As the figure of "Gu Lu" disappeared, Pei Ye did not get rid of those dense fogs.

Seeing the thick fog rushing up again, Pei Ye's calm expression finally changed a little.

Shouldn't the seven deadly sins be seven illusions?

Why is there an eighth?

Or was she wrong?

This time, the scene Pei Ye saw was no longer the negative memories of other people.

She held a lollipop in her mouth, watching the plot advance from a third perspective for the first time, and the fruity fragrance in her mouth couldn't erase her bad mood at this time.

Because, the memories of these scenes are not someone else's, they are her own Pei Ye.

If memory serves, this seems to be the backyard of a training ground, right?

Pei Ye followed her memory to a certain tree, and a small person who had just reached her waist kicked the tree unhappily, and although she was small, she kicked the leaves of the tree and shook. Maybe he was a little tired, so he sat under the tree with his hands on his knees.

This little bit is naturally Pei Ye when he was a child.

The reason why she came to Houshan to vent was that she was bullied by a group of classmates, not only targeting her in class, but also bullying her after class, spreading messy rumors or something. Pei Ye was unhappy to find the field, and the attack was a little heavy, but those people beat her harder, but Pei Ye stood stubbornly and didn't shout, those little cubs cried and screamed, tears and snot fell together, the teacher didn't listen to her explanation, and asked her to call the guardian over.

When he was a child, Pei Ye was of course not convinced, so he talked back to the teacher.

The teacher sneered and called the guardian, and the guardian also felt that it was Pei Ye's fault after listening to the ins and outs.

"I'm not wrong! Seven or eight of them beat me, and just because I didn't cry as much as they did, do you think I'm okay?"

The guardian frowned and said, "You can't talk back to the teacher like this, it's not right for you to hit someone." ”

Pei Ye said: "You don't listen to my explanation, we bullied me first, and then beat me, and the others don't care if they see it, they're right?"

The guardian ignored her words and instead pressed her head to make her apologize.

Pei Ye was going crazy.

The guardian said coldly: "It's okay if you don't apologize, and don't ask me for money, I don't care about your tuition and living expenses." ”

It's so wild at a young age, and you still have it when you grow up?

"You are still young, you still have to rely on people to survive, adults have the truth of adults, and you will understand later. ”

As he spoke, Pei Ye's familiar disgust was revealed.

This disgust was revealed by the guardian on the day he adopted Pei Ye, as if he looked at the eyes of a puddle of spit on the ground.

Pei Ye didn't know why his guardian hated him and adopted him again.

But she knew very well that she hated such looks.

Pei Ye woke up from the relevant memories and saw his young self sitting cross-legged under the tree sulking, and couldn't help but reach out and touch her head. Of course, it was not touched. She also understands what her young self is angry with - she is threatened with "survival".

And she doesn't want to be threatened continuously, she can only work hard, be strong, and be self-sufficient.

At that time, even if she beat those little cubs to the point that all her teeth were lost, no one would force her head to apologize.

But I didn't know what to do when I was younger.

The subsidies issued by the federal government are all paid to the guardian's account, and it is difficult for a small self to be independent.

"The little poor ...... under the fence"

Pei Ye heard his little self holding a grass in his mouth and lying under the tree with such emotion.

As the sun sets, it's time to go back.

The little self patted the blades of grass on his clothes, limped out of the back mountain, and prepared to return to the guardian.

As she was leaving, she saw a heroic woman in a military uniform walking with her teacher and saying something.

The teacher is submissive and looks very respectful.

A goal was formed in the heart of the little Pei Ye.

Grow up quickly, stronger than anyone else, and whoever makes herself angry, she will forcibly stuff the anger back into the person's mouth.

No one threatens her with "survival" anymore and bows her head.

The picture turned suddenly, Pei Ye saw herself who had just entered the juvenile, she was admitted to a military academy with a special nature, and she would have to live in the military academy for the next few years. I met a lot of friends at school, and most of my friends' ambitions were to join the federal army and break the enemy's doghead.

Only Pei Ye has no ambitions.

She has no purpose at all, and she doesn't have the stupid ideals of fighting for the Federation, dying for the Federation, and spilling blood on the battlefield as a Federation soldier. As a teenager, she has no interest in everything, but when she fights against her friends, she feels her blood boiling.

She loves the sensation of unleashing violence, power surging through her body, and that's it.

However, this state of affairs did not last long.

Pei Ye and other classmates began a month-long survival training in harsh environments under the guidance of instructors sent by the military department.

During this month, they had to face not only threats from the wild, but also assassinations by "enemies".

Something went wrong halfway, and there were really enemies who came in and killed the students.

Pei Ye was rescued by the instructor.

Of course, the instructor did not sacrifice heroically to entrust her with bloody plots such as "federal will".

Pei Ye just suddenly opened his mind.

Her ability is enough to protect herself from being hindered by survival, and she even has the strength to save the instructor who has held her back.

These hands can save more people.

If she becomes an instructor for a group of students in the future, she will definitely not need students to save herself.

After that, things are logical.

The battlefield is the place where people are sharpened the most and where they are most likely to lose.

Pei Ye also realized that her ability was not as strong as she imagined, and the things she could protect were limited, she needed more and faster growth, and she would no longer receive the death of such and such a classmate, and the comrade-in-arms who was laughing a few days ago was lying under the cold tombstone......

For more than 300 years of life, memories alone are a vast project.

Pei Ye yawned and looked at these scenes.

The scenes are mostly sensational, but there is also no lack of sadness, sadness, anger, and happiness......

She cupped her cheeks and said, "I have a good memory, although it is not as good as amnesia, but since I can remember, I have remembered almost everything." What's the use of replaying these memories for me, not as fast as I can recall them myself, don't you say?"

After all, there is a momentary card in the surrounding scenery.

Pei Ye said: "No matter what your purpose is, can you not let it go?"

Letting go of her black history also resonates with her more than playing these sensational memories.

Perhaps Pei Ye's words worked, and the surrounding scenery was once again reduced to black fog, and then gradually dispersed.

Pei Ye saw Gu Lu and Ji Cao.

"Is this an illusion?"

Ji Cao heard the movement and got up and came over.

"You've got it. ”

Pei Ye: "......"

What, is she slow to climb the tower?

It is indeed a little slow, Ji Cao was the first to come, Gu Lu was ten minutes late, and Pei Ye was the latest.

"This is the ninth floor?"

Ji Cao nodded, and Gu Qi also walked over.

"Are you in good spirits?"

Pei Ye said: "I'm fine." ”

Ji Cao said: "Don't be reluctant, the eighth and ninth layers are not very friendly. ”

Pei Ye: "???"

Isn't it friendly?

The three of them looked at each other.

Pei Ye couldn't help but ask what the hell was on the eighth and ninth floors, the first seven layers corresponded to seven deadly sins, and each layer made people see a crime, so what about the eighth and ninth layers? Pei Ye reviewed her memory, and she complained that the speed of playing memories was too slow.

Ji Cao said: "The eighth and ninth layers correspond to the 'self' and 'self' respectively. ”

The "id" represents the pursuit of instinct, impulse, and desire.

"Self" represents the confronting of "instincts, impulses, and desires" and the means of realizing them.

Pei Ye had an easy life, which meant that her impulse to demand these two aspects was very weak.