Chapter 53: That's where my father's life belongs

Jiaozhou is not Guanzhong, there is no Wei River in Hepu, and there is no bridge on the Nanliu River to let people rely on other Baqiao. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info Feng Siji left, reluctant to look at him, turned around in a sentence, and then disappeared in front of Feng Junyan little by little on a horse. The grandmother and wife sent each other off, and the dust did not see the Xianyang Bridge. This expedition, compared with the previous southward journey, was much more melancholy and less ambitious.

Although their husbands may never return, they did not come to see them off for the last time. In today's expedition, Zhang Man did not come, and the same Song Hua did not appear. Virtuous people, they still want to wait for their husbands at home.

Feng Hourglass and Liu were still standing beside Feng Junyan, holding one of his hands. With their respective relatives, they disappeared from sight little by little, and the hand holding Feng Junyan became tight.

"Brother, when will Father come back?" Feng Hourglass finally felt that this expedition of his father might be different from any previous expedition. Boundless fear spread through her entire heart, and she felt as if she was really going to lose her doting father forever.

Feng Junyan lowered his head and looked at his sister dotingly, Feng Hourglass, who was holding his arm tightly, as Feng Siji's back became more and more blurred, the whole person was about to cry. Feng Siji's trip north this time was too abrupt, not only Feng Hourglass, but he also felt a little confused, and he was very worried in his heart. Yesterday, Feng Siji gathered the people of the whole clan to hand over the position of patriarch to him, and he knew that what he was afraid of had finally come. Feng Siji himself also knows that this time there will be more evil and less luck, so he hopes to arrange everything before he leaves, but this time will he really think that everything will be okay as Feng Siji thinks?

Feng Siji, who had been busy all day last night, called Feng Junyan to the front and gave him a pre-parting advice. instructed him to take care of his mother and sister, told him to take care of the big and small affairs in the clan, and told him who in the clan was worthy of trust, who needed to be guarded, and who could be wooed. In Feng Siji's words, he has arranged everything in the clan, and after he leaves, the position of the patriarch will be handed over to Feng Junyan, and the elders of the clan will help him manage the affairs of the clan, Feng Junyan just needs to take over the position of the patriarch step by step. Everything was so harmonious, and then they quarreled.

Although the patriarchal primogeniture system is very binding, who can guarantee that those people in the clan will listen to him after Feng Siji is gone. Almost all of the people taken away this time were from Feng Siji's side, and there were only a few people who stayed on Feng Junyan's side, and the most were the centrists, with the remaining three or two kittens, could they suppress so many oppositionists? Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and the small Feng family also has different voices, and no one can guarantee that when the patriarch who has always occupied the general trend is weak, those people will not listen to Feng Junyan's words. They may not have the intention of grabbing the patriarch's position, but the lord is strong and the minister is weak, or the young lord is strong, so they only need to use the banner of being good for the clan to put Feng Junyan in the air, and let Feng Junyan become a rubber stamp. How to look, how to feel hanging. After all, Feng Junyan is too young and does not have his own team, if Feng Siji can wait for a year and a half and then hand over the position to Feng Junyan, there will be no problem. But time is too tight, Feng Siji has already made a decision, Feng Junyan has not changed all this, Feng Siji believes in his prestige, although he doesn't know how big his prestige is after he leaves.

Feng Junyan could understand Feng Siji's distress, but he couldn't understand his approach. The result that Feng Siji must go north now has nothing to do with Feng Junyan. But in Feng Junyan's opinion, Feng Siji and Liu Nianqi's approach is obviously not just because of himself. What's more, the two of them were originally going to do this, and even those who walked with them all had the idea of going north, so they took advantage of this opportunity to simply stop doing it. In general, they are completely crazy, and along with them are the young people of the whole Hepu.

As an alternative person, Feng Junyan always had a hard time understanding the practices of this group of pedantic Jin people.

They are strong, they are brave, they are loving, and they are cruel. They can risk their lives to support their brothers, wives and children for a promise that they can say at will; The so-called Ji Bu Yinuo is worth a thousand gold. They can be born and die for a bowl of rice given by others; The so-called grace of dripping water is reciprocated by springs. They can even abandon their families and children for the sake of an illusory ancestral wish, and embark on a journey without hesitation. Because the revenge of a hundred generations can be avenged, they also shouted the love of the old and the old, the young and the young and the young to kill the enemy's wife. In short, they are so conflicted, so proud, so angry.

Feng Junyan is proud, because he has a 5,000-year-old Huazhang on him, because he knows that no matter how many thousand years it takes, the Yan and Huang characters will stand in the east of this world. But he is also inferior and cowardly. He remembered the heroic style of the Han and Tang Dynasties, but he couldn't forget the weak Song and Qing Dynasty. She used to be high, but she was beaten into the dust, and she stood up again, no one can ignore it, but she will not reign in the world again. He had no way to understand Feng Siji's feelings, although his ancestors were all living in a foreign land, displaced, and migrating thousands of miles, but it was only their ancestors themselves. They have already attained a degree, they are at peace with what they encounter, and they have been able to make the world their home. As long as it is China, it is a country; As long as it is the earth, it is all a system, if the heart is there, the dream is there, why do you need to die what Qi Chuyan Zhao Han is. Feng Junyan: Are these people wrong? That's right. So Feng Siji, are these people wrong? Feng Junyan didn't know.

Feng Junyan ignored Zhang Man, who was taking care of his sister outside the hospital, and asked Feng Siji loudly: Why did you abandon your family and children, why did you want to return to that place so longingly? Isn't that the place it once used to be?

The Weiyang Palace on the Dragon Head Plain is nothing but a ruined wall. Xianyang has turned into ashes, Chang'an has also been dilapidated, the land of heat and yellow, and now it is full of Hulu clothes, where there is nothing to worry about.

Feng Siji said that Feng Junyan is still young and doesn't understand this, and when he grows up, he will know that there are some things and things that cannot be forgotten, but unfortunately Feng Junyan does not agree with his statement. To go north to King Qin and resist Hu Lu, Feng Junyan agreed. The rise and fall of the world, the husband is responsible, some things always have to be done, some things can not be forgotten, some places are to be taken back, the restoration of the Han homeland, we are duty-bound. But Feng Junyan couldn't agree with Feng Siji to take so many clansmen to the north, last time, more than a dozen clansmen had disappeared in front of him, and he couldn't tolerate this kind of thing happening in front of him again.

If it is really for the country and the people, there is no heartache if they die, but it is obvious that Feng Siji and these people are not all of these, they may really be trying to recover their homeland, but it is obvious that they are just a group of victims waiting to be sacrificed.

In Feng Junyan's opinion, Feng Siji and they just wanted to take this opportunity to go to the north and go back to the legendary place. At least Feng Siji should know in his heart that recovering his homeland or something is just a slogan now. But for the sake of a slogan, they still stupidly sacrificed themselves. Is it really for the sake of a so-called ancestral wish? Feng Junyan didn't know.

Now the imperial court is not able to go north at all, even King Qin is for personal gain, knowing that it is a trap, why bother to take so many clansmen to kill himself. As Sun Shen said, the matter of Jiaozhou is actually the matter of Hepu County. In the same way, the affairs of this world are not the affairs of the Feng and Liu clans, and they have already killed enough people.

The Han Dynasty already has nationalism, but it is clear that many people do not have the concept of having a country first and then a home. Since the Great Qin and Han Dynasty, many people in the world have long forgotten Confucius's words of Micro Tube Zhong and I Wear Zuo Zhi. In the eyes of these people, the king's rebellion has become an excuse to eradicate dissidents. They regard Hu Lu as a barbarian, but they do not think it is a shame to work for a barbarian, as long as their family can be preserved, Shi Yi Di can be happy. Perhaps these people have made an indelible contribution to the sinicization of the last Hu people, but what is the final price? Shenzhou Lu Shen, Yanhuang Miao descendants do not exist in a hundred, and the two-legged sheep have become a thousand years of shame.

Some people in the court blindly tolerate, although the Han people still account for the majority in the land of Yanhuang, but those people have long disregarded themselves as Yanhuang Miao descendants, but instead created another clan by themselves, and regarded the brothers of the year as heretics. Yes, turning Hu into Xia is the work of education, but unfortunately now the local Xia is a lowly clan, Hu is a noble, and the ancestral land of Yan and Huang is occupied by the hated Han and Huhua Han people, and it is no longer a Chinese cloth. However, these are caused by the connivance of the sergeant doctor of the DPRK, and it is really ridiculous that the Chinese millennium dress is not hostile to the mother as a beast. Meat eaters despise, how the people die; The local Han people have no complaints, so why should we spare this life. Feng Siji: Are these people really so great? Even if these people really sacrifice their lives and forget to die, is it worth it for these people?

The front is tight, the rear is tight, this kind of thing, there was a time in the last life, there was a government that did this, forcing the most loyal warriors of their country to rebel, most of the big people did not feel unacceptable to surrender Yidi, only the poorest mud legs were desperately guarding the last dignity. Luckily, the Mudlegs had a great leader who won in the end, although later the leader only lived in the hearts of the people. Although the Great Jin Dynasty crossed to the south, although it was full of dangers and was crumbling, it had not yet reached the point of destroying the country and extinction, so Feng Junyan was particularly dissatisfied with Feng Siji's behavior of bringing everyone in the clan to death.

Feng Siji was not angry at his son's incomprehension.

"This time, the barbarian general ordered my father to go north, and the military positions below the hundred chiefs were all held by my father, and this time the clansmen in the clan entered the army, although the military rank was low, it was already a qualification for promotion, and you can know the gap here." Feng Siji carefully explained to his son.

Of course I know how big the gap is between the officials and the common people. The cruel reality of the first-class foreigners and second-class officials thousands of years later has already told Feng Junyan what it means for the people not to fight with the officials. But that didn't convince him to accept Feng Siji's explanation.

"Although the child is young, he also knows that death is empty, even if he thinks that he is a general, what is the use of his death."

When a person dies, no matter how much money or big officials are, what's the use, do you still think that you can let future generations shine? Feng Junyan didn't believe that Feng Siji was for this reason, if it was just to be an official, with his merits and his relationship with Deng Wen, it would not be easy to ask for a military body from Deng Yi. Feng Siji has always been white, and it can be seen that he doesn't care too much about the official body. Feng Junyan didn't know that Feng Siji stayed away from officialdom because of his grandfather's will.

Feng Siji looked at his son with an unbelieving face, and knew that he couldn't deceive him, so he could only smile and change his tone.

"From Pangu to the opening of the heavens, to the transformation of all things, to the founder of Nuwa's creation of people, the three emperors and five emperors, from Yanhuang to Tang Rao Yu Shun, Xia Yu, Shang Tang, Zhou Li, Spring and Autumn Period, Warring States, from the Great Qin to the Han Dynasty, until the Great Jin Dynasty, there are too many stories, too many pasts, these things are waiting for us to inherit. Father went here, not only for the king, but also to taste the long-cherished wish in his heart to take a look at the former Central Plains. As for bringing the clansmen, this is not a private decision of the father, whether you believe it or not, the father has to say that the matter of going north is the willingness of the clansmen, and this is also their own wish. ”

"But for what? Just to go back and see the ruins. Feng Junyan couldn't understand it at all.

"Because that's where my parents lived." Feng Siji looked at his son with an affectionate expression.

The events of last night are still vivid. The words that I had told me were still lingering in my ears. If my father is not at home, this family can only be guarded by myself.

"Rest assured, Father will be back soon. Although Father is not at home, Mother, Grandma and Brother are still there, if anyone dares to bully you, Brother will definitely make him pay. Feng Siji looked into the distance where no one was gone, and solemnly made a promise.

"Don't be afraid of the hourglass, my sister will accompany you." On the other side of Feng Junyan, Liu Yi, who had been beaten by Feng Hourglass for several months, held Feng Junyan's hand, and also turned around and comforted him in a low voice.

Liu Nianqi's departure made Liu still very sad and worried, today she was the only one in their family who came to see Liu Nianqi off, as the eldest daughter, she was obviously much stronger than Feng Hourglass, who had been spoiled by Feng Junyan.

"Yes, there is still Sister Still, when Father and Uncle come back, Brother and Sister Still can get married." Feng Hourglass listened to Liu Yiran's words, and his mood became better, and he embarrassed Feng Junyan and Liu Yi with one sentence.

Liu Yiyi, whose face was flushed, cautiously glanced back, and the future Langjun, who had just been mentioned by Liu Nianqi'er, saw that Feng Junyan was also blushed by Feng Hourglass's words, and he was a little shy in his heart.

"Okay, hourglass, your sister Liu still has to go home to take care of Aunt Song, and if you talk nonsense, you will let yourself go back." Feng Junyan remembered that Liu Nianqi solemnly asked his promise to take care of Liu Yi when he left, and he felt a little strange in his heart. Not only their own family, but even the little daughter-in-law's family, the responsibility in the future will be placed on themselves, and the two guys really look up to themselves. However, after feeling the weak and boneless little hand that Liu was still holding in the palm of his hand, Feng Junyan was simply responsible for this kind of responsibility.

"Brother Bing, where's our car? Pulling the car out, we went back. Feng Junyan turned his head and instructed Feng Bing, who had been waiting behind him. There were more than two dozen people from both tribes who came to see them off, but the two girls came by cart, but in ox carts. Now that the people have dispersed, it is time to go home.

Soon Feng Bing pulled the ox cart out, and Liu Yi, who had been held by Feng Junyan's little hand, also felt shy. After being helped by Feng Junyan to get into the car, Liu Yi, who was blushing, pulled his hand out of Feng Junyan's hand forcefully, and looked at Feng Junyan, who was reluctant to give up, and lowered his head with a blush. Feng Junyan let go of his little daughter-in-law's hand, and then put it on his nose and smelled it, this thunderous scene directly made the two clans who had been guarding the ox cart for two hundred years give the thunder to the thunder, everyone knows that Liu Xiaoniang is your person, you don't need to do this kind of thing in public. It's really a river going down, and people's hearts are not ancient.