131 Thoughts of the same time

"It's done!" Zhao Guodong picked up the bowl and dried the bowl of wine in one sip.

"Aunt Mei, how are you doing over there? Have you ever seen a dog baby? Is it fat or thin? I....... Zhao Guodong didn't know what to say when he said this, so he poured a bowl of wine and drank it himself, and looked at the night sky full of stars.

"Is my father and mother all right? How are they? Did they mention me like you? Are the fourth, fifth, and sixth uncles all okay? To be honest, except for the fifth uncle, I haven't seen any of the remaining uncles, and I guess they haven't seen me either. Zhao Guodong laughed, and then poured another glass of wine.

"You see, I forgot to introduce you, this is Aunt Mei, this is Xiao Yingzi's biological parents, these are my brothers, Aunt Mei is very familiar with Xiao Yingzi's biological parents, and these comrades-in-arms are not familiar with me, but they are all subordinates of the fifth uncle, and they are all good people." Zhao Guodong said.

"Big brother and sister-in-law, are you all okay? After all these years, I still miss you. Zhao Guodong lit a cigarette and said, "This thing is really good, I can't quit." ”

"Xiao Yingzi, this child is getting older and older, more and more sensible, more and more beautiful, really, whoever sees it likes it, the mother of their classmates saw Xiao Yingzi and wanted to accept her as her goddaughter, by the way, the final exam has just ended, and Xiao Yingzi has taken the first place in high school." When Zhao Guodong said Xiao Yingzi, his eyebrows danced.

"Let me tell you, their junior high school teacher is my former comrade-in-arms, and he said that Xiao Yingzi may be escorted to college when she goes to college, and it is possible that many big schools will come to rob people. I heard that now there are schools to rob people, it seems that those high schools in the city and the province are coming to rob people, but the principal of their school does not give it, saying that such a good student will meet one in his life, and he will not give anyone, and he will give Xiao Yingzi a room alone for her to review. ”

"That's right, that's right." When Zhao Guodong said that when he was rising, he took a sip of wine, then put a chopstick dish in his mouth, then found a comfortable position to sit for a while, then poured a bowl and sprinkled it on the ground, and drank it again. "Big brother, let's meet one. By the way, the house that the school gave to Xiao Yingzi is still a library. ”

"There are many, many books in there, and there are ......." Zhao Guodong wrenched his fingers and wanted to say such a book or two, but he stared and thought about it for a long time and didn't think of a thing, "What kind of book is this, that ......, this ......, I can't think of it for a while, anyway, there are a lot of books, and there is a room." ”

Zhao Guodong took a sip of wine and patted his head, "Look at my memory, big brother, you smoke a cigarette." Zhao Guodong lit a cigarette and put it in front of Xiao Yingzi's schoolbag.

"Alas, to be honest, I don't want to give Xiao Yingzi's daughter, sometimes I think that if she gets married and has children in the future, I will keep her by my side and not let her leave, but after thinking about it, I still have these old brothers, and I have to let them all go down-to-earth." Zhao Guodong said.

"Long time no see, brothers." Zhao Guodong drank three bowls of wine and looked at his little black box.

"Are the brothers impatient to wait? Don't worry, my business will be over soon, and I will get it done for you when the time comes. Zhao Guodong took another sip of wine, "You don't know how I've come over the years, but these things are not a thing, now I am most worried that I have no money now, the money for my children to go to school, the living expenses of the two people, I will move again soon, and I will have rent, water and electricity." ”

"There's money everywhere, and I can't hold it anymore. Sometimes I wondered, if I had stayed in the army at that time, and stayed with you in the mountain eagle's beak, would there have been no other miscellaneous things that I encountered? Even taking a step back, I didn't stay in Zhaojia Village, I didn't stay in Liuzhen, is there not so much to do? ”

"But I thought about it again, if I leave, will Aunt Mei really be alone, if she is really sick like that, will no one care about her at all? If I hadn't stayed in Zhaojia Village, would Xiao Yingzi have become an orphan? Will she be on the streets in the future? I can't bear it, I don't dare to think about how the two of them would live without me. Zhao Guodong wiped the tears on his face, "Don't talk about it, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, let's talk about something happy." Zhao Guodong poured a bowl of wine, "How are the brothers in the mountain eagle's beak?" Is there a new comrade-in-arms who has gone? Has anyone visited the grave all these years? Did you offer you cigarettes or alcohol? ”

"In a few years, at most four years, I will be able to do your business in a down-to-earth manner, Aunt Mei is also gone, Xiao Yingzi has also grown up, and in three years, she will go to college, so that I have time, and I don't have to worry about the elderly and children." Zhao Guodong said, "Come, let's drink." ”

Liuxian Middle School.

Lu Fangjun nestled in the sofa, and there was a table opposite him, on which were two photographs, an incense burner, with three sticks of incense inserted in it, and three bottles of wine, one of which had been opened.

Lu Fangjun just looked at the two photos blankly, "Big brother, are you okay?" Lu Fangjun looked at the two photos on the small table blankly, yes, one was his eldest brother Bai Qiming, and the other was his wife Bai Ju.

"A few years ago, I met Zhao Guodong, a soldier under Gao Jiancheng, I heard him say that the people of the Seventh Company are all gone, and he is the only one left, so I asked if I met you, and he said that you followed the regiment commander and left, I don't know your whereabouts, I put your photo on my own initiative, and it can be regarded as a thought."

"I decided, when Zhao Guodong goes to the mountain eagle's beak, I will also follow, look at those old brothers in my class, and by the way, see how the place we are desperately guarding is doing? Whether the people's lives are good or not, and whether some people remember us people. Lu Fangjun's face was full of loneliness, "Seeing Guodong like that, I really feel heartbroken, I have no skills, so I can only do some hard work." ”

"Sometimes if you are lucky enough to meet a good contractor and be able to pay your salary, if you meet that kind of black-hearted person, let alone salary, you can't even find anyone, I am very glad that I came out, and at the same time I also feel very sad, for us who are soldiers, for the motherland, for the people to work hard, in the end there is no job that can support the family, no one knows us, no one knows us, no one cares whether we are dead or alive."

"Alas——。" Lu Fangjun let out a long sigh, "It's a pity that I don't have the ability, otherwise I would have accepted all these old guys and tried my best to let them all have food." ”

Speaking of this, Lu Fangjun held the wine bottle and poured it violently. Looking at another photo on the table, Bai Ju in the photo is smiling so sweetly. "Ju, are you okay? Without me by your side, are you still afraid of the dark? Is the illness better? Remember to take more medicine, exercise more, stay up less late, and don't work too hard. ”

Lu Fangjun took the photo of Bai Ju in his hand and gently stroked Bai Ju's face with his hand, the cold touch did not make Lu Fangjun's body feel a little uncomfortable, but made Lu Fangjun feel that his hand really touched Bai Ju's face.

"You're still so beautiful, so beautiful, your smile is still so good-looking, I'm not good, I'm old, my face has folds, my hands have become thicker, people are a little lazy, sometimes I don't want to wash my own clothes, you see, if it weren't for today's holiday, I wouldn't want to clean my own room."

Lu Fangjun took the photo of Bai Ju and glanced around the room, then picked up the photo himself and smiled, "How about it, it's okay, don't you say that I just cleaned the face, not the corners, you are really right, I really only swept the floor, the glass was not wiped, you can't see it, it's night, you definitely can't see it." ”

Lu Fangjun smiled very happily, laughed and laughed and his tears flowed out, holding the photo of Bai Ju and putting it on his face, "I miss you, I really miss you, I really don't know how to live without you, sometimes I can't find my socks when I get up, I can't find the cafeteria when I eat, and I just can't find it next to the classroom." ”

"I don't know how big my clothes are, I don't know when I'm going to change seasons, I don't know how to wash my underwear, I don't know how often I wash my hair, I don't know when I'm going to get a haircut, I don't know anything, I can't do anything." Lu Fangjun hugged the photo of Bai Ju and cried like a child.

Xiaoxue's house.

"Xiaoying, why don't you eat fruit" Xiaoxue saw Xiaoyingzi sitting alone under the grapes in a daze, not knowing what Lu Dao was thinking.

"I don't want to eat, I don't have an appetite." Xiao Yingzi pushed the apple handed over by Xiao Xue.

"What's wrong? What's uncomfortable? Xiaoxue said.

"It's not uncomfortable, I just miss my parents." Xiao Yingzi said, "I don't know what Lu Dao is for, I just carefully recalled it in my head, I want to find the appearance of my own biological parents, but my mind is full of the appearance of Guodong's father, and I can't remember what they originally looked like." ”

"Xiaoxue, do you think I'm so cold-blooded that I can't even remember what my parents look like?" When Xiao Yingzi turned her face, her face was full of tears.

"No, no." Xiao Xue wiped the tears from Xiao Yingzi's face, "You have to think so, for so many years, Uncle Zhao has been raising you from elementary school to high school, if it weren't for Uncle Zhao, you might be a wandering child now, it's not that you can't remember your biological parents, but your biological parents let you be filial to Uncle Zhao." ”

"Really?"

"Really."