"I'm not a bad person in the first place." Lu Kaiwen said loudly. He didn't expect the comrade he was talking to to to bring up the topic at all. Since being removed from office for cheating, Lu Kaiwen is on pins and needles. Although he was not reduced to a prisoner, he was suddenly dismissed from all his posts and forced to accept investigation and criticism, and the most painful thing was to have to carry out "self-criticism".

In Lu Kaiwen's view, it should be a great achievement to make Chairman Chen Ke, who is respected by all comrades, happy. But in the eyes of the comrades in the Political Department, this is an unpardonable sin.

When he was first arrested, Lu Kaiwen was still trying to argue at first, and a fierce conflict broke out.

"What's wrong with me wanting to make Chairman Chen happy? With a little preparation, we can accomplish a tremendous amount of work in a single day. I don't think it's even a fraud, we can really do it! Lu Kaiwen thinks he is right.

The comrade of the Political Department replied: "There is an arrangement for the workload every day, and if you disrupt the work arrangement, will the work in the future be affected?" It will definitely be affected. The comrades of a regiment are not resting well, can everyone be really happy? If everyone is not happy, will Chairman Chen be happy? If you make such a fool of yourself, even if you deceive Chairman Chen for a while, can the comrades of other units be happy? Comrade Lu Kaiwen, what you want is not even Chairman Chen's happiness alone. What you want is praise and rewards after Chairman Chen is happy. The honor and joy of you alone is based on the displeasure of many people, and even on the displeasure of all the comrades involved in the project. Do you think you're doing the right thing? ”

was so head-on, Lu Kaiwen quickly changed his words: "Our regiment has done a good job, I just want to do better." The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and I have to rest soon. The fatigue of the moment can be quickly stopped. ”

"The arrangement of the project schedule is planned by the headquarters in a unified manner, and you can't do it alone if you want to do it? Now that you're saying that, why didn't you submit the work schedule adjustment to the command earlier? Why do you suddenly make your own decisions? Comrade Lu Kaiwen, you are not honest. You made a mistake before, you don't say to quickly recognize this mistake, and now you continue to weave reasons, you continue to make mistakes. If you still want to continue to prove that what you are doing is right, then you don't want to go any further. We don't let you continue, not that we don't listen to your explanation, but that we let you continue, which is not good for you. ”

Now that the words have been said here, the fierce confrontation has been suspended for the time being.

In the following conversations, Lu Kaiwen first insisted that he was right, and then saw that he could not screw the comrades in the Political Department, so he had to reluctantly admit that he had not done enough things. But even so, Lu Kaiwen still emphasized that he was meritorious and performed well in the whole project. And his original intention was not to deceive Chairman Chen Ke, but to make Chairman Chen Ke happy.

Since Lu Kaiwen still can't realize his mistake, the discussion will continue. Every conversation is recorded, and Chen Tianhua, director of the Political Department, read Lu Kaiwen's interview record, and couldn't help but comment on it, "Not honest!" ”

Of course, the comrades in the Political Department felt that Lu Kaiwen was dishonest, but the comrades originally thought that Lu Kaiwen was a regiment leader, and it was impossible for him to be dishonest to this point. Just talking again and again, Lu Kaiwen's refusal to admit his mistakes in the face of problems not only made the comrades feel angry, but even made the comrades feel disgusted.

Chen Tianhua, director of the Political Department, arranged for the comrades to explain the concept of "comrades are bad people in the organization" to the comrades who have accepted the rectification, and the comrades who were responsible for talking to Lu Kaiwen felt uncertain in their hearts. Sure enough, as soon as he didn't treat Lu Kaiwen as a bad guy, Lu Kaiwen immediately came to his senses as if he had grasped a life-saving straw.

"I'm not a bad person in the first place. I didn't have any bad intentions in the first place......," Kevin Lu said loudly.

"Comrade Lu Kaiwen! Calm down! The comrades of the Political Department immediately interrupted Lu Kaiwen's words, "The organization does not think that comrades are bad people. However, the organization does not think that either the bad people are the good people. We're talking about problems, we don't care if you're a good or bad person! It can't be that just because you're a good person, you don't have mistakes. You have to recognize the mistakes you have made! ”

After a few days of tug-of-war, Lu Kaiwen didn't dare to insist that he was not wrong, and he muttered a little: "What I did did did make Chairman Chen angry, and it also made the comrades of the brother army unhappy. I really didn't do that right. ”

The comrades in the Political Department saw that Lu Kaiwen had finally made some progress and admitted that he was wrong. It's just that such a little progress is really too far from a deep understanding, and some comrades said a little impatiently: "What's wrong? You are clearly not recognizing your mistake. ”

The comrades in the Political Department who were in charge of talking about Lu Kaiwen waited for the comrades who spoke first to finish speaking, and then they spoke, "Comrade Lu Kaiwen, I want to know, what do you care about?" Do you care about your position as the head of the regiment? Do you think that after admitting your mistakes, you can't keep the position of the head of the regiment? ”

The comrades of the Political Department did not only talk to Lu Kaiwen, but they also had to talk with many comrades, and these interviews did not enrich the insight of the Political Department, and there were not a few comrades like Lu Kaiwen; when some comrades who had thoroughly realized their mistakes and sincerely admitted their mistakes told about their ideological changes, quite a number of them frankly admitted, "I am worried that my official position will not be guaranteed after admitting my mistakes, and I feel that if I can perfunctory my mistakes, I can still be reinstated." ”

The comrades who talked about Lu Kaiwen thought that Lu Kaiwen also had this kind of thought. Some comrades already thought that they would simply tell Lu Kaiwen bluntly that he didn't want to keep the post of regiment commander anymore. But the Political Department doesn't want to be so ruthless, if this is made clear, Lu Kaiwen is likely to just give up on himself when he admits his mistakes. Lu Kaiwen can give up on himself, and the comrades in the Political Department still want to save Lu Kaiwen. As long as he can realize that he is wrong, truly admit his mistakes, and do not take his official position to heart, but dig deep into the ideological roots, and work with the comrades of the Political Department to understand why such mistakes were made.

Being able to do this shows that Lu Kaiwen is still a qualified revolutionary comrade. Who in this world doesn't make mistakes? If you make a mistake and beat you to death with a stick, the BJP can kill itself first. Even Chairman Chen Ke is unlikely to be spared.

However, Lu Kaiwen's performance made the comrades in the Political Department feel more and more that he really belonged to the hopeless category. Even so, the comrades in the Political Department were still reluctant to provoke Lu Kaiwen too much. "Do you think that after admitting your mistake, you won't be able to keep the position of head of the regiment?" This is a very implicit statement.

When Lu Kaiwen heard this, he was stunned at first. Then his face became extremely ugly, and after a while, he struggled and said, "I have done a great job for the organization. I followed Chairman Chen as a soldier, and I never feared death in battle. I also care about my comrades, I have never been corrupt, and this regiment commander was created by me with a knife and a gun. ”

A comrade from the Political Department Wen Yan said: "Comrade Lu Kaiwen, organizationally it is to recognize your command ability, your previous outstanding performance, and your exemplary and leading role. That's why you took the position of head of the regiment. It's not that you didn't see those previous jobs organizationally. So, the result of your previous hard work is to become the head of the regiment. But that's the end of it. Do you feel that way? ”

Lu Kaiwen's face became a little pale, he lowered his head and was silent for a while, then raised his head and asked, "Then my credit is only worth such a regiment leader?" My previous work is written off? ”

Seeing that Lu Kaiwen finally said the truth, the comrades in the Political Department breathed a sigh of relief in their hearts, and his attitude became more gentle, "Comrade Lu Kaiwen, the organization wants us to make it clear to the comrades this time, and your achievements will never be erased. It is precisely because of the efforts of tens of thousands of party members, cadres, comrades, and fighters that the People's Party and the base areas are now in existence. You participated in creating the history of the People's Party, and you also participated in creating the history of China. It's not dark when you close your eyes. Not only do we remember everything you have done, but we also have a special office for literature and history. All of them are recorded in the history books recorded by our People's Party. ”

Hearing this, Lu Kaiwen's face looked a little better.

"But why is history called history? Because it's over, no one can go back to yesterday and repeat yesterday. We are not talking about your glorious history, we are talking about the mistakes you have made. Until now, you have either said some personal thoughts, or you have nothing to do with history, this is not the attitude to solve the problem. This will not solve any problems at all, and you will be removed from your position organizationally, and we will talk to you about your mistakes in deception. And in line with the principle of criticism and self-criticism. The organization wants you to be able to figure out your mistakes, find the root of your thoughts, and never make such mistakes again in the future. ”

Lu Kaiwen's face turned ugly again, and he was silent for a while before he said, "Then my head has been removed?" I'm nothing now? ”

The comrades of the Political Department couldn't help but sigh, "At that time, the order to suspend your position as regiment commander was already announced, which means that you have long ceased to be the regiment commander. ”

"Then ......, why do some comrades still call me Head Lu when they come to see me?" Lu Kaiwen asked with trembling lips.

Looking at Lu Kaiwen's tragic situation, the comrades in the Political Department didn't know what expression to use, so he could only say gently: "Why do the comrades who came to visit you call you that, that's the comrades' own choice." But in terms of organizational relations, you are no longer the head of the regiment. Please be clear about this. ”

Lu Kaiwen's lips trembled suddenly, he was stunned for a long time, and suddenly began to cry.