188 A person's outpouring

"I agree with you." Wei Changhe put the note on the kerosene lamp and lit it, watching it turn into ashes little by little, "I hope that a lover will eventually become a family, and there is another matter, I am afraid that the above will have an opinion on this matter." ”

"He doesn't care about the antagonistic relationship between the two sides, I still care about the above." Liu Wen took a deep breath and said, "He is my soldier, no matter when he is above." Then he looked at Wei Changhe and said.

"Do you know what I like most about him?"

"I don't know what to do." Wei Changhe thought about it very seriously and said, "Can you fight well?" Brave? ”

"Neither, I appreciate his courage. To be able to unswervingly say that you like a woman under such great pressure, I don't think we have the courage. Liu Wen's words made Wei Changhe fall silent.

Bai Yaoming sat on a small hill outside the barracks, with a bonfire lit in front of him, Bai Yaoming put pieces of yellow paper into the fire and burned slowly, and there was a bottle of wine and a bowl in front of him. The not-so-bright firelight reflected Bai Yaoming's face a different kind of red, and there were still undried tears on his face.

"Dad, mother." Bai Yaoming put a piece of yellow paper into the fire, and then arrived at a bowl of wine. "It's been a long time since we've sat down and talked, and to be honest, I miss you, and I don't know how you're doing over there, but for sure, you're going to be better off than here, at least there's no war there."

"Come, old man, let's drink one first." Bai Yaoming poured half of the wine bowl into his mouth, and then poured the remaining half bowl on the ground, "Old man, it's an extraordinary time, so there is only one bowl, don't mind." ”

Bai Yaoming put a few pieces of yellow paper in the fire in front of him to keep the fire from going out, and poured some wine into the bowl.

"Your son is not doing well now, whether it is Yaoming or Qiming. How do you open your mouth? Bai Yaoming looked at the stars in the sky with a muttering to himself, "Let's start with Qiming." Bai Yaoming sorted out his emotions and said.

"Qiming rescued a girl in the previous war, and to be honest, that girl is qualified to be your daughter-in-law. Don't be complacent, this girl is an enemy spy, she was premeditated when she came, and she came to report all our information to the enemy. However, your second son doesn't know how Lu Dao was fascinated by her, and I don't know what demon trick Lu Dao used to make your youngest son not marry her. ”

Bai Yaoming picked up a bowl of wine and poured it into his mouth, and a lot of it flowed into his collar, but he didn't notice it.

"Today I hit him, twice a day." Bai Yaoming's voice was a little choked, and then he drank the bowl of wine into his stomach. "I know that I have always been, it may be that I have ignored Qiming's feelings and have always wanted to put some of my own." Bai Yaoming's hand kept gesturing next to his head.

"I've always wanted to pass on some of my own ideas to him, and I've always wanted him to become a standout, to be like me, and to be like our head of the regiment. I'm in a bit of a hurry, or maybe my method is wrong, yes, it should be my method. ”

"Your second elder, you should also understand that everything I do is for his good, for the good of our family, so that our family can become a family of two generals, and it can be regarded as comforting your second elder's soul in the sky, and then I plan to return to my hometown, build two new houses for him, and then marry a daughter-in-law for him, give birth to a big fat boy, and leave a queen for our Bai family, so that I can also take care of Qiming."

Bai Yaoming wiped his eyes and took a sip of the wine in front of him. "It seems that these are all my own wishful thinking until now, and when I see that vixen confusing Qiming like that, I don't get angry."

"Speaking of which, it is still enlightening and unenlightened, and ruining his future for a woman. And it's a spy of an enemy country, even if, ah, even if Qiming really likes this woman, but he can't be so willful, he doesn't know what the situation is now, now that they are fighting, if the two of them are together, isn't it a big deal? ”

"Your two elders talk about it, and if you don't say it's far away, you can say it's close. Just enlightened that kid and the woman in the enemy country together, what do you let the people of the Fifth Regiment think, what are they soldiers for? It's because their relatives were killed by the people of the Heavenly Emperor's Kingdom, and they came to be soldiers to take revenge. Their eyes can kill Qiming Neng. ”

"We are talking about these ordinary people behind us, when they know that a soldier of the Fifth Regiment of the Fifth Regiment has fallen in love with the enemy's woman, how can the Fifth Regiment face it in the future, the people's spit will drown our entire Fifth Regiment, even if our regiment commander can insist, our political commissar can insist, our company commanders can insist, but what about those soldiers below us? And what about our brothers who died on the battlefield? Will they be able to hold on? There is no doubt that they will not fight with their enemies. ”

"There are also some people, they have regarded us as hope since we were soldiers, and our fellow villagers who have always supported us, they still don't know about my younger brother, they have watched the children who grew up to do such a thing, I believe they will run to the grave of your second elder and scold you two, scolding you for how you gave birth to such an unfilial son, I can't raise my head in my life."

After Bai Yaoming poured a bowl with a bowl, he threw the bowl far away, picked up the wine bottle and poured a few sips into his mouth, and then poured all the rest of the wine on his head.

"Your second elder told me, what should I do? I don't want to lose this younger brother, but, but the head of the regiment has betrayed Qiming's death sentence, and he can't live, so I can't help it. ”

"I, am I really useless?" Bai Yaoming knelt in that place, bursting into tears, "I've always had a lot of ideas, and now I don't have any way at all, oh my God——! Bai Yaoming looked up to the sky and yelled, "You come to tell me what to do?" ”

At this moment, Bai Yaoming was completely defeated, on the one hand, his younger brother, and on the other hand, his own righteousness, all pressed on Bai Yaoming's body. A well-known man had to get drunk to escape, or rather, he was not drunk, but was overwhelmed by the choices he faced!

(I wrote this chapter very painfully, I wrote myself in, I don't know how to choose Lu Dao when I face this problem, is Bai Qiming wrong?) Is Junko Shiraku wrong? The mistake may be the mistake of this era, the mistake of war. ）