The world is big down the mountain, but I don't know where my home is. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

After going down to the foot of the mountain, I searched for a few people's houses, and finally someone was willing to tell me that this is Qiantang, which is still 300 miles away from Suzhou.

Fortunately, it was not too far, I withdrew my gold ornaments, changed to an old horse, galloped and galloped, and finally returned to the hometown I had been thinking about day and night.

I have been a timid person in my hometown and have served people in Israel for many years, and I no longer know how to puff up my chest and become a masculine man.

I'm afraid, afraid of my father's old tears, afraid of his early birth because of my departure.

However, I still couldn't hold back my thoughts after all. This unforgettable longing, this longing that supports me to grit my teeth and live no matter how difficult it is

Following my childhood memories, driving my horse to my house, I rolled over and fell in a state of panic, hesitating and struggling.

The wall is still the same wall as it was back then, and the old tree is still the same old tree; It's just that I'm no longer the same person I used to be.

In a dilemma, I stood under the sun for three hours, and finally I didn't dare to take half a step.

Until he stood dizzy, two people came to him, a man and a woman, one fat and one thin, talking and laughing, and intimate.

When he saw the appearance of the two clearly, a chill rushed straight to his head from the soles of his feet. In the scorching afternoon of the red sun, I returned from the trek like falling into an ice cellar, and my face was like dead ashes.

It's just that the appearance of those two people has long been engraved in my heart, and I will never dare to forget it.

One is my father, and the other is the woman who abducted me back then.

They walked up to me while laughing, and my father stopped first, looked at me strangely, and said, "This little brother looks very kind, have we met somewhere?"

The woman also nodded and said, what Zhen Yuanwai said is not true at all, I also think this little brother is a little kind.

I Shi Shiran smiled and called Daddy softly.

This soft call frightened the two of them on the spot, and they didn't move for a long time.

After a long time, my father said that my family was indeed abducted when he was a child, and he has not been found yet. Although there are many people who come to pretend to be relatives, no one has ever been as outrageous as you. You see that you smell of fat powder all over your body, you must not be a son of a good family, so you should leave quickly.

The woman looked frightened, pulled my father away, and said that Zhen Yuanwai was too kind-hearted, so he was repeatedly blackmailed by these scoundrels, so it was better to leave quickly.

Seeing that my father was about to turn away, I tore off my shirt on the street, revealing my feminine waist, which was crisscrossed with wounds, all of which were left by heavy-mouthed guests.

Between these wounds, the most striking is a palm-sized birthmark on the waist socket. I said, Daddy, if you can't recognize Xin'er's face, this birthmark will definitely not be wrong, right?

Daddy hurriedly turned around, looked at me carefully, with tears in his eyes, hugged me in his arms, and even called for God's protection, all these years of good deeds have not been done in vain.

The woman trembled with fear, and could not even run away, but looked at me in fear, hoping that I had forgotten what had happened.

I was hugged by my father, and tears fell as if I didn't want money. Choked up, I talked in detail about how I was abducted and how I survived all these years.

I thought that my father would definitely send the woman to justice, and at worst, he would have to beat her half to death before he could relieve the hatred in his heart.

Unexpectedly, my father listened to my experience, pushed me away, and gave me a slap in the face without hesitation.

He said that the great husband stands between heaven and earth, and should not be afraid of power, not humiliated and stealing life. And I was so lowly that I even threw away the bottom line of being a man, which really lost the face of the Jia family.

Covering my hot cheeks, my years of obsession were crumbled into foam.

It turned out that my so-called reason for insisting on living was so unbearable.

And when the wicked woman saw her father acting like this, she immediately swept away her initial worries and fears, and said proudly, Jia Yuanwai, tsk, this is the good son you gave birth to, such a lewd and lowly person, hehe, really fight for your face!

Daddy was trembling all over, and I didn't know whether he was angry with me or felt that I had lost his face, so he turned around and walked away and shut me out.

What is the cruelest thing in the world?

It's you who think you're doing the right thing and keep gritting your teeth and sticking to it, only to be slapped in the face and tell you that everything you've done is a joke.

I knew that I had broken my father's heart, and as soon as I was born, he pinned all his hopes on me, hoping that his son would become a dragon.

I, on the other hand, became a plaything for amusement, a monster trampled into the mud.

I think the pain in my father's heart at this time must be greater than mine, right?

Picking up the coarse robe I had changed, I knelt down and kowtowed three times to the door, thanking my father and mother for raising me, and I could no longer serve my parents. From then on, the end of the world is cherished, and each will not see each other.

When I got up, the woman hadn't left, and the light in my eyes was once again terrifying, and I remembered what happened to me as a child, and I hastened out of her sight.

The long street is bustling, laughing and frolicking, 'I am the only one who is lonely, and people hate ghosts.

After walking aimlessly and gloomy, I came to the edge of Taihu Lake.

Looking at the clear water, I thought, since there is nowhere to stay, I should not enter the lake.

Perhaps, I can also wash away the filth on my body, so that I will not be speechless to see my ancestors underground.

In order not to frighten pedestrians, I deliberately went to a remote place, found a secluded place where no one was around, and was about to jump into the lake.

At that moment, someone grabbed me by the waist and threw me from the lake to a wide wasteland.

I was smashed to pieces, and I looked at it, but I saw the nightmare of years.

It turned out that it was the ugly woman who brought me back from the lake like a butcher.

The woman walked towards me with a knife in one hand.

She said that she didn't expect that the doll that she used to exchange for money to buy flowers would come back alive.

She said that she didn't expect the doll to come back alive to become a young man with clear eyebrows.

She said, since you have been a servant of Israel all these years, you must be a good hand. If she is going to die, why not do something good before she dies and feed her thirsty dry fields?

As she spoke, she approached, the knife resting on my neck, and undressed me with one hand.

Her mouth was dripping with saliva, saying that it was still fun for young people, and it was much better than the old-fashioned guy who hadn't hooked up for so long.

Her face was ugly, her smile was terrifying, and her breath was foul-smelling; Suddenly, all the grief and depression came together, and burst in my heart like dynamite.

If it weren't for her, how could I have had decades of lowly encounters where life is worse than death!

If it weren't for her, how could my father, who loved me like a pearl, turn me away!

If it weren't for her, the world would be huge, how could I have no place for a piece of tile!

The person in front of me is not a human at all, she is an ugly monster, a devil who eats blood and eats flesh!