Chapter 85 No regrets after nothing
When it got dark and Feng Junyan returned home, Zhang Man was taking Feng Hourglass to sew and mend clothes, just like what Chinese women have done for thousands of years, husband and child, diligent and thrifty. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoA hardworking and virtuous hostess is the greatest guarantee of whether a family can be happy.
"Mother, I'm back." Because of Feng Siji's letter, Feng Junyan had to gather several principals in the clan and concentrate on solving the impending bad news. Feng Siqing and Liu Tong all knew that if Feng Siji and the others really couldn't come back, what a big blow it would be to the Feng family. The Feng family has just moved away from the place where more than ten generations have lived, and now the people who went out on the expedition are buried in other places, which is undoubtedly worse. Although they are in Jiaozhou, they are used to seeing life and death, but at this time, it would not be a good thing to let everyone in the Feng family know the news.
As the people settled down, the people in the clan felt more and more eager to miss the people who had gone on the expedition. If there is no man in the clan, there is no way to truly ensure their own safety, the mother misses her son, the wife misses her husband, and the child misses her father.
Now he is not a qualified patriarch. , and even the material needs of him have no way to give an explanation to his people.
"Jun'er, are you back? Why is it so late today? ā
Zhang Man put down the needle and thread in his hand, raised his head, and his eyes were full of care. There has been no news from the husband going north so far, and these two children are his biggest sustenance. Taking care of her mother-in-law and educating her children is also Zhang Man's greatest understanding of Feng Siji.
Feng Hourglass stood up, threw down the needle and thread in his hand, walked to his brother's side, and snatched the dagger in Feng Junyan's hand. Although the little girl is already a little adult, she still clings to her brother.
"Okay, hourglass, I have something to say to your eldest brother, you go and see if your grandma has anything to help with." Seeing that his son didn't speak, Zhang Man knew what was going on with Feng Junyan, so he also stood up and broke his daughter away. Although Feng Hourglass was reluctant, she also knew that her mother and brother had something to say, so she could only hum at Feng Junyan unhappily and went straight back. It was almost dark, and it was almost time to eat, Feng Hourglass pouted unhappily and walked towards the backyard where the Li family was.
"Today you gathered all the principals of the clan, did something big happen?" After Feng Hourglass left, Zhang Man came closer, looked at Feng Junyan, who wanted to speak and stopped, and asked calmly.
"Mother said and laughed, what is the matter. It's only because everyone is going to be idle next, so I gathered people together and arranged the next things. Seeing Zhang Man's suspicions, Feng Junyan hesitated in his thoughts, and finally decided to deny it.
It's a pity that Zhizi Mo Ruomu, although Feng Junyan only hesitated for a moment, he was still caught by Zhang Man's struggling in his eyes.
"Okay, what the hell is going on, is it you, my father has news back." Zhang Man forcibly suppressed the tension in his heart and looked at his son carefully. Fortunately, she didn't see other expressions on Feng Junyan's face, and her heart was a lot more relaxed.
Feng Junyan didn't expect that he was just a little hesitant, and he was still discovered by Zhang Man, but these days, after experiencing so many things, he has gradually learned to be expressionless. Although he didn't do very well, he had always been a good boy in Zhang Man, and he quietly deceived people, and still deceived Zhang Man, who was defenseless against him.
"I still can't hide it from my mother, yes, today my father asked someone to bring back the news, saying that Hu Lu is powerful, and the situation on the battlefield in the north is critical. You may not be able to return home for a short time. ā
Feng Junyan pretended to be relaxed and panicked, looking at his mother with guilt. It wasn't until he saw Zhang Man sigh softly that he felt a little better. Although he has never deceived Zhang Man all along, this time he can't help but lie. This matter is too serious, Feng Junyan doesn't want Zhang Man to know the news at this juncture, Zhang Man has been worried and tired for him for a long time since these days, so Feng Junyan had to tell a white lie.
Zhang Man never thought that her son, who had always been well-behaved and filial in front of her, would lie to her, so after listening to Feng Junyan's words, she was completely relieved. Zhang Man is not an ignorant woman, men are outside, battlefield information is changing, and it is common to return home indefinitely, in the past 20 years in the world, Feng Siji is not the first time to miss an appointment, she has long been accustomed to the experience of a year and a half as soon as she goes out. Hearing the news that Feng Siji was still safe, she who was pretending to be calm just now was also a little annoyed that Feng Junyan dared to hide it from her.
"Jun'er, are you trying to scare your mother to death?" Zhang Man knocked on Feng Junyan's head a few times with some annoyance.
"Almost scared me to death, do you know, I thought something happened to your father."
Feng Junyan listened to Zhang Man's words, and the guilt he felt just now for cheating Zhang Man was completely reported at this moment, but after listening to Zhang Man's words, he didn't know more and more how to explain to Zhang Man in the future. I couldn't figure it out, Feng Junyan didn't think about it anymore, knowing that he could make Zhang Man a few more happy days, even if he was beaten and scolded at that time, he would be willing.
Although the chance is very slim, as long as there is a little possibility, Feng Junyan still hopes that Feng Siji can come back safely. Feng Junya told himself in his heart that it was not for this family, not for their brothers and sisters, even if it was for Zhang Man and the two women of the Li family, Feng Junyan also hoped that Feng Siji could come back and take the burden of taking care of this family back from his shoulders. He was still young, he didn't like to be the patriarch at all, he was just a child, he couldn't bear the responsibility of being the head of the family, and he couldn't bear all this. As long as you can come back. It's a pity that Feng Junyan can clearly feel that his wish may never come true again. This sudden feeling, with the arrival of Feng Siji's letter, became more and more affirmative.
"Mother, my father often doesn't come home for a year and a half, do you regret it?" Feng Junyan, who couldn't find a topic and didn't know how to face Zhang Man's blame, finally asked a question that made him a little puzzled. Feng Junyan has always complained about Feng Siji. Although he understood Feng Siji's difficulties very well, this time Feng Siji's deathbed words did not mention Zhang Man, which really made him dissatisfied.
Zhang Man looked at his puffy son and was a little funny. Sure enough, no matter how sensible you are, a child is still a child after all.
"Silly boy, how can you not regret it, your father was born and died outside, not for this family, not for us. He is working hard outside, can it be that your mother is still as dangerous as your father outside. ā
Feng Junyan was speechless.