Chapter Twenty-Seven: The Painful Sun Quan
Sun Quan didn't want to study anymore, and the books in Sun's house had been completely ruined by him, but he had nothing else to do. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 At the beginning, Sun Quan went out hunting, for 12 consecutive days, after getting up every day to worship his parents, he rode into the mountains and forests with a bow on his horse, and came back with prey every day, sometimes roe deer, sometimes wild boar. But one night after twelve consecutive days of fighting, Sun Quan came back late at night, suddenly threw his bow and arrows and prey on the ground, and shouted in discouragement: "Is it true that I, Sun Zhongmou, just want to be a hunter?"
After that, piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, lyrics, songs, fu, astronomy, geography, farming, martial arts, art of war...... Sun Quan studied almost everything he could think of, but every time Sun Quan finished a project, he would always cry in the dead of night that night, the more he learned, the more painful it became, and the more painful it was, the better he learned, almost forming a vicious circle.
Finally one day Sun Quan stopped, and that night Sun Ce walked into the house with a wicked smile on his face and pulled Sun Quan's clothes to wake him up.
"Shhhh
Sun Quan followed Sun Ce and tiptoed out, walking along the courtyard wall to a place marked with a tiger's face. Sun Ce stepped on the courtyard wall and climbed out, and Sun Quan also followed suit.
The lights on the street at night were sparse, and after landing on the ground, they found that Zhou Yu had already led the horse and waited in this dim light, and the three of them rode fast horses and ran to the nearest township overnight, and entered the tavern that Sun Ce and Zhou Yu often went to, Sun Ce ordered a pot of fine flower carvings, cooked them and poured them to Sun Quan.
Sun Ce and Zhou Yu are all young talents, young and frivolous, naturally do not stick to etiquette, this has nothing to do with cultivation character, it is a teenager who is full of energy. Today, Zhou Yu was overjoyed to lose the ancient score, and asked Sun Ce to come out to drink, Sun Ce had a whim to bring Sun Quan with him, saying that Sun Quan had never drunk since he was so old, and he should have called him out a long time ago. There is almost always a curfew at night in the big city, and only when you ride a horse to the remote villages can there be taverns that are open at night, which is also where Sun Ce and Zhou Yu often come.
Sun Quan ate a bowl of wine and immediately choked on his face and burst into tears, but this feeling of pleasure made Sun Quan immediately add another bowl to himself, bowl after bowl of Huadiao, drunk until he was drunk, crying bitterly. Sun Ce looked at his younger brother, who was drinking for the first time, and laughed.
Sun Quan didn't mention the painful feeling of this time to Sun Ce, although his brother is the closest person, but there are some things that men don't talk to men casually, they have a bowl of wine in their hands, drink each other's hearts, or swallow their own happy or painful things, which is not enough for outsiders......
Regarding his struggles and pain, in fact, Sun Quan himself understands that there is no special reason, just loneliness. Sun Quan has been lonely since he was born, because of his strange appearance, his eyes are green, and his new beard is purple in recent months, although he looks dignified, no one has ever wanted to get close to him. looks weird and no one likes it, so you can only rely on ability and cultivation to make people admit it. But although he was very smart, although he was very good, he knew that people did not agree with him, he was well-read but never took chapters and quotations, so no one knew his literary talents, he could go up the mountain to hunt tigers, and he was strong in martial arts but never fought with others, so no one knew his bravery, he was versatile, he was full of talents in the world, but there was no place to show it. Then what is the use of him learning so much and doing so much, only to increase his loneliness, so that Sun Quan can not cry every time he thinks of his situation?
A good boy can't hide under his mother's wing, his father is busy with political affairs, his two younger brothers are still young, and his elder brother also goes to find Zhou Yu every day when he goes out on business, Sun Quan's memory seems to have always been a person, one person reads and one person practices martial arts, only Sun Ce's eldest brother will take him to play from time to time, but it is too little. No one praised Sun Quan when he wrote his first annotated Analects, and no one praised him when Sun Quan shot a tiger for the first time and came back in a tiger's skin, and no one boasted about him.
"I want to ...... I wish you could see me! Sun Quan lay on the table and muttered, "Look at how I am!" ”
Everything was buried in time, but in the gray-white lens, you can vaguely see a young man with a young face, desperately shooting a tiger with his life, carrying the tiger skin back, and waiting for the praise of others with joy after entering the house, but he waited for a long time, for a long time, no one came, his bright blue eyes gradually dimmed, and his expression of expectation gradually lost, he lowered his head and walked through the courtyard, the servant turned his back to him to arrange the flowers and plants, he walked through the corridor, and the oncoming maid retreated aside. He walked to his room with his head down, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, and said with tears in his eyes, "Would you like to look at me?" "It's poignant and sympathetic.
Sun Quan knows that he will never enter everyone's sight until he grows up and becomes a leader, and he will not be recognized until he can start to make a career.
Sun Quan opened his teary eyes, silently filled himself a bowl of wine, and drank it slowly, repeating the muttering just now in the air. But no one heard it, Sun Ce and Zhou Yu on the side were already drunk, screaming and fighting.
Sun Ce took a sip of the wine jar, looked up to the sky and yelled drunk: "Ahhhh Look at me dominating Koto! ”
Zhou Yu was also delirious, and grabbed Sun Ce's arm: "If you are the king, I will be the prime minister." ”
The three of them fell into the tavern, and the next morning, Sun Ce and Zhou Yu woke up, Sun Quan was still lying on the table, not because the wine or saliva wet a large piece of clothes, the first time he drank, he was drunk, and it is estimated that he will have to sleep for a day today.
Sun Ce carried Sun Quan to the horse into a riding position, he sat behind and hugged Sun Quan to control the reins, Zhou Yu held the reins of the horse that Sun Quan was riding, turned over and stepped on his horse, and the two rushed back to the city and returned to Sun Quan's house the same way.
Sun Ce put Sun Quan on the bed, called the waiter and ordered Sun Quan to change into clean clothes, and then turned around and walked out of the room.
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Sun Quan woke up in the afternoon, and when he opened his eyes, he found himself back in his familiar room, and the hangover headache reminded him of what had happened last night.
Looking around the whole room, it was still as deserted as usual, but fortunately, Sun Quan was already very experienced, so he got out of bed and washed up, and picked up a book at random to read.
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After a few days, Sun Quan rarely saw Sun Ce again, and when he heard that Sun Ce's eldest brother had reached the age of fifteen and was going to start traveling everywhere to train himself, Sun Quan was very envious and lonely at the same time.
Occasionally, when Sun Quan was reading in the house, he saw Sun Ce passing by the window and shouted in surprise: "Big brother! Eldest brother! ”
Sun Ce just turned around and rubbed Sun Quan's head and said, "Work hard, Brother Quan, the eldest brother is going to help you revitalize this family!" Then he stayed in his back and left.
Sun Quan returned to loneliness and continued to grow.