(295) All I care about is you
Since marrying Yang Shuoming, her life trajectory has undergone a complete change.
Now Huang Yunzhi, although she is already a mother of two children, is still slim, elegant and gentle, and her face has not diminished back then, probably because her husband's relationship has made her horizons unprecedentedly broadened, and she has more contacts, she has become more fond of new things, she is heroic and generous to people, and she is also very talkative. She likes to wear fashionable clothes, visit relatives and friends, and go shopping, and some of her opinions, often referred to as "whimsy", have never had as many friends and guests as there are now.
In the era in which she lives, because of his relationship, she already has a real understanding of love, and she also has her own opinions and pursuits about married life.
Her married life has always been sweet and sweet. After marrying him, she devoted all her thoughts to her husband, she took care of the housework during the day, and loved him at night. Since then, as long as she spends time with her husband, her feeling is that "she only envy mandarin ducks and not immortals".
However, the joyful days always seem so short-lived.
Now, as his power continues to rise, he has more and more things to deal with.
Now the business started by her husband has formed a huge network and extended overseas. Now, even she, who was not good at managing business, has been trained by him to become the pillar of the family.
Now she sometimes often recalls that day, when she secretly filled in his name on the letter of appointment of the "Ganxi Town Guard" while he was asleep.
At that time, she longed for her husband to make a contribution, get ahead, and become a big man under one person and above ten thousand.
Now, her wish has almost come true, and she has finally tasted what it is like to "regret calling her husband to find a marquis".
Although he had now married a new woman for unspeakable reasons, every time he came back, he had to be passionately entangled with her many times, but before long, he would soon be separated from her, because his time was too tight. This is a big blow to Huang Yunzhi.
Her youth had just begun, and it hadn't been long since her body had been excavated by him, and she had already experienced the extreme joy of married life, and she didn't want him to leave her for even a day.
On the night before every separation, she always lingered with him and was reluctant. After he fell asleep, she often looked at her husband affectionately, not knowing when he would return to this parting.
Although every time, the husband made a promise that once the matter was done, he would go home immediately.
She had asked more than once to go with him, but he was concerned about the business she had in her hands. He hopes that she will be at home and take care of her business, after all, in his business empire, her career and the property of her mother's Huang family also need to be taken care of.
Every time she sent her husband away, she would lose a lot of weight in a few days. And every time she thinks about the place where her husband is going, the distance is far away, and she doesn't know if it's safe, and how long it will take to come back, she becomes more and more reluctant. And staying alone in the empty room, the long night is long, and the double loneliness of body and mind can be imagined.
At night, after a day's work, she returned to her bedroom, and every time she lay on the bed, recalling the warmth of her husband's departure, she became more and more difficult to sleep.
The lonely day is so long, she has recited Wen Tingyun's words "More Leaks" countless times: "Jade furnace incense, red candle tears, partial to the painting hall autumn thoughts." The eyebrows are thin, the temples are cloudy, and the night is long and cold. Sycamore trees, three more rain, not to leave the love is bitter. A leaf, a sound, the empty steps drip to the light. She felt that her own words had passed day by day in this long wait of "one leaf, one voice".
Fortunately, although he is often not by her side, she and their children become her comfort.
And what he left to her was not just children.
Under his influence, Huang Yunzhi also learned to ride a horse, which made her feel that she had found another kind of joy in life, the freedom of mind to ride a gallop on a horse, a pleasure that she had never enjoyed before, and she fell in love with the sport.
Although the current atmosphere is open, it is still very new for women to go out on horseback, especially Huang Yunzhi's heroic appearance on a horse in a military uniform is still easy to attract people's onlookers, and even become news in newspapers.
In addition to Huang Yunzhi's love of horseback riding, she was influenced by Yang Shuoming, and another habit that he had a great influence on her was sleeping naked. Every night when he sleeps, he has to be naked, and he also wants her to follow the example, she is not used to it at first, she is very deeply educated by the tradition, she finds it embarrassing to sleep naked, but he told him that sleeping naked can make it easier to relax himself and relieve the fatigue of the day, she tried to do it, and sure enough, as he said, it became a habit in the future.
The changes he has brought to her over the years are too much.
When he was at home, he often wrote a diary of many important events. Under his influence, she also began to write a diary, write love letters, she recorded her and his affairs in the diary, and attached the love letters of the two to it, she named her own diary "Romantic Memories", which described the happy feelings he brought to her every time, and the feelings between them, and the bits and pieces of life.
She sometimes feels that it is actually more difficult to find someone who can really be entrusted with her life than to ascend to the sky, but she is lucky to find it.
Although they were sometimes far apart, he and her did not break contact.
Because her husband's whereabouts are uncertain, sometimes in the north, sometimes in the south, sometimes even in the United States and the South Seas, she can't write letters at all, but modern technology has helped her solve the pain of lovesickness. Between her and him, although she could not write letters, she had wireless telegraphy (and occasionally by wired telegraph) to communicate with.
Although many of the telegraph contacts between him and her were business exchanges, and often only a few words, the two often expressed their deep love for each other in a few words between the lines while talking about business.
In every telegram, the word "dear" is indispensable.
Huang Yunzhi was not idle when she was at home, for his and her career, she often went out to meet guests, because she was young and beautiful, plus her identity and status, she could eat wherever she went. The self-confidence he brought to her gave her a charm that her contemporaries did not have with the same female surname as her, so many men fell in love with her charm, but she was unmoved.
She knew that what she had was true love.
No one can take his place in his heart.
In the last five years, the world economy has grown spectacularly. The "Renhe Company" founded by Yang Shuoming and Huang Yunzhi has also developed into the "Renhe Group", which was originally created on the basis of mining, medicine and weapons manufacturing. But now its products have diversified and expanded to the whole of China. Its business center is no longer Jiangxi, but has moved to Yanjing. And not so long ago, Renhe Group bought a bank, an insurance company and a gold mine.
I remember when I first came to Yanjing, for Huang Yunzhi, who had never been to Yanjing before, Yanjing was an exciting new world. And now, with Yang Shuoming's efforts, she can always feel the rapid beating pulse of this ancient and beautiful city. Living in this place is like falling into a booming center, and China's development seems to be getting faster and faster, and everything is developing with surprising momentum.
This time, before leaving Beijing, Yang Shuoming had already selected a place on Chang'an Avenue for the new headquarters of "Renhe Group". The architects also began to make preparations. Yang Shuoming selected a Chinese architect who graduated from France to design a large building with 16th-century French Renaissance style and traditional Chinese gardens.
"The city is going to get more and more prosperous." "I want to make it a modern garden." ”
Indeed it is. Today's Yanjing is changing its face at an unprecedented speed, and Western-style buildings are rising from the ground. Today, Yanjing is not only the political center of China, but also an important commercial and trade center and transportation center in China. It is a city with a unique dynamism. Huang Yunzhi, who is used to living in the south, likes it little by little, only Yang Shuoming is always not by her side from time to time, which makes her feel unhappy.
"My dear, this is our future, this city is developing, and the whole of China will also develop and prosper." He said to her more than once.
"Will this momentum continue?" She asked him, "How long will it last?" ”
Without thinking, he replied, "You can have as long as you want." ”
She didn't understand why he would answer her like that.
She didn't quite understand what he meant.
It may be that the genetics in her father's bloodline, coupled with her husband's deliberate cultivation, have made her a shrewd rich businesswoman, but she still lacks something compared to him, she lacks his kind of **, the kind of passion to conquer and do the biggest and best. Her father had this spirit, and she probably had that spirit too. But she didn't know exactly when she would really have that spirit. She felt more than once that at some point in her life her husband had become her master, and she had become his slave, not so much that she owned him, but that he owned her.
When she told him what she thought, he always smiled and said, "You work too hard, you should pay more attention to rest." She felt that he was sometimes very much like her father, but for some reason, she always had a vague feeling that something different was going on in him too.
But how could she rest?
For him, he never thought his own work was too hard. Thinking of this, she wondered a little.
For her, there is no greater joy in life than being two people together. But she saw that the most vigorous moment of his vitality was work. Every day he seems to have new problems, and every problem seems to be a challenge, a problem to solve, a race to win. And he shows to be very proficient in it. She was captivated by the unimaginable in him. It was neither money nor achievement, but an invisible power.
This enormous power, which dictates the fate of thousands of individuals in all corners of the empire he built. Just as his own fate was at one time at the mercy of him. As long as he is in power, he doesn't need anyone's help. And this invisible power is a weapon of incredible power in his hands.
The warlords, the politicians, and the rich and the rich always competed to feast on them. These people want to convince them and gain their favor. A newly opened factory under the "Renhe Group" can turn a region from poor to rich. That's power. He and her company are full of vitality and have become mature and powerful business giants. He and she need to feed them constantly. Sometimes even certain sacrifices of interest have to be made, because the development of these giants cannot be restricted. Now Huang Yunzhi has deeply realized that they all have their own pulse and rhythm.
Like him and her children.
She still remembers that in March of that year, she felt very unwell and he advised her to see a doctor.
"Let Miss Liu show you, if she is not there, you can go to Dr. Wen, don't look at him is also very young, but he is already very famous."
Huang Yunzhi reluctantly agreed. She went to the hospital, but Liu Xiangyun happened to be absent that day, and she was received by Dr. Wen Xin, a thin, serious, and not tall northerner, about twenty-five or sixteen years old.
"I want to tell you," she somehow made a joke with him when she saw his serious expression, "I don't have time to get sick. ”
"I'll remember that. Mrs. Yang. Now let me check it out. Wen Xin smiled rarely, and said.
Dr. Wen examined her, did some tests, and nodded, "I have good news for you, ma'am." He smiled and said, "You're happy." ”
She couldn't wait to tell Yang Shuoming the news.
He looked very excited, his strong arms picked her up at once, he looked at her belly carefully, and said, "It should be a girl, that's great." ”
"It's a boy!" Somehow, she argued a little angrily.
"Why do you say that?" He looked at her with some amusement.
She was speechless for a moment.
She didn't want to tell him that a girl, if it wasn't for the good luck of being like herself, met him, once she was entrusted to a non-person, if her appearance was worse, she didn't know how painful she would be in the future.
"Our child, it won't be ugly, she will look exactly like you." Yang Shuoming seemed to see through her thoughts, and said with a smile, "I guarantee that the era she will grow up in in the future will be a free and beautiful world." ”
It was then that she understood why he was working so hard.
He once told her that people with children generally want to make the world they live in a better place.
As her day of labor approached, he shortened his working hours, reduced his outings, and stayed by her side as much as possible.
"Don't worry about the company's affairs for a while, take a good rest." He advised her.
"For me, work is also a break." She replied with a smile following his appearance and tone.
"No, don't learn from me." He burst out laughing.
The due date is in December. "I'm going to be born on the 25th," she said to him with a smile, remembering the famous Western festival, "and this is our holiday gift." ”
Influenced by the traditional Chinese concept of "more children and more blessings", she has always believed that since she married the man she loved, she should give him many children. However, she didn't realize that in the future, there would be more and more children.
Little by little, her body became bloated, she lost her alluring beauty, and she had difficulty moving. He always comforted her, and when he was with her, sometimes he would kiss her and touch her as before, but with unusually gentle movements. She knew that her appearance had changed, and that she couldn't satisfy him, but he was still so fascinated by her. She was amused and asked him why he was like this. And his reply was, "I like the way you look now." ”
"Women are like this at this time." She laughed.
She knew that he truly loved her.
The child was born, and sure enough, as he said, it was a pink and lovely baby girl. He named her Yang Zhaohua.
"You're going to be a goblin who is obsessed with death." He said this as he held his daughter.
Soon after the birth of the child, he set off again.
This time, it's for oil.
"Didn't we just buy a Mexican oil company?" She asked, a little puzzled.
"But it's not on Chinese soil." Yang Shuoming replied, "Once a war breaks out, it is likely to be someone else's. ”
She couldn't understand why he kept saying the word "war" every time he mentioned oil.
And the thought of how close he had been to the war made her shudder.
She looked back at everything he had done for China, as if it had all been related to the war.
He always seems to be preparing for the next war.
"We don't have a lot of time, so we have to hurry."
He always said that to her.
And the people around them.
"Madame, the general's telegram." The voice of a maid interrupted Huang Yunzhi's thoughts.
Huang Yunzhi suppressed the excitement in her heart, calmly took the telegram from the maid's hand, and read it.
Much like the previous one, this one was only a short line: "My dear, I'm going to Kazakhstan and get you a few bloody horses back." ”
"To Kazakhstan? How did you run so far? Huang Yunzhi read the telegram and couldn't help but be surprised.
(To be continued)