not the real me anymore, can you understand? That day, my memory was awakened, and the past that I thought I had forgotten came back little by little. Especially today, in this silence, I feel the presence of my true self again. Do you understand......"
Yu Er understood everything, and he looked at Old Lady Wei strangely.
"Aren't we talking about martial arts? How's it to say that it's up. What is real, what is true, isn't 'me' me? I'm not here, where else can I be? ”
The more Yu Er listened, the more confused he became, and the more he listened, the more confused he became.
That night, Old Lady Wei and Yu Er did not practice martial arts again, and in the nagging of Old Lady Wei, Yu Er felt that his eyelids began to fight. He kept telling himself that he couldn't sleep, that the old lady was talking to you, and that you had to listen carefully.
Under the vast starry sky, an old man and a sleepy teenager sat side by side until the sun slowly rose in the east and shone obliquely on the earth.
For a few days, Yu Er on the mountain was not practicing martial arts. He sat cross-legged on the floor, just sitting in a daze.
For some reason, my father's words—words he had never thought about or put in his heart before—always began to ring in his ears inadvertently.
"Pillar, you have to remember when you grow up, don't ask too much why? There are so many problems that you can't find your way. Don't expect others to tell you the answer, when your wisdom arrives, the answer will come naturally. ”
"Pillar, when you don't understand, you have to remember, that is, you don't need to understand yet. In fact, there is not much difference between understanding and not understanding, sometimes. It's like "Zengguang Xianwen", when you think you understand it, you actually don't understand it at all. But it doesn't matter, one day, when you feel that you don't understand something, maybe you start to understand. ”
"Pillar, in the future, you must always remember that you should not be obsessed because of attachment, and obsession is followed by delusion. Sometimes, taking a step back can move forward. ”
Father's words, Yu Er didn't fully understand, but he felt that he seemed to have opened up something.
He thought of his eldest brother again, and when he took the "Tao Te Ching" to ask his eldest brother, what did it mean, "Tao Ke Tao is very Tao, and the name is very famous", the eldest brother only said to him, "If you don't understand, think about it slowly, I tell you that you won't understand either." ”
Yes, last time, when I desperately wanted to tell Mrs. Wei, Master Wei, and Master Li what I felt, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't express it clearly, and all that was caused was controversy. However, this time, I didn't want to express it too much, but I got their unanimous approval.
"Big brother! My father is here, and he will definitely like you as an older brother. ”
Yu Er felt that for himself, the eldest brother was a magical existence.