016 Moving

It's been five years, five whole years! It's been five years since Xiao Yingzi's parents died!

During the past five years, Xiao Yingzi has never said a word to Zhao Guodong, no matter how well Zhao Guodong takes good care of Xiao Yingzi, no matter how careful he is, Xiao Yingzi doesn't say anything, and even a little reluctant to see Zhao Guodong.

I remember that after Xiao Yingzi cried in front of her parents' grave, Zhao Guodong took Xiao Yingzi back, Zhao Guodong tossed out all the things suitable for Xiao Yingzi in Xiao Yingzi's house, took them to Zhao Guodong's house, locked the door, and tied a small red rope to the key when he came back.

After Xiao Yingzi woke up, she first changed Aunt Mei's clothes, didn't eat, and didn't say hello to Zhao Guodong, Zhao Guodong handed the key with the little red rope to Xiao Yingzi, Xiao Yingzi looked at Zhao Guodong and didn't speak, took the key, hung it around her neck, put it close to her body, turned around and wanted to get out of the house but was stopped by Zhao Guodong.

"Wait." Xiao Yingzi turned her head to look at Zhao Guodong.

"I took all your clothes, and put them in that closet, and I didn't touch any of your things in the house, and the doors were locked, and the keys were just like that, and now you took them." Zhao Guodong looked at Xiao Yingzi and hoped that she could say a word, but Xiao Yingzi just nodded and did not speak.

Seeing that Xiao Yingzi still wanted to go out, "Don't you eat?" Where are you going? Xiao Yingzi didn't answer at all and walked out of the door, "Hey......." Zhao Guodong wanted to say something, but Xiao Yingzi had already walked out of the door.

Things like this are nothing in the future, Xiao Yingzi will get lost from time to time, or Xiao Yingzi will choose to stay alone in a place silently when she is happy or unhappy.

That day, Zhao Guodong sat at home and waited anxiously, according to the time, it was already time for Xiao Yingzi to come home from school, but it was almost dark, Xiao Yingzi had not come back yet, Zhao Guodong was really anxious, and he was also worried about what happened to Xiao Yingzi on the road, after all, Xiao Yingzi was only in the first year of junior high school.

Zhao Guodong searched all over the village, and there was no trace of Xiao Yingzi, and asked her classmates, who all said that Xiao Yingzi came back with them, and they didn't see her go home. Zhao Guodong searched around the village three times, and even Xiao Yingzi and their family Zhao Guodong turned over several times, but there was nothing.

Zhao Guodong walked to the cemetery at the entrance of the village in frustration, wanting to say sorry to his eldest brother and sister-in-law, he didn't take good care of Xiao Yingzi, he lost Xiao Yingzi, and came to the big tree not far away, Zhao Guodong vaguely saw a thing swimming not far in front of him in front of the tomb, who is this? Zhao Guodong was puzzled, and held the cane in his hand tightly and slowly moved it forward.

Walking to the front, Zhao Guodong raised the cane in his hand high and prepared to hit the unknown object hard, but when Zhao Guodong saw the familiar color, Zhao Guodong put down the cane, isn't this the clothes that Xiao Yingzi is wearing?

I looked for a person who bent down and gently turned this figure over to see, who is not Xiao Yingzi?

Zhao Guodong is very angry in his heart, I have searched so many circles in the village, and you are sleeping here. Zhao Guodong raised his hand high, but when he saw the tears on Xiao Yingzi's face that had not yet dried, Zhao Guosheng was ruthless and beat her, so he had to gently wipe away the tears on Xiao Yingzi's face.

Gently picked up Xiao Yingzi, and when he was about to leave, he saw a piece of paper on the ground, Zhao Guodong took the paper and walked to his home.

Back to the house, put Xiao Yingzi gently in the quilt, looking at Xiao Yingzi still frowning tightly when she was asleep, Zhao Guodong sighed, gently covered the quilt for Xiao Yingzi, came to the dim light, and opened the piece of paper picked up from the cemetery.

The bright red 100 points pierced Zhao Guodong's eyes, looking at the sleeping little Yingzi, Zhao Guodong muttered: "You don't tell me 100 points in the exam, am I really so unbearable in your heart?" ”

"I don't want you, I don't want to go with you, you're a bad person, you're a bad person!" Xiao Yingzi suddenly lifted the quilt, and her little fist kept waving in the air.

It was this bad guy again, which stabbed Zhao Guodong deeply again. Zhao Guodong's eyes didn't know when, and two lines of tears slipped down.

It's my fault for what I owe you. Zhao Guodong sighed and covered Xiao Yingzi's quilt.

"Mom and Dad, Xiao Yingzi has scored 100 points in the test, Xiao Yingzi is very well-behaved, Xiao Yingzi must be obedient, come back, I miss you." A heart-wrenching shout, although this is Xiao Yingzi's words in her sleep, Zhao Guodong knows that this has always been an indelible shadow in Xiao Yingzi's heart.

Zhao Guodong glanced at the sleeping Xiaoyingzi, carried a bottle of wine, turned around and pushed the door out.

"Big brother and sister-in-law, I haven't come to see you for a long time, come, I'll give you a drink." Zhao Guodong picked up the wine bottle and poured it into the ground, and then poured a few mouthfuls into his mouth, but choked.

"Xiao Yingzi is a good boy, very well-behaved and obedient. Big brother and sister-in-law, it's not that I'm lying, Xiao Yingzi feels cute when she looks at it, really, the teachers and classmates like it at school, and the old ** people like it in the village. But I just can't figure it out. Zhao Guodong took another sip of wine at this time.

"I just can't figure it out, I raise her as my own child, you know, I can't have children myself, I'm a waste, a complete waste." Zhao Guodong's face was full of tears.

"I don't understand, I'm so, so attentive to take care of her, meticulous, to put it mildly, as long as Xiao Yingzi says, Uncle Guodong, I want your life, I will give it to her without hesitation, I will give her my life, as long as Xiao Yingzi can live well, I just want her to live well."

"But, I just can't figure out why she doesn't care about me, no matter what I do, really. For example, today, she scored 100 points in the exam, I am happy, I am really happy for her, but she doesn't tell me, she doesn't tell me, if I don't see that exam paper, maybe I won't know the Tao for the rest of my life, Xiaoyingzi She scored 100 points. Zhao Guodong took a sip of wine.

"I'm unwilling, I'm unwilling." Zhao Guodong drank vigorously. Although Zhao Guodong was incoherent, this passage exhausted the bitterness in Zhao Guodong's heart.

One person, one grave, Zhao Guodong was there talking about the bitterness in his heart one by one. This night, Zhao Guodong just talked vigorously, and didn't sleep at all.

At dawn, Zhao Guodong walked back to his yard alone, Xiao Yingzi had already gotten up, today is Saturday, Xiao Yingzi didn't go to school, she cooked early, and sat alone in the yard to do her homework.

"We're moving today."