Chapter 44: Distressed
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The morning light came in from the window, illuminating the dim room, and the oil lamp on the table still emitted wisps of light smoke, which had already fulfilled its mission, and the oil lamp was dry.
The chirping of birds disturbed the spring dream, and the originally closed eyelids of the woman who fell asleep on the bed struggled slightly for a moment, and the eyeballs rolled under the eyelids, looking like they were about to wake up.
Hong Aya felt that she had a long dream, and in the dream there was her own home that had passed away forever, her father at that time was simple and diligent, her mother was virtuous and gentle, and her younger brother was well-behaved and smart.
Hongya's former home also has a few acres of thin fields and three thatched houses, although dilapidated, but full of warmth. Like many farmers, my father got up early to go to the farm, and the family helped his mother raise cicadas and weave cloth, and the younger brother shook his head and carried the homework taught by his master.
The self in the dream grew up step by step, and in a blink of an eye, he reached the age of marriage. The red silk and red makeup on the body, the glamorous incomprehensible things, the mother's thousand advices, and the great entrustment, finally turned into reluctant tears.
In the new house, the big word "Xi" is posted on the wall, and the lights of red candles flicker brightly illuminate the whole new house. Hong Aya sat on the edge of the bed, feeling a little nervous and expectant, what does he look like? There was a sound of footsteps, and the groom walked to the new house surrounded by a group of people, and the people in the wedding room seemed to be persuaded to leave outside the door, and they dispersed. He pushed open the door and walked slowly, Hong Aya tightened the red handkerchief in her hand, and the tension in her heart instantly reached its peak.
Through the slight gap in the red hijab, I felt that the figure standing outside the hijab was so familiar and familiar, and my heart was also warm, but I just couldn't remember who it was, and Hong Aya's consciousness began to blur a little.
The slash shook slightly, the hijab floated down, and Red Aya shyly raised her head and looked at him. At this time, there was a sudden light that enveloped his whole person, and Hong Aya's eyes were shaken a little dizzy, but he still tried to open his eyes wide to see who the person who made him feel familiar and excited.
Her consciousness became more and more blurred, and the figures in front of her were a little distorted, Hong Aya was very anxious, she couldn't help but stretch out her hand to grab the figure, and asked loudly in her heart: "Don't go, don't go!" Who are you! Who is it? ”
It seemed that the heavens had heard the call of Hong Aya's heart, and he slowly stretched out a hand and grabbed her jade hand, pulled her into his arms, and then said with a smile: "Sister Hong Aya, don't you even know me?" ”
At the end of the dream, I finally saw his appearance clearly, and the sunny smiling face was slowly magnifying, which one could it be if it wasn't Liu Hao.
Hong Aya, who woke up, still remembered the picture in the dream very clearly, and a red cloud unconsciously floated on her sickly pale face.
Hong Aya wanted to get up, but as soon as she moved her body, there was a sudden soreness all over her body, and she suddenly remembered that she had just experienced a serious illness, and she couldn't get up after trying for a while, so she could only gently turn her body to make her body feel better after lying flat for a long time.
Hong Aya's movements woke up Liu Hao, who was sleeping on the edge of the bed, although Hua Tuo had already said that Hong Aya was out of danger, but Liu Hao was still a little worried in his heart, he was not at ease to hand over Hong Aya to Bi'er to take care of, and he also saw that the little girl had been worried and scared for a day and a night, so he took the initiative to take over the night duty and drove Bi'er to sleep.
Because of the concern in his heart, Liu Hao, who was sleeping on his stomach, did not sleep too soundly, and he woke up as soon as Hong Aya moved. The rash raised head startled Hong Aya, who looked at Liu Hao with wide eyes and met Liu Hao's eyes with joy.
The two looked at each other, Hong Aya's eyes became softer and softer, and she seemed to see Liu Hao's heart through Liu Hao's eyes. There's attachment, there's love, there's pity... Hong Aya never thought that she could see so many complicated feelings in a person's eyes, but now she seems to be able to fully understand all the content contained in Liu Hao's eyes. This wonderful feeling made her heart suddenly feel warm and sweet.
"Sister Hongyan, how are you feeling now?" Liu Hao asked a little nervously.
Hong Aya smiled and said softly, "It's already a lot better!" It's just that I've been lying down for too long, and my whole body is a little sore. ”
Hong Aya said that she wanted to work hard to get up, since she came to Liu Hao's room to take care of Liu Hao over the years, she has always behaved as a strong and capable woman, and the long-term training has made Hong Aya a little stubborn in her temperament, she doesn't want Liu Hao to see her weakness.
"Don't move, don't move, I'll help you! Where do you still have the strength to get up? ”
Hong Aya had a hard time getting up, Liu Hao looked at it, and sat a few closer to the edge of the bed, he supported Hong Aya with one palm, so that Hong Aya leaned firmly on him, forming a half-hug.
Hongya was a little shy, and Hongyun floated up again, but she didn't refuse Liu Hao's help, she leaned softly on Liu Hao's unilateral body, and the thin bedclothes floated into Liu Hao's nose with a faint fragrance on the beauty's body, and the fragrance was secretive, Liu Hao felt that the hearts of the two were instantly closer.
Liu Hao didn't have time to pay attention to the beauty of Red Aya, and his other hand was not idle, fiddling with the pillow and another bed sheet at the head of the bed, so that the cushions were soft and comfortable. Liu Hao was very focused, Hong Aya tilted her head slightly, squinted at him, and her shyness was gradually replaced by moving, as a maid, which woman can be taken care of by her master.
Liu Hao did all kinds of things to save her when Hong Aya was in a coma with a high fever, although Hong Aya fell into a state of self-protection of the body and fell into a coma, but the consciousness did not disperse, this feeling is very wonderful, as if he was floating in the air, quietly watching himself and the people and things around him. Hong Aya, who woke up, still has a vague memory of what Liu Hao did for herself.
The red silk was gently placed on the cushion by Liu Hao, and it was really comfortable, and in order to prevent her from catching a cold, she also covered her body with a thick sheet.
Hong Aya looked at Liu Hao doing all this carefully, even if Liu Hao was busy with everything, the focus of his eyes did not take off his face, which made Liu Hao a little unnatural, he couldn't help touching his face and asked, "Sister Hong Aya, what are you looking at me like this?" Is there something wrong with my face? ”
Seeing that he was a little embarrassed, Hong Aya couldn't help covering her mouth and chuckling, and then sighed lightly and said slowly: "I just think that you have finally grown up, young master!" I know how to take care of people. ”
As soon as Hong Aya's words came out, she felt that something was inappropriate, as if Liu Hao would not take care of people before, she really saw Liu Hao pouting the corners of her mouth a little unhappily, the two suddenly lost their common language and fell silent, but Liu Hao didn't care at all, his eyes were getting hotter and hotter when he looked at her.
Hong Aya lowered her head a little weakly, and took the initiative to avoid Liu Hao's somewhat fiery gaze, and then said softly: "Young master, thank you really this time!" ”
A young master, a thank you. Like a basin of cold water poured from beginning to end, Liu Hao suddenly felt that the distance between the two was far away, which made him feel a fire in his heart, and the sense of existence of worrying and fearing all day and the previous gains and losses made his emotions urgently need an outlet for catharsis.
Liu Hao was a little excited, he grabbed the plain hand that Hongyan pressed on the quilt and held it in his hand. Then he looked at the red silk eyes and said sharply: "Where did you get so much politeness with me, I spent so much hard work, is it just for you to thank you?" Hongyan, after yesterday's events, I already know very well what kind of position you occupy in my heart, don't you still know my heart? ”
Hong Aya was taken aback by Liu Hao's sudden attack, she quietly listened to Liu Hao's words, and her heart was sweet and panicked, but in an instant, she was reminded of the age and status gap between the two, Hongyan will grow old one day, and the distinction between master and servant is destined to make this relationship inevitably difficult, and Mrs. Yun in front of her is now an excellent example, and her identity as a concubine is still there.
Hong Aya is not a luxury of a formal status, after years of experience, she has already passed the fantasy girlhood, she is just afraid, afraid that if she loses her beauty when she gets old in the future, and Liu Hao is in the prime of life, whether she can still get Liu Hao's attention after losing her charm, and how will she deal with herself. In the final analysis, this still stems from the lack of confidence in Hong Aya's heart, and the inferiority complex of being a subordinate has been engraved in his heart from the moment he entered the house.
Hong Aya twitched her hand, trying to escape from Liu Hao's palm, but those big hands were very powerful, Hong Aya couldn't shake the slightest, she also held back a grievance in her heart, the injustice of fate made her lose her warm home, and now a sincere feeling was in front of her, but she couldn't grasp it.
When she raised her head again, the tears in Hong Aya's eyes completely shattered Liu Hao's heart, and the tears passed by, but she muttered in her mouth: "Young master, please don't force me!" My heart really hurts. ”