Chapter 14, a love letter to An Luojun

"The glory of the sword, the glory of the swordsman, all of this is the understanding of the sword in the swordsman world. Of course, it's someone else's www.biquge.info, I don't have that much understanding of swords, I only know that swords are used for fighting. If you want to fight, sword training is a must. You've learned everything you need to learn the sword-breaking style, and the next thing is the sword. ”

In the winter of twelve, Master began to teach me sword skills and drove me out of the grass to practice swords.

In order not to get too cold, I had to practice my sword desperately to generate heat in my body. In this way, it only took an hour for the sweat on my body to freeze, as if I had worn a layer of ice armor.

At the end of that winter, I learned the sword.

If the broken sword is the crushing of the weak by the strong, then the powerful sword is the enemy of similar strength. And the next sword killing I want to learn is the nirvana of defeating the strong with the weak.

Yes, I don't feel much in the winter, but I can't help it when the spring flowers bloom.

At the age of thirteen, spring. The peach blossoms in Momoyama bloomed again, and I grew a year older.

In the past six months, I have really practiced swordsmanship, and because my strength has improved, it is inevitable that I can't help it, so I think about something more.

After a spring rain, the whole of Momoyama was wet. There was some dew on the sword in my hand, and the light veil on my body was already wet with sweat.

It was early in the morning before everyone got up. I finished my sword practice and came to the Momojo Hall like everyone else, and it was the first day of the second month of this spring.

All of us stood there, and the only elder who came here was the Law Enforcement Elder, his slightly fat body standing there, his eyes squinting at us.

"Is there anything wrong with you?" He asked.

No one answered him, and there was silence in the hall and outside it.

"Then let's go and practice my sword." The law enforcement elder said, and then he had already stepped out and left the main hall, presumably walking towards his bed.

I glanced at An Luojun from a distance before leaving the main hall, and then left with a smile, as if I had picked up money.

According to Master, once the peach blossoms in Peach Mountain bloom, the fragrance will spread far away, and you can smell it from ten miles away. We are in the peach mountain, not to mention how fragrant it is, no matter what we do every day, we will always smell the fragrance of peach blossoms in our nose. The aroma was very similar to eating honey, and butterflies, bees, and so on would always gather in a large number of Momoyama Sword Sects, occupying the field like a marching army.

On such days, the people of the Momoyama Sword Sect especially like to come out to play, which is the so-called spring outing.

During the spring outing, the elders of the Momoyama Sword Sect would come out to play, often drinking and enjoying the flowers under a pavilion somewhere, and sometimes they would bring good meat for a picnic outside.

They were so lively, but Master I had never seen him go.

The disciples of Momoyama would also come out to play, but they didn't dare to compete with the elders for the pavilion, so they had to find a peach tree full of peach blossoms in groups of three or five, and then spread a straw mat under the peach tree. There was no wine or meat or anything like that, at most just some jerky and everyone chatted.

They were so lively, but I didn't know any of them, so I never went out with anyone.

In the past year, I have begun to understand some truths, and one of the biggest ones is that An Luojun and I are not all the way.

Most of the spring outings of the Momoyama disciples are men and men, women and women, and they may also be several senior brothers under an elder. Anyway, there is almost no possibility of talking between men and women, but there are often many people gathered under the peach tree where An Luojun is. Although there are more women, you can occasionally see some shameless men, such as Xu Ao.

Xu Ao was a frequent visitor to An Luojun, and often sat directly next to An Luojun regardless of everyone, so An Luojun had to move a position to the side.

I watched from a distance under a peach tree and almost wanted to rush up and hit someone.

Of course, Xu Ao is a person who can bring wine, so he often laughs while drinking next to An Luojun, without any grace at all, and even takes the opportunity to lean on An Luojun's body.

At this moment, I saw a man appear. He was obviously a head taller than Xu Ao and the others, and the clothes he wore were not the same, but it could be seen that it was the costume of the Taoshan Sword Sect, and he should be the senior brother who joined the sect a few years ago.

This senior brother walked a little differently from everyone else, not walking leisurely and looking left and right, but walking briskly with a clear purpose. He always had a smile on his face, like a warm spring sun.

He walked to the place where Xu Ao and An Luojun were sitting, saluted Xu Ao, and then didn't know what to say to Xu Ao, and took An Luojun away in the exclamation of everyone.

The distance was too far for me to hear clearly, but looking at the shy expression on An Luojun's face, I knew that nothing good was good.

After An Luojun left, her maid began to distribute the snacks left by An Luojun outside.

I watched from such a distance, but I didn't expect that in the end, the maid also brought two rice cakes to me. I'm so far away, that pastry should be long gone.

"Miss asked me to hide it secretly." The maid smiled at me, "She said let me give you two pieces." After saying that, he blushed and left.

An Luojun actually asked the maid to bring me rice cakes! I sat there eating rice cakes, and I almost didn't cry: she really had an interest in me.

When I returned to the cottage, I couldn't help but say to Master, "Master, I seem to have fallen in love with someone. ”

"What does it feel like?" Master asked a little strangely.

"When I didn't see her, my heart was always empty. But when I saw her, I felt my heart full. I said.

"Eat less before you see her next time." Master said.

"Oh, I see." I nodded in disappointment, thinking that Master would understand.

"What do you understand?" Master asked again.

"Enjoying being alone is no different from feeling full."

The master listened to this reasoning, and after a long time, he nodded: "Maybe." ”

"Haven't you ever liked people? Master? ”

"Nope." Master replied very simply.

"Impossible, Master. It's men who like women. "I said, this is simply the truth, that there are men who don't like women.

"On the road to success, there is no one who is not alone. Got it? Master retorted.

"I remember." I coped with a confused expression, even though I didn't quite understand it at the time.

Seeing that I didn't understand, Master began to explain the truth to me again: "People like me know what we have to sacrifice on the road to success. I sacrificed my whole life, I didn't have a marriage, I didn't indulge, I didn't have much freedom in my life. But I hope your life isn't like this, lonely guest, and you should at least give something less. After all, you're much smarter than I am. But it's better not to think about women. ”

Is it possible that a young man with strong blood is not interested in a certain woman on this warm spring day?

I don't care what the master says, anyway, I start to practice swords every day, and I have to see An Luojun for a moment or two before I can calm down.

I began to like to go to the places where An Luojun passed by and wait for An Luojun to pass by, she would always smile sweetly at me, her face turned red, she was very good-looking, much better than the top sisters in many buildings in the night city. She would always paint her lips extremely red, like two peach blossoms, and her face was always red, and her facial features were well-proportioned. The most important thing is that her breasts always look bulging, and she looks good to touch at first glance.

But the maid next to her didn't know what to say, and she didn't say anything about her ugly face, and she was sad to talk about. Anyway, such an ugly person shouldn't be next to such a beautiful person, otherwise people really have the urge to laugh when they see it.

Forget it, let's talk about it, the maid's face was tanned to look like those Sword Sect disciples born from the crops, and it was also densely covered with freckles like stars, and there were dead skin everywhere. On top of that, her breasts looked like they hadn't developed before, like a boy.

I often appeared on An Luojun's path after practicing the sword, and then walked face to face with her. Pretending to pass by and smile at each other, as long as she smiles at me, I will be happy that day.

But slowly, I found a serious and serious problem that was hard to accept: An Luojun's little maid seemed to be a little interesting to me.

Depend on! It's going to be hard!

What else could be worse in this world than not being able to marry a beautiful woman? It's not like being pestered to death by an ugly girl.

Then I began to be afraid of meeting An Luojun, because as soon as I met, I found that the maid would also secretly look at me, and then I would be so disgusted that I didn't know what to say.

Let's put it this way, when An Luojun looked at me, I felt that I didn't have to eat anything at noon, but when the maid looked at me, I was so frightened that I almost threw up my lunch.

I didn't do anything superfluous that spring.

It's just that my love for An Luojun suddenly soared, but her maid looked at me and saw that I was a little scared.

I didn't expect that the person I like and the person I hate are together all the time.,It's a tragedy.,I had a very jerky idea at the time.,I always feel worse than not being able to chase a beautiful girl.:Can't get rid of an ugly girl you hate.。

Some girls will not be emotional in front of her even if you eat ****, but she is next to the girl who will be emotional without taking medicine. You see both of them and you don't know whether to be happy or sad.

I began to understand love, it turns out that it is not that we can go to whomever we want, but who we can go to.

When I was thirteen years old, near the end of spring, I made a decision to write a love letter to An Luojun to express my affection.

I've long forgotten the contents of the letter, but I remember that after I left the letter on the road where An Luojun was, I climbed onto the nearest leafy peach tree and looked down at her expression from above.

She passed by, then picked up the letter and looked around without finding anyone.

She opened the letter, and when I started reading it, my heart beat faster. I could look at her face from the top down from the peach tree facing her, and as I read the letter, my face slowly turned red to the base of my ears, and then I sneered. And then he left, what's going on?

I came down from under the tree and remembered my signature. I wasn't stupid enough to use the name Night City, or the name Lone Soul, I didn't even use a name. My byline is: The person you meet every day.

What do you think? Isn't it stupid?