Chapter 414: Let Go Out of Love
Zhang Yi read the small characters on the silk handkerchief, and then looked carefully at the simple picture, and already understood where Mrs. Yao Yue had gone. He howled and cried, shouting, "Yao Yue has abandoned me, and she has gone back to her hometown of Wei by herself." ”
Su Dai and Gao Yan came over and looked at the silk handkerchief, of course, they immediately understood: Yao Yue had returned to the east alone. She didn't want to be a stumbling block to her husband and made way for her husband.
Yao Yue was willing to return to her hometown to take on the responsibilities of the family alone, and she even did not hesitate to give up her identity as the upright wife of Zhang Yi. Doing this, it is obvious that he doesn't want to embarrass Zhang Yi.
Imagine if Zhang Yi married the magnates of the Qin State and did not give the other party's daughter the status of a wife, how could people easily marry his daughter to him.
However, if the newly married wife is the main wife, where will Yao Yue, who has been with him for more than ten years, be placed. Even if Yao Yue is willing to be the same wife as the new wife, will people agree?
Gao Yan thought to herself: "Sister Yao Yue must have made the choice to leave after weighing it again and again. She didn't want her husband Zhang Yi to fall into long-term unhappiness, sighing all day long, living like a year. ”
Yao Yue suddenly remembered a small detail from Yao Yue's conversation with him last night. Gao Yan didn't think much about it at the time, so she didn't notice it, and when she saw Si Pa at this time, Fang Shi understood the meaning of Yao Yue's words.
I remember that they talked about the house they were optimistic about in Xianyang together, Yao Yue was going to move there with Zhang Yi, but later Zhang Yi refused to move over because it was convenient to wait for the recommendation news in Gaofu, so she had to give up. Gao Yan experienced the process of looking at the house and understood the reason.
Talking about the house, Yao Yue sighed at that time and said to Gao Yan: "I didn't expect Zhang Yi to take the initiative to move over now, it seems that he still doesn't give up, he wants to stay in Xianyang, and continue to wait for the opportunity to join the office." But what year and month will it take? ”
Gao Yan recalled Yao Yue's words, as if she was particularly sad at that time, and tears rolled out of her eyes. At this moment, Gao Yan completely connected the cause and effect of Yao Yue's departure.
She thought: "Yao Yue probably found out that her husband was going to buy a house in Xianyang, and it was clear that he wanted to stay for a long time. However, he was faced with an insurmountable hurdle from beginning to end: that is, how to gain the trust of the Qin State. If you don't solve this problem, what's the benefit of staying? ”
is also a woman, Gao Yan deeply understands Yao Yue's thoughts: if you really love a man, instead of staying together and watching him dull and unhappy all day long, it is better to let go of your hand and let him chase the future he wants.
Yao Yue has a deeper love for Zhang Yi, which is the kindness that has been precipitated by husband and wife for more than ten years.
After Gao Yan figured out the taste, her eyes couldn't help but moisten, and she shed tears of emotion. She thought: "Sister Yao Yue is really amazing, if she is replaced by herself, if Su Dai faces such a choice, she may not be able to choose to leave as willingly as Sister Yao Yue." ”
Thinking of this, Gao Yan unconsciously clenched Su Dai's hand, as if she was afraid that he would also be snatched away by other women. Su Dai also saw Yao Yue's intentions, but what he knew and thought was not as in-depth and meticulous as Gao Yan, and in response, he held the hand of the woman he loved tightly.
Where did Zhang Yi expect that his wife Yao Yue would choose to return to the east alone so resolutely, he fell into deep sadness and self-blame, and couldn't stop crying loudly.
Su Dai saw that Zhang Yi was very sad, and he couldn't slow down for a while, he was very anxious and stayed by Zhang Yi's side, for fear that he wouldn't be able to think about it and make some drastic moves.
Later, he saw that Zhang Yi couldn't help but feel pain, so he thought, "Do you want to persuade him to chase Yao Yue?" ”
Sudai looked out the window and realized that it was already afternoon. He secretly calculated in his heart: "If Yao Yue leaves for the east at dawn, then hurry up and catch up, and he will definitely catch up with her after the third day." ”
He looked at Zhang Yi to see what he meant. But seeing that he was just crying, he didn't mean to go after him, and he didn't answer Su Dai's question.
Su Dai thought to himself: "Who knows what unknown grievances and entanglements Zhang Yi and his wife have. The delicate relationship between husband and wife is never guessed by outsiders. ”
Because his mother-in-law was still sick, Su Dai persuaded his wife Gao Yan to take care of his mother-in-law, and he stayed behind and accompanied Zhang Yi through the most difficult time of his life.
When it was time for dinner, Su Dai asked the servants of Gaofu to bring the food. Because of the tossing for a day, he didn't even bother to eat lunch, and his stomach was so hungry that he couldn't help but gobble it up.
At this time, although Zhang Yi stopped her grief, she seemed listless and always stunned. Su Dai persuaded him to have dinner, and Zhang Yi simply dealt with a few bites, then put down the dagger, still looking absent-minded.
Su Dai said almost all the persuasive words he could say, and he accompanied Zhang Yi until late at night, and then said goodbye to him and returned to the small courtyard where he lived.
Not long after he arrived at his residence, his wife Gao Yan also returned from his mother. The young couple didn't expect to catch up with so many changes in one day, and they couldn't help but sigh and sigh.
Gao Yan asked Su Daidao: "Do you think Senior Brother Zhang will have something to do there, he won't think about it, right?" ”
Su Dai touched Gao Yan's little hand, feeling sorry for his wife's busy day, and she didn't eat much lunch.
He comforted Gao Yan and said, "I don't think there should be a big deal." Because if Senior Brother Zhang really couldn't give up the ten years of husband and wife affection, he would probably have followed Yao Yue back to his hometown. ”
It can be seen that between nostalgia for his family and going to the future, he chose the latter, which shows that Senior Brother Zhang is still obsessed with his career in his heart. How can a career-minded man commit suicide! ”
Gao Yan listened to Su Dai's words, felt that it was very reasonable, and kept nodding. However, she felt that Zhang Yi was also facing a dilemma.
Gao Yan followed Su Dai's words and said: "If Senior Brother Zhang is desperate to pursue Sister Yao Yue, wouldn't she live up to Sister Yao Yue's expectations, and she chose to leave, just to let Senior Brother Zhang have less fetters and rest assured that he can boldly break out of his career!" ”
Su Dai also did not object to Gao Yan's words, but it was inevitable that a trace of sadness welled up in his heart, and he felt too much helplessness in life.
He let out a long sigh and said, "Life is always not perfect, and you can't even take care of family and career. Fortunately, time is like a scythe of harvesting, and what seemed to be a difficult situation at that time will eventually have results after the worst situation. ”
After Gao Yan heard this, she looked at Su Dai knowingly, and she also added with deep meaning, saying: "Time is also like ruthless flowing water, which finally washes away the unforgettable pain, and everything disappears in the dust of the years." ”