Chapter 80: Born to Wander
"Let's go back!"
"Huh? What the? Gao Shun was hurrying with all his might, when Lu Bu suddenly turned around and grabbed his hand, "What are you doing!" If you move blindly on a horse, you'll die......"
The anger burning in Gao Shun's chest subsided again, and the Lu Bu he saw in front of him made him unable to get angry. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Reddened eyes, desperate eyes, panicked and pale face.
Gao Shun gradually calmed down, although he was puzzled, although he was also a little afraid, but Gao Shun was not surprised, twenty years, he knew how much suffering the person in front of him had endured, this feeling of carrying a future was not comfortable, Gao Shun also had but it was just not as strong as Lu Bu.
So they are running crazy in the sun and the stars, so they are crazy by the campfire at night, the kind of fate that comes to you step by step can almost crush people to death, Gao Shun understands the pain that Lu Bu is experiencing now, but he can't understand it.
"What to go back?" Gao Shun calmed himself down and said to Lu Bu, "We are going to Luoyang now." ”
"Yes!" Lu Bu's horse came up all of a sudden, "Luoyang, we won't go." ”
Gao Shun could hear that Lu Bu was gritting his teeth and saying this, and he also saw from his hideous face the beast that seemed to have torn off its tail in order to escape for its life.
"Don't be stupid, grab your reins, it'll be there soon."
"No!" Lu Bu grabbed his reins with his left hand, and his right hand quickly reached into Gao Shun's reins, and he pulled hard with both hands at the same time.
"Herod'......"
The two high-level war horses were dragged to stand by Lu Bu, and Lu Bu and Gao Shun, who were originally moving forward at high speed, felt a huge inertia at the same time, and hurriedly leaned over the horse, and clamped the saddle with their legs, so as to avoid falling.
"You. . . He. Mother. I'm sick! ”
Gao Shun finally stabilized his body and immediately smashed a punch into Lu Bu's face, Lu Bu seemed to be immersed in an emotion and couldn't extricate himself, but he didn't react, but he was actually smashed off the horse by Gao Shun with a punch, and fell to the ground with a thud.
"General!"
"General!"
The surrounding sergeants didn't know what was going on, and hurriedly came up to save Lu Bu.
"It's all gone! Get on the way, we'll be right away. ”
Gao Shun waved his hand at them and shouted impatiently.
"This ......" The surrounding sergeants looked at Lu Bu, who fell to the ground, and didn't know what to do with some embarrassment.
After hesitating again and again, Gao Shun almost started to beat people before driving them away, the dust from the horse's hooves fell, and only Gao Shun and Lu Bu who fell to the ground and fainted on the marching road at this time, with a slightly cool mist in the morning light, the reckless plain was no longer endless, everything in the sky was covered by fog, and the army that had left far away also disappeared in Gao Shun's eyes.
"Hey, I made another mistake, Ding Yuan knew that it was time to jump up again." Gao Shun's mind came up with the appearance of Ding Yuan's old man's face being raised in anger, and he sighed helplessly.
"Fainted?" Gao Shun looked at Lu Bu, who had fallen to the ground and had not reacted for a long time, and doubted in his heart.
Walking forward, Gao Shun kicked Lu Bu's body, but there was no response, so he planned to step forward and pat Lu Bu's face to see if it would wake him up.
As a result, Gao Shun saw Lu Bu's face, his eyes full of tears, and a little starlight.
Gao Shun looked at Lu Bu's face and was stunned, he knew that his playmate, who had grown up together twice, was no longer as simple and happy as before, and the three of them could be regarded as going through hardships and dangers, from primary school to university, from university to ancient times, from grassland to battlefield, and again and again between life and death, there will always be some changes in his heart.
Lu Bu is the one who has endured the most, although he did not grow up in a completely unfamiliar environment like Zhang Liao, but the mental pressure on him is definitely the greatest.
The world's strongest beast is also the loneliest wild child.
Lu Bu lay on the ground, tears blurred the sky in front of him, and whispered to Gao Shun: "Let's go back to the grassland, let these people fight for life and death in this world, let's go back to grazing, you take Qiao'er, I bring Lingqi, and then call Zhang Liao, we will stay in the grassland, okay?" ”
Without answering, Lu Bu sat up strangely and looked at Gao Shun, still with a tiger's head and a fierce face, after so many years, Lu Bu was still not used to the teenager who was once popular in the whole school to become Gao Shun who now has the figure of a black bear.
Gao Shun pursed his lips and bit the flesh on his cheeks fiercely, since he was a child, he would be like this when he didn't know what to do, Lu Bu remembered that once a girl was enchanted by him, and one day he climbed to the top of the tallest building in the school and called him to confess, saying that he would jump off the building if he didn't accept it, and Gao Shun almost had to bite the flesh on his cheeks to bleed.
Alas, Lu Bu knew that he had no idea when he looked at Gao Shun's reaction, so he continued to lie down silently, without wiping the tears from his eyes, and just looked at the sky vaguely.
The scene seemed to be so still, the horses were bored waiting on the side, and began to look down for grass, the mist in the air gradually had the momentum of being dispelled by the sun, and the Bingzhou army in the distance was completely invisible, Lu Bu and Gao Shun stood in a daze and looked at the sky with a blurred vision, and they all fell into contemplation.
"Why do you want to go back all of a sudden? We didn't do anything, we're just getting started. Gao Shun waited for a long time, and the voice came to Lu Bu's ears through the cold wind.
Lu Bu locked his brows together, which was also his habit, every time he wanted to say the sad words that had been pent up in his heart for a long time.
"What's the point of us going on like this? Do you want to fight for this world with these people who have been dead for I don't know how many years? What do we modern people have to fight with them? Lu Bu shook his head involuntarily as he spoke, "I don't want to care about these things now, I'm not interested in what Ding Yuan is, what the Ten Permanent Servants are, what the Han Family, they can do whatever they like, it has nothing to do with us, why are you going to join in this fun?" Maybe you have to accompany your life, it's not worth it for these meaningless things! ”
Gao Shun asked, "Are you afraid?" ”
"It doesn't matter if I'm afraid or not, I mean there's no point, you know, it's completely meaningless to follow those plots in our history like this now, why do I have to work like that according to the script written in history, if I'm Lu Bu, I have to go to Zhan Sanying? Who says I have to live like this? ”
"......" Gao Shun was dumbfounded by Lu Bu's long list of words, and choked up before he fought back at Lu Bu: "Now in this era, you can't go back to the grassland, don't I want to go back to the grassland?" I'm married! I owe Qiao'er a wedding! Do you think I don't want to go back and live with her all the time? But now is the end of the Eastern Han Dynasty, and it is the Three Kingdoms, do you know? For a hundred years, there has been a war, and if you say that you will go back to the grassland, you will return to the grassland, and what will you do if the war burns to Jiuquan in the future? Yes, you are the best in the world, can you fight 10,000 people alone? When the time comes, what will you do to protect everyone? ”
"How did I not know this?" Lu Bu pulled his neck to refute Gao Shun, and suddenly paused again, "It's just, it's just ......"
Lu Bu's frowning brows became even tighter, the skin on the bridge of his nose was wrinkled with excessive force, one concern after another sounded in his heart, survival, ideals, reality, war, meaning, one symbol after another and the things represented by the symbols kept evolving in Lu Bu's mind.
"Just ......"
Lu Bu stumbled for a long time, and whenever he felt that he could finish the next sentence, he immediately tied a knot as soon as he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything about the words that followed.
"It's just...... Alas! ”
Lu Bu waved his hand in the air and wanted to grab something to borrow a little strength, so that he could say just the latter words, the expression on his face was like a drowning person calling for help, struggling for a long time, this sentence just couldn't be spoken, his hands slammed on his legs, and he sighed fiercely.
“……”
Gao Shun looked at Lu Bu like this, and his heart was also very uncomfortable, he understood what Lu Bu meant, it was an unspeakable emotion that he understood very well in his heart, and Gao Shun was not without it.
"Woo~~"
Lu Bu hugged Gao Shun's giant bear-like body and cried bitterly.
"! Exercise. He. Mother. Target. This world! Lu Bu hugged Gao Shun like a child and kept crying, while collapsing and cursing the world fiercely, "Go. He. Mother. Of.,Grass,Ah!! ”
Under the gentle sunshine, Gao Shun also broke down and cried together, and all kinds of swear words jumped out one by one.
The two men wept for a long, long time in the wilderness. There is a heartbreaking helplessness in life that you don't want to go there, but you are pushed forward by this world, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire and a purgatory furnace in front of you.
“…… Let's go. Lu Bu wiped away his tears and stood up.
Gao Shun nodded.
The two called the horses, which had eaten a long distance, and jumped up and chased after the state army.