Chapter 211: Let go
Kang Yan paused, didn't speak again, and leaned quietly on Su Chenjing's chest. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
What happened today was so unexpected, she still felt like a dream, not to mention Su Chenjing, the protagonist in this incident.
Presumably, his heart must be uncomfortable at this moment.
The two of them snuggled quietly in the dark, and I don't know how long it took, Su Chenjing's low laughter suddenly came from overhead.
"What are you laughing at?" Kang Yan looked up at him suspiciously, but unfortunately she couldn't see Su Chenjing's expression clearly in the dark, and could only vaguely see a smile in his dark and shiny eyes.
Su Chenjing pressed her back to her chest again, put her hands together, and held Kang Yan's whole person in front of her chest, "I'm thinking that the reincarnation of fate is really wonderful, my previous life was the second prince of the previous dynasty, and I fought with my royal brother all my life, in this life I thought I was just going to be an ordinary businessman, I thought it would be okay like this, the two of us lived an ordinary life, without the intrigue and conspiracy of the previous life, I don't know how much happier than the previous life." ”
Speaking of this, Su Chenjing held Kang Yan's hand tightened, "Who knew that the girl I fancied had an extraordinary life experience, I thought about it, I still have to work hard, I want to climb up, in order to marry my beloved girl, but I didn't expect that my current identity is also a fake, the real identity turned out to be the second prince of the previous emperor, now, it is the same as the previous life, do you say this is fate?"
Kang Yan felt his hand around his arm tighten unconsciously, knowing that he was not at peace in his heart, but he didn't know how to comfort him, thought about it, and said, "Actually, it's not exactly the same as in the previous life." ”
"Yes, it's not as good as the previous life, in the previous life, I and my imperial brother were both princes, fighting for the throne, this time the royal brother I haven't met has ascended the throne, but he doesn't even intend to leave me a life, I fought for the throne in my previous life, and I'm afraid that I will have to fight for my life in this life." Su Chenjing laughed at herself.
Kang Yan shook her head, and then thought that it was so dark, Su Chenjing probably couldn't see her shaking her head.
She raised her arms, hugged Su Chenjing's waist, and said in a low voice: "I'm not talking about this, I'm talking about this life, with me with you." ”
Su Chenjing's body shook, stroked Kang Yan's green hand and paused, and then spoke after a while, her voice was a little hoarse, but there was a faint excitement, "Yan'er, do you know what you're talking about?" ”
Is what Kang Yeon said in his words what he thought?
He was not a fool, although he didn't know why the eldest princess Fuyun called Kang Yan to meet them at first, but after he heard everything, he guessed the intention of the eldest princess Fuyun.
The eldest princess of Fuyun didn't agree with the two of them in the first place, and now that she knew his background, it was even more impossible to agree.
Presumably she knew her life experience one step earlier, and she had already persuaded Kang Yan to give up, but Kang Yan did not nod in agreement, so the eldest princess Fuyun let Yan'er hear his life experience with her own ears, knowing what kind of situation she might face in the future if she insisted on being with him, and wanted to scare Yan'er away.
Even he himself hesitated.
If it was just him, it would be a big deal to fight to the death like in his previous life, but with Yan'er, he was afraid that she would be frightened with him, and even more afraid that she would be hurt by something.
Kang Yan's head pouted in front of Su Chenjing's chest, and she said in a low but firm voice: "I know what I'm talking about, Brother Su, I'll face this with you, isn't it?" ”
She admitted that she was also hesitant before, thinking about the things that Su Chenjing might have to face in the future, her heart felt very troubled.
But when I saw Su Chenjing just now, Su Chenjing took her into his arms, they were all gone.
All she saw in her eyes was the man holding her in front of her.
All she knew was that she didn't want him to face this alone.
Su Chenjing let go of her, grabbed her shoulders, and the two faced each other.
"Yan'er, do you know what kind of things I will face in the future, I may encounter assassination, frame-up, and more likely to die like in my previous life, and if you choose to be with me, you are destined to suffer a lot, even give your life, you know?" Su Chenjing said steadily.
It was precisely because he hesitated that he came to see Kang Yeon, and he wanted Kang Yeon to make this choice.
Kang Yan pulled Su Chenjing's hand down, intertwined his fingers, and clasped them tightly, "Brother Su, I know all this, and I have thought about it, it is precisely because of so many dangers that I have to face it with you, isn't it good to have me with you?" Or do you not want me to be with you? ”
The last sentence has a faint sense of grievance.
Su Chenjing held her hand instead, Kang Yan's hand was delicate and soft, because she had been fiddling with flowers and plants all year round, there was a thin layer of cocoons at her fingertips, and her big hand unconsciously rubbed the small hand in her hand, "Silly girl, how could I not want to, it's just that I'm more afraid that you will be hurt, so I let you choose." ”
After a pause, he sighed, "Yan'er, I don't want to force you, if you ........ I don't blame you either. ”
In his previous life, his eyes had been staring at the high dragon chair, and his mind was also thinking about these things, although there were many women around him, but he never cared about any woman.
Unexpectedly, in this life, he realized that he cared about a person, and when he liked someone, he would rather be wronged than make her unhappy.
This feeling of preferring to give up everything and only drowning in her was only experienced by Su Chenjing in Kang Yan.
Kang Yan lowered her head slightly, let him play with his hand, and suddenly said, "Do you want to let go of me?" Are you willing? ”
If you are willing, why do you hug yourself so tightly like you did just now? Why do you keep holding your hand?
Su Chenjing's hand paused, understanding what Kang Yan meant.
He gritted his teeth and let go of Kang Yan's hand, "I don't want to let go of you, but I don't want you to get hurt even more." ”
Kang Yeon's face changed, and he didn't stop his movements, "How can you be sure that I will definitely be injured?" Yes, the situation is not good, but don't we already have a countermeasure tonight? If you plan it right, you might be able to turn the tide, aren't you such a pessimistic person? Do you not believe in me, or do you not believe in your own abilities, and do you not have faith in being able to protect me? ”
Su Chenjing was dumbfounded.
"I thought there was a tacit understanding between us, when I was in trouble, you never gave up on me, but now you let me give up on you at this time, you look down on me too much, and you look down on yourself." Kang Yeon's tone of voice gradually became a little colder.
She thought that Su Chenjing's words just now were just a little hesitant, just like she was lying on the ** before.
When Su Chenjing let go of her hand, she realized that Su Chenjing was telling the truth, not confiding in her because of hesitation.
Su Chenjing sighed deeply, "Yan'er, you know that I didn't mean that. ”
Kang Yan sneered lowly, "Then you mean that I should let my grandmother choose a husband for me who has a good family background, good looks, and no messy troubles, marry him, give birth to children for him, take care of family affairs for him, love him, and raise .......eyebrows for him."
Su Chenjing roared lowly, "Enough, don't say it, you obviously know that I feel sorry for you........."
Kang Yan didn't pay attention to him, but continued to say, "No, or I should marry Du Yunche, after all, he was originally my husband in my previous life, and I ........ him Hmm, hmm, what do you do? ”
Before she finished speaking, Su Chenjing stretched out her big hand and hugged her into her arms again, accurately sealing the chattering mouth in the dark.
The warm lips puffed Kang Yan's small lips, and at first Su Chenjing just subconsciously wanted to stop Kang Yan from continuing to say those words that he didn't like to hear, but after touching her lips, he sighed deeply and couldn't help but deepen the kiss.
It turned out that he couldn't do it at all.
Although he gritted his teeth and let go of her hand just now, as soon as she said that she wanted to marry someone else, he had an urge to go crazy when he thought that his Yan'er was going to have children for other men and love each other.
Su Chenjing hugged the waist of the person in his arms tightly with one hand, and supported Kang Yan's head with the other hand, bringing her closer to him.
Kang Yan was startled when Su Chenjing's lips were sealed at first, and her little hand slapped his chest, "What are you doing?" ”
It's a pity that her lips were tightly sealed by Su Chenjing, and she couldn't speak clearly at all, so she had to pat his chest, "Let go of me." ”
"Shhhh Su Chenjing chuckled against the corner of her lips.
Kang Yan threw a roll of the eye at him, regardless of whether he could see it or not.
They had been talking here for so long, and now they remembered the maid who woke her up, why did they go earlier?
"It's Xinghua who is on duty tonight, and that girl can't wake up as long as she falls asleep." As soon as Kang Yeon finished speaking, she wanted to bite off her tongue.
What he said was as if he was inviting Su Chenjing.
She felt Su Chenjing's chest vibrating lowly.
"You, that, I didn't mean ......." she was a little embarrassed to explain.
Su Chenjing sealed her lips again, this time it was hotter and more passionate than the last kiss, with a sense of firmness and strength to attack the city and seize the land.
Forget it, Kang Yan closed her eyes slightly, and let him take what he wanted.
After a long time, Su Chenjing let go of her, but he still held her tightly in his arms, slowly calming his somewhat heavy breathing.
Kang Yeon leaned against his chest, the kiss was too long and so intense, and her gasping was a little short.
Su Chenjing's hand gently caressed her back, and a deep voice sounded in the darkness, "Yan'er, if you answer me, I will never let you go again, you can only be my woman." ”rs
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