956 Am I a Bad Woman?
In fact, Concubine Xu Rong didn't want Ning Fan to be difficult, but now if she could, she told Ning Fan the truth, all the thoughts in her heart, maybe if she did this, Ning Fan would not be so ruthless.
But what Ning Fan thinks now, looking at Ning Fan's current expression, it is actually self-evident, there is no point in saying anything more, in addition to being difficult to do on both sides, the worst is probably to make her evaluation in Ning Fan's heart even lower.
"Am I a bad woman?"
Concubine Xu Rong blinked, as if there was sand in her eyes, and she insisted on not letting herself rub her eyes, because in that case, she was really afraid that she would cry.
When Ning Fan heard this, he shook his head decisively, bad woman or something, Concubine Xu Rong would not say this about herself, such a statement is too much.
How to evaluate Concubine Xu Rong, Ning Fan can only say that everyone has the right to seek their own happiness the most, and everyone has what they want to pursue and adhere to, Ning Fan is not easy to evaluate this, but what he can confirm is that Concubine Xu Rong has absolutely no ill will towards him.
Today's confession, the other party has been preparing for a long time, but unfortunately, even so, the ending is actually doomed.
"I'm sorry, we can't do it. ”
Ning Fan said with some desperation, the smile on her face really made her uncomfortable in the eyes of Concubine Xu Rong.
So, if it weren't for today's events, maybe they would still be able to maintain the same relationship as before?
After saying these words today, how should she face Ning Fan? This is a new question......
But if she maintained the previous relationship, Concubine Xu Rong was unwilling, she felt that she should still try it, the difference between what she had done and what she had not done was very big.
"But I don't regret it!"
There is no doubt about this, Concubine Xu Rong didn't want Ning Fan's sympathy, so she felt that she had to tell Ning Fan this clearly, so that she wouldn't be too pathetic.
Ning Fan had nothing to say, and subconsciously opened his mouth, but when it came to his mouth, he finally swallowed it in his stomach.
"There's no sin in liking someone, right?"
Concubine Xu Rong said calmly, she didn't know how many unspeakable emotions were hidden in her calm voice.
Feeling Concubine Xu Rong's voice, Ning Fan could even feel the sadness that was about to emerge from the other party.
This may be a bit cruel to Concubine Xu Rong, but it is necessary, so Ning Fan said again at this time: "There is no sin in liking someone, but I ...... As you know, my relationship with Ruolan is no longer suitable for other people in my heart. ”
told Concubine Xu Rong so clearly, the other party already knew it in his heart.
Ning Fan thought like this, sighed helplessly, and then looked at Concubine Xu Rong's expression now.
He looked at it very carefully, and he didn't let go of every detail on Concubine Xu Rong's face, just to confirm what Concubine Xu Rong's mood was now.
"Can I continue to like you, then?"
“......”
Ning Fan rubbed his neck, he really didn't know how to answer the other party at this time, continue to like him, isn't this continuing to suffer?
I know it's impossible, so why do I have to force myself like this?
"It's just going to hurt you more, is it really worth it?"
Ning Fan couldn't help but ask, Concubine Xu Rong did this, in his opinion, he really didn't know, there was obviously no need to do this, and even Ning Fan wanted to say that it would be good if Concubine Xu Rong didn't like him.
"Even if there is no possibility between us, I like you and can still allow me to continue to like you!"
Concubine Xu Rong's request was sincere, so that Ning Fan could not refuse.
Ning Fan opened his mouth and thought a lot in his heart, maybe this is the insistence in Concubine Xu Rong's heart, he is really not good at evaluation......
"If you think that's really good, then so be it, but if there's a better option, I still like you to think about it!"
Ning Fan did not refuse Concubine Xu Rong, because Concubine Xu Rong's own heart can only be decided by herself, and he has no right to interfere, and it has no effect to forcibly ask Concubine Xu Rong not to like him anymore, and what the other party thinks in the end is not up to him.
Because of this, Ning Fan also said what was in his heart.
"You like me, I'm grateful, but I can't repay it, I just hope you can live better in the future, I can't support you, but if you feel that there is a better choice, I will also support you, you didn't betray anyone, including me, it's just that I'm sorry I can't respond to you!"
After saying all his thoughts, Ning Fan felt much more comfortable.
And after Concubine Xu Rong listened to Ning Fan's words, she also smiled with relief, and the last thing Ning Fan did not refuse her.
Concubine Xu Rong was afraid that Ning Fan was hard-hearted, and she would not even allow her to like it silently in her heart, in that case, Concubine Xu Rong would really be desperate, and now for Concubine Xu Rong, the pillar in her heart is also this heart.
Because of Ning Fan, she has regained her life, but unfortunately, maybe in her life and in her world, Ning Fan will no longer exist.
"Okay, let's not talk about other things, I won't find time, I won't keep you, can you give me a hug?"
Concubine Xu Rong didn't plan to keep Ning Fan down, because she knew that Ning Fan didn't want to stay any longer, so she also took the initiative to say this.
But Concubine Xu Rong's request made Ning Fan a little difficult, but after thinking about it, he nodded, because this was not an excessive request.
"If it's a friend's hug, I think it's okay. ”
But before that, Ning Fan still had to add this, it was just a friend's hug, it didn't mean anything, so he didn't want Concubine Xu Rong to think about it too much, and he also hoped that he could really break the other party's thoughts.
"Well, that's fine!"
Concubine Xu Rong's face remained unchanged, as if she was ready for Ning Fan's hug.
Ning Fan dared to say that he had never been so solemn because of a hug, so solemn that he had to tidy up his collar and mood.
And when Ning Fan walked up, Concubine Xu Rong seemed to be unable to wait, and walked up directly, when she opened her hands, she did not hold Ning Fan's back, but held Ning Fan's face.
Feeling a little wetness on his face, Ning Fan was stunned.
This last thing was not a hug, but a kiss on the face.
"I'm sorry, am I being too cunning?"
Saying this, Concubine Xu Rong turned around and gently wiped something from the corner of her eye with her hand.
"It's okay, I'll go first, goodbye!"
(End of chapter)