"Don't you think about Aunt Zhang? Watching you fight as a bachelor for a lifetime, I can't see you get married before I enter the ground, leaving a lifelong regret? Sister-in-law Wang said sympathetically to Qin Ming.

"I know that the old man has paid too much for me, and I also want me to get married one day earlier, so that she can hold her grandson and enjoy the joy of family, but I can't ignore the reality and let people suffer this with me, suffer this sin, I will do my best to honor the old man." Qin Ming said, his heart full of guilt and self-shame.

Aunt Zhang walked out of the pot house, and when she heard their conversation, she couldn't help but feel sad, and said: "It's all because the mother is incompetent, she failed to let her children live a comfortable life, and she has suffered more than any other child's family since she was a child!" ”

Seeing that his mother was sad, Qin Ming took over the conversation and said, "Aren't I living a good life now!" What's uncomfortable? You have worked a lot for me, and I will honor you. Now the house is exposed, I will change it as soon as possible, and I will let you see your daughter-in-law one day sooner or later, don't worry. He comforted his mother.

Sister-in-law Wang saw Qin Ming's resolute attitude, and was afraid that her cousin would put forward too high a request for "three turns and one ring" to build a house, so she stood up and said: "In this case, you two will discuss and discuss, and I will also persuade my cousin to ask for less bride price to see if this matter can be fulfilled." ”

After sending away Wang's sister-in-law, Qin Ming lifted the lid of the pot and prepared to eat, but before the bun was cooked, he ate half of the leftover and rushed to school. Along the way, he thought about Erqin, the school flower at that time, and remembered what Zhang Xiaomei, who was at the same table, said when she borrowed a book, and his mood was difficult to calm down, and he had a lot of thoughts. On the way to the east end of Xiao Zhangzhuang, I suddenly met my classmate Zhang Xiaomei, and said: "I'm sorry, old classmate, I asked several classmates about the book you asked me to borrow, and they said no, I'm really sorry!" ”

"If you don't borrow it, forget it, I didn't say that you can't borrow it? In the three years of classmate life, you have always cared about me and protected me like a brother and sister, is it necessary to be so polite and see the outside like this? If you want to say 'I'm sorry', I should say it, I shouldn't say it, what have I helped you with in the past three years? Nothing helped, you helped me. I didn't know how to do any of the questions, but you helped me analyze why I should do this, and I shouldn't do that, so that I completed my homework and learned knowledge, so that my grades continued to improve. You cared for me, loved me, never let me be hurt in the slightest, and I still remember it clearly, as if it happened yesterday, today, and now. When it was my turn to wipe the glass on the window, you helped me clean and spotless piece by piece. The teacher praised yesterday's good hygiene, and you pointed your finger at me. My heart is full of joy, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart; After the flood season, the river rose, and I lost my foot on the bridge, and was swept into the river by the flood, and you jumped into the river to save me. What's even more memorable is that a bastard boy was rude to me, spitting feces and jokingly, 'I love you to death!' ', Smack! Syllable! Syllable! You slap him, slap him in the mouth, and ask, 'Do you talk the same to your girl and sister at home?!' Lu saw the injustice and roared, and the evil was suppressed. Thief boy, after being expelled from school and walking out of the school gate, gather your kind to besiege you. Although you are heroic, but after all, you are outnumbered, you fall in a pool of blood, you bite off the flesh on the leg of the wolf cub with your teeth, and shout to your father and mother to run away. One day we met on your way from school, stumbling and not telling you the real reason. I was accused by everyone of scolding, insinuating, pointing at Sang and scolding Huai, I still don't know what they are talking about? The wind penetrated the wall and realized that I was the source of the trouble. You're doing everything for me, and you're almost going to die at my tablemate! Although it is a great kindness, I have become a sinner at your tablemate, I should not be a villain without knowing my kindness, and my mouth is cheap and my bad breath makes you feel cold. My tablemate, you have always had a large number of adults, the prime minister has a boat in his belly, and during the exam, I pulled your hand to see the answer, but you covered it tightly. I can't get into my foul language, and you haven't talked to the teacher about it. You said that plagiarism is harmful, and you shouldn't use other people's powder to wipe your face. True scores are better than false scores, those who can't can learn again, honesty is worth more than anything else! Only by treating people with sincerity can we make true friends, and no one dares to touch the people who cross the river and tear down the bridge! My tablemates, the three years we've been at the same table, I've benefited a lot; In the past three years, I have not forgotten every bit, and it is written in the diary, there is love, hatred and tears, and the truth is full of words. My tablemate, my diary is shown to you today, and after reading it, you will understand how sincere I am to you. Although I don't have Lin Daiyu's good poetry, I, I am not inferior to you, and my friendship with Jia Baoyu is not inferior; I don't want to bury flowers to self-harm like Lin Daiyu, and I don't want to end our good marriage of loving each other. I waited for you again and again on your way home, and it was sweet to be able to talk to my former tablemates; Over time, my lovesickness is heavy, and I want to spy on your thoughts on me under the pretense of a copy of "Dream of Red Mansions", you shouldn't be hard to melt and learn from Liang Shanbo like that; Although I didn't compare us with the male goose and the female goose, and I didn't allow the ninth sister in the family to go around that corner, but what I said was straightforward enough, I don't know if you are really silly or pretending to be silly at my tablemate? I gave up my face today, and learned from the fairy to stop Dong Lang, I hope you will marry me to live the sun and moon, no matter how hard and poor I am, I am willing. Promise me to wait for you to marry, and if you want to elope, I will listen to you; If you refuse me today, if you don't agree, I will die in front of you! Zhang Xiaomei burst into tears, knelt on the ground and was about to hit the stone on the side of the road, but was hugged by Qin Ming beside her and said: "You are starting to do well, what can't you say, you have to look for death and life like this?" ”

"I miss you, I can't control myself! ......" Zhang Xiaomei cried, hugged Qin Ming tightly with both hands and said, "You are not afraid of death for me, except for you, no one wants to marry me!" ”

The past reminded Qin Ming of his memories, he did really love Zhang Xiaomei, and imagined the happiness and joy of them coming together all the time, but he rationally considered his impoverished family background, and did not want to selfishly possess this noble and innocent feelings, so that his beloved lived this hard life, and buried this love deep in his heart, no one knew, even Zhang Xiaomei's almost explicit confession when she borrowed the book, he still treated it as cold and indifferent on the surface, making her forget her thoughts about herself, Another high gate. Today, Zhang Xiaomei's sudden sincere confession, touching love vow, made him no longer able to control the floodgates of love, and held the person he loved for a long time and did not dare to love tightly in his arms and said: "I also love you so much, but I feel that I am sorry for you and treat you badly, I can't open my mouth after thinking about it, I only say that lovesickness is bitter, I am alone, but I never thought that you are also an unshakable person for true love, I will truly love you, and I will never be separated!" ”