Luo Zhiyan moved his arms, and finally under the crazy shouting of his hungry stomach, he endured the sour numbness and picked up the porridge bowl, and took a few mouthfuls of slightly hot gruel, only to see that there was actually a person sitting opposite him. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Brother, when did you come?" Luo Zhiyan was surprised.

Reg secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and quietly filled himself another half bowl: "Just came." ”

"Didn't have dinner again, you brought it? I'm so hungry, I remember just eating. Luo Zhiyan was eating and breaking thoughts.

"What did you eat?" Reg asked.

"Instant noodles, I won't make anything else." Luo Zhiyan said casually.

Reg frowned slightly, and Anton said that Luo Ji in the game was hungry these days and would buy instant noodles from the virtual mall to eat, but he was full in the game, but his body was not really replenished.

Because Luo Zhiyan was addicted to the game world, his brain deliberately blocked all the real reactions of the body, so he didn't feel that his stomach was already hungry and colic for the past three days, nor did he feel that his body was numb because he didn't move for a long time, and even worse, it was possible to insert a knife in his body, and he didn't feel pain, because he was not injured in the game world, so the brain treated the real feeling of the body as illusory.

This is actually a manifestation of autism, when the patient closes the door of the heart, everything in the outside world will be blocked, even from their own real feelings.

At this moment, Luo Zhiyan still hasn't really come out, the reason is that his dormitory can't make instant noodles, and he doesn't mean this.

Dr. Fu believes that Reg is the most likely person to enter Luo Zhiyan's closed world, because Luo Zhiyan has fully accepted Reg in his heart.

Although Qi Yunhong is Luo Zhiyan's child, they really established a friendship after the two went to school, and Luo Zhiyan's autism at that time had basically recovered.

Dr. Fu kept asking everyone to wait, but he was also worried that in Luo Zhiyan's closed world, there was no Qi Yunhong, so when he saw Qi Yunhong, it would be the same as if he didn't see it.

"Are you full?" Reg asked after watching Luo Zhiyan eat the rest of the porridge dryly.

"Well, it's full." Luo Zhiyan nodded.

Reg got up to clean up the dishes, but when he lowered his head, he couldn't help frowning again, although Dr. Fu instructed not to let Luo Zhiyan eat too much, but he didn't eat a drop of water for three days, and he couldn't eat enough for two small bowls of gruel.

I guess it's just that my stomach doesn't hurt anymore.

"Go to bed early." Reg walked out with the thermos bucket.

Luo Zhiyan obediently responded: "Okay." ”

As soon as the door closed, Luo Zhiyan's originally plain eyes immediately became a little decadent.

In the living room of the Luo Ji squad dormitory, in addition to Shao Yuanzhong and the four of them, Instructor Qu and Dr. Fu were also there.

Seeing Reg come out, everyone stood up.

"He's fine." Reg waved at everyone and sat down, "He's pretending." ”

"Pretended?"

The crowd was amazed.

"He just doesn't want to face reality, but he doesn't close himself." Reg explained. Reaching out and pinching the Yintang acupoint between the eyes, relieving the sour eyes.

On a five-day business trip, he was very busy, and he didn't catch his breath until he got on the plane, but he couldn't sleep because of Luo Zhiyan's affairs, and now he knows that Luo Zhiyan's mental condition is not very good, but it is not as bad as he imagined, and Reg immediately felt tired after putting his mind down.

But everyone's mood did not relax.

Dr. Fu asked what everyone wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask: "On what basis do you judge?" ”

Reg thought for a moment and said, "Intuition." ”

The crowd was stunned again.

Can this be considered a reason?

Reg pondered for a while and said, "I really can't say it well, but I can feel the contradictions and struggles of childish words, and there are such complex mental activities, he is not in an autistic state." In the last sentence, Reg asked Dr. Fu.

"If you can feel his conflicted, struggling mentality, your judgment is correct." Dr. Fu nodded.

"Shao Yuanzhong, you send Dr. Fu back, by the way, go to Anton to explain the situation, Instructor Qu, you also go back to rest, I will stay here tonight, and talk to Zhiyan tomorrow." Reg decided.

The crowd could see that Reg was tired and that there was nothing to do with staying, so they got up and took their leave.

"Brother Lei, you stay in my room tonight, and I'll go to the whistle room to sleep." Qi Yunhong said.

"No, I'm sleeping in the childish room." Reg shook his head.

Qi Yunhong knew that he couldn't convince him, so he secretly gave Siya a look.

There was only a single bed and a recliner that could barely sleep in each team member's room, Qi Yunhong beckoned Siya to move out his single bed, knocked on the door and sent it into Luo Zhiyan's room.

Luo Zhiyan was already lying on the bed and sleeping, Reg was washing in the bathroom, Qi Yunhong and Siya moved the recliner away, put the single bed under the window, and took a set of futons from Luo Zhiyan's wardrobe and laid them out, and quietly withdrew.

Reg smiled silently at the sight of the extra single bed, turned off the light, undressed and lay down.

More than ten minutes later, Luo Zhiyan heard the sound of Reg's breathing becoming slow and long, and knew that he was asleep, so he slowly sat up.

The light of the street lamp outside the dormitory building was reflected on the window through the plants on the balcony, and it became a shadow, making the angular face of Reg sleeping under the window during the day much softer, less majestic, a little more tired and fragile.

Luo Zhiyan watched quietly, there was no trace of waves in his eyes, as light as boiled water.

Even in his sleep, the harsh training made it easy for Reg to detect the prolonged gaze of others, not to mention that Reg did not fall asleep, but deliberately slowed his breathing. Sensing that Luo Zhiyan was watching him, Reg didn't move, not only letting go of this gaze, but also letting himself really fall asleep.

Early the next morning, with the wake-up call of the training camp, Reg and Luo Zhiyan opened their eyes one after another.

Soon, there was a slight noise in the dormitory, followed by a slight sound of the door closing, obviously Shao Yuanzhong and the others went to morning exercise.

"Want to talk to me?" Reg had finished washing, and when he saw Luo Zhiyan still sitting on the bed with the quilt in his arms, he came over and sat on the edge of his bed and said.

"What are you talking about?" Luo Zhiyan asked.

"Why are you pretending to be autistic?"

Luo Zhiyan was suddenly stunned, then lowered his eyes, and said in a low voice: "How do you know?" ”

"Dr. Fu is wrong in one question, if you really have autism, the first person you don't know is me."

Luo Zhiyan quickly raised his eyes and glanced at Rege, then lowered his head again.

"When you were 2 years old, you had already remembered, suddenly lost your mother, and then your father was gone, you closed yourself off, because you were afraid of losing, so you refused to let your world live in anyone, your first impression to me was an extremely indifferent person, although you smiled, but your smile did not reach the bottom of your eyes, no one will be put into your heart, you are calm, because you are not afraid of death, and even have a trace of expectation, so, even if you are hunted for again and again, you don't care, until one day, I am very fortunate to have walked into your heart. Reg's voice was deep and slow.

"Xiaoyan." Reg stretched out his hand to hold Luo Zhiyan's hand, Luo Zhiyan broke free subconsciously, but was grabbed tighter by Rege, "The most grateful thing in my life is to see you accept me, accept your partner, see you finally open your heart, and see that you no longer have only indifference in your eyes." ”

"Are you really grateful?" Luo Zhiyan asked softly.

Reg nodded.

"Then why did you want me to watch them die one by one in front of me? Should I thank you for being kind enough not to let me see you die before me? Luo Zhiyan's voice was still very soft, and it didn't seem to have any tone, but Reg could clearly feel the coldness and hatred in his words, "There is no need to deny it, I know that you arranged it, even if the 'sacrifice' of the whistle and the banner is a last resort, the second brother and the fourth girl must have been intentional by you." ”

Reg had already seen all the information of this exercise, Luo Zhiyan performed very well in the exercise, and he could indeed exchange small sacrifices for the final victory, but Instructor Qu followed his instructions and changed the plan to let Siya and the second brother also "sacrifice".

After being silent for a while, Reg Fang said: "Because you are a soldier, a soldier of the special forces. ”

Luo Zhiyan suddenly raised his head and smiled: "The alliance requires the people to serve in the military, and it does not require special military service, I think an ordinary soldier does not need to receive such training, I still have one year, seven months and twelve days of service, I ask to be transferred to the ordinary army, or, just here to be an ordinary soldier." ”

"Xiaoyan."

Luo Zhiyan suddenly pulled out the hand held by Rege, got up and got out of bed, and said coldly: "You can do it." After a pause, he added, "I will continue to play the game of heaven and earth, but only at this stage, and then it has nothing to do with me whether they go or stay." ”

Reg sighed deeply, also stood up and said, "Hungry, go to breakfast first, and then I'll take you to a place." ”

Luo Zhiyan didn't speak, and walked straight to the bathroom.

"Xiao Yan, I arranged for them to die in the exercise, not to let you bear the pain of losing them, but to tell you that as a commander, you have to bear the fate of the entire team, and if you don't want them to sacrifice, you must pass the most demanding training."

Luo Zhiyan paused, didn't look back, and continued to push open the door of the washing room.

Reg added, "I'll wait for you in the restaurant, and besides, I'll never leave you." ”

Luo Zhiyan walked into the bathroom and closed the door, then heard the sound of the door closing in his room, walked to the shower, turned on the faucet directly without taking off his clothes, the cold water rushed down from the top of his head, Luo Zhiyan propped his hands on the wall, and breathed slowly.

Ten minutes later, Luo Zhiyan changed into a set of dry clothes and walked to the restaurant. He decided, no matter what Reg said, he was not ready to continue to stay in the special training camp, he was not so great, he could lead his comrades to the alliance, life and death for the people, not to mention being strong, and he couldn't afford the lives of his comrades.

He is just an ordinary person, he just wants to live an ordinary life, get married, have children, be born, old age, sick and die.

However, the world is unpredictable, Luo Zhiyan at this time could not have imagined, he hesitated for three days before making up his mind, and after a few hours, he was not only completely overturned by Rege, but also if his life can also be segmented, Luo Zhiyan's life opened a new chapter a few hours later.

It was also from this day that Luo Zhiyan officially became a member of the Joint Security Department.