The following is the content of Lu Xue's email. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info is interspersed with more than a dozen photos and videos. The time was November last year.

"Xinlan, because you are on a business trip, I can only take Shui Ling to recuperate in the south. At first, she seemed reluctant. I asked carefully, and she said that she hadn't been in the water since 1013 last year. She was afraid that wearing a swimsuit would allow others to see the scars on her arms. In fact, no one would notice her little injury in the pool. I can't help it! ”

"I said you could wear a long-sleeved swimsuit! Shui Ling said that this is a bit disobedient? I said I used to wear long sleeves for surfing and snorkeling competitions. And it's said to be very sunny, so I'm afraid many people wear long sleeves. Why don't you dress with your sister? So we all bought two long-sleeved swimsuits. This swimsuit feels even sexier than a bikini! Shui Ling especially likes it. ”

"Actually, I don't wear a long-sleeved swimsuit right now, because it highlights the flaws on my legs. But Huaiyu may like it. But I couldn't find a good photo to send to him. I just want to take a bust and show a little bit of my legs. Shui Ling wanted to take a full-body photo, so I had to find something to block my right leg. Alas! I'm. ”

"The snorkeling position is so beautiful. I simply doubt she can breathe in the water. Remember, these videos and photos should not be seen by my little colorworm at any time, lest he be cranky again. Alas! I really regret why I didn't take more photos and videos when my leg was good, and now it's a lifelong regret. ”

"Do you see which back on the other side of the dining table is the water spirit? I thought that our long-sleeved swimsuits would not be so easy to hit the shirt, but I didn't expect that there were a pair of sisters whose swimsuits were exactly the same as ours. ”

"It's a bonfire. See? The male soldiers all rushed to pull the water spirit to dance, and no one paid any attention to me. It's jealous. ”

"It's almost the case where you dress. A lot of female soldiers just wear a small shirt over their swimsuits. A long-sleeved swimsuit is enough. I can't, except for going to the beach and the pool, I always have to put on my pants. Otherwise, the legs are too conspicuous. Huaiyu wasn't around, and I really didn't have the courage to show my legs. ”

"I threw my prosthetic leg in the house. More than 20 meters from the room to the pool, it was carried by the water spirit. Is it better for me to remove my prosthetic leg than water? Looking at her struggling, I really couldn't bear it. But remembering that last night this little slut patronized himself happily, he didn't care about me at all. I was angry. Don't let her know that. Ever since you slapped her last time, she still hates me! ”

"We almost fell on the edge of the pool today. Shui Ling's feet cramped. I sat on the edge of the pool and rubbed her for a long time. At night, after taking a shower, she had to carry me to bed. I told her if it would be nice to sleep under the same bed with my sister tonight. But this little slut said that it should be Huaiyu who sleeps here! I pulled her in and said what are you afraid of, my sister won't rape you. Her body was slippery, soft, and felt so nice to the touch. She was nervous, as if I was going to do anything to her. ”

"I told her, it's too hard for you to carry it every day. But she said that if I went to war, she would have to be able to carry me to safety. I said that sister's life is going to be entrusted to you. She said the responsibility was too great and the pressure was huge. In fact, if she really wants to go to the battlefield, I will never let her go. I really don't want her to be hurt like I do. ”

Just now when I saw Lu Xue's deliberately nonsense and reversing black and white, I couldn't help but laugh dumbly. But looking at it, I finally couldn't help but burst into tears.

My mother and brother returned to City C on the same day. I thought they were just a serendipitous encounter. Later, I realized that my mother had come back to mediate the dispute between my brother and my eldest sister.

But the mother's mediation was undoubtedly unsuccessful. When I arrived at my eldest sister's house, the three of them were silent in their own corners.

"Mom, big brother, big sister." I called them one by one.

"Call sister-in-law!" Mother said, "She is your sister-in-law, your eldest brother's wife, the Mo family's daughter-in-law, not your eldest sister!" ”

I didn't answer.

"Huaiyu, you come with me!"

I went to the room with my mother. My mother asked me, "Did your Ouyang Luxue have an accident again?" You tell me honestly. ”

I told her that something had happened to Ruxue, and that it was very lucky.

"So, even if she survives, she might be left with a more serious disability, right?"

I didn't answer. Seriously, I haven't really thought about it. All I wanted was to see her alive, even if it was just for a breath.

"And what are you going to do in the future?" Mother asked.

"I don't know. Mom, I only have her in my heart now. ”

My mother put her arm on my shoulder, "Then I'll ask you two questions." One, is there only you in her heart? Also, is there anyone else who only has her in their hearts? ”

The first question, I believe yes. The second question, I don't know.

"Kid!" "When my mother was young, she also loved a man deeply. But this man is not your father, but your father's comrade-in-arms. We were introduced to each other at the time. He was born in the general's house, and he was gentle and personable, without the military ruffian of many soldiers, nor like your father at that time. ”

"In a campaign against Vietnam, he was seriously wounded, covered in shrapnel and without skin. It was your father who carried him off the battlefield. I was going crazy when I heard the news, and I don't know how many tears I shed. ”

"Mom, is he dead?"

"Nope. He was later healed and recovered. ”

I looked at my mother, "Mother, why didn't you marry him later?" Did you abandon him then? ”

"It's not. It was he who abandoned his mother. Because the first person he saw when he woke up was not his mother, but the lover of his dreams. The military doctor who was standing by his side at the time was the woman he had been courting. And that woman was already your father's girlfriend at the time. ”

"What's going on? Mom. ”

"That war changed the choices of the two and brought them back together, and your father and I were both victims." My mother said, "During the time we were in love, he always held me up like a pearl in his palm. Until he went to war, I naively thought that I was everything to him. But I was wrong. ”

"So kid, look away. Look at your father, and then look at your big brother. I don't believe you'll be able to make it to the end with her. Ouyang Luxue is so much older than you. Where were you when she first fell in love? How could she have you alone in her heart? If she dies, I'm afraid you won't be the only one who will be sad. Put it down! Child. If you empathize now, no one will blame you. ”