Chapter 67: Heartbreak Moments
Ever since Peng Yue left the palace gate, he had an ominous premonition in his heart, and he couldn't say what the reason was, but he felt a faint pain in his heart. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 Before I arrived at the house, I heard a subordinate in the distance shouting anxiously: "Master, Madame has a difficult birth..."
"What?" Peng Yue was shocked when he heard this, and hurriedly entered the courtyard, his footsteps below were panicked, and he almost tripped several times, the weather was not too cold at this time, but he felt a little chilly in his body.
As he hurried along this journey, countless thoughts flashed through his mind... He remembered the little girl he had seen with tears on her face and a smile in her eyes when he first opened his eyes. The determined little girl who pulled herself and cried that she must stay with her. The little girl who took a cold shower all night and got hot all over her body, just to be with herself. The little girl who blushes when she's angry or ashamed. The beautiful woman with a happy face sitting in the room. The virtuous wife who tuck the quilt for herself with a big belly full of love every night...
Peng Yue stumbled into the house, panting and lying on the door frame, looking at Qiu Qingge who was wiping his tears, looking at the sad faces of the room, they were all looking at themselves, Peng Yue felt that they were gradually becoming blurred...
"Ling'er is fine... Wasn't she lying quietly in bed? She's tired, she's resting... And the child lying next to her, look how cute he looks, how much like his mother..."Peng Yue muttered to himself, laughing deceivingly, but the tears couldn't stop flowing, flowing into his mouth, flowing into his heart...
Peng Yue threw himself on the bed in grief and held Ziling's already cold little hand: "Ling'er, wake up... Don't lie to me... Don't you know? Brother Yun is very timid..."Peng Yue couldn't hold back any longer, and fell on Ziling and cried, crying heartbreakingly: "Ziling, wake up... Don't lie to me, okay? I beg you... Please..."
Peng Yue tightly wrapped around Ziling on the couch, he kissed Ziling's lips, kissed Ziling's face that was usually red but white like wax at the moment, and kissed his little hands that were full of sweat and still sticking to some bloodshot at the moment...
"Are you kidding Brother Yun? I know, you want to hear Brother Yun sing to you, right? Brother Yun will sing it to you now...
My brother is a talented man
Brother cart, cart miller,
Send my brother to school.
My brother studied for three years,
A test is a talented man.
Worship father first, then worship mother,
Say goodbye to my wife's room.
Gold hit the key to open the silver chest,
There was light in my wife's room
Peng Yue choked for a while, his voice trembled and he couldn't sing anymore, he turned his head to see the child on the bed who had never breathed since birth, he touched his little face, the skin was so slippery and fine, although there was still some blood on it, he put the child's little hand on his face, and then on Ziling's face, "Sister Ling'er, our child is calling you, do you hear?" Can you hear me..."
Her body was still cold. "It doesn't matter... It was hot last time, isn't it cured too? Right... Right... That's the case, this time it's ice, and it can be cured..."Peng Yue's consciousness was also a little unclear, "Hurry up and call the doctor!" Call the doctor! ”
He felt that the people around him looked at him in amazement, some people turned their backs to hide their faces, some people even came to pull themselves, they wanted to separate themselves from Ziling, they were all bad people, they wrenched their fingers, I won't let go, I won't let you snatch Ziling, he grabbed Ziling with all his strength, but they still pulled their fingers, one finger, two fingers... They are all bad people, they don't go to the doctor, but want to snatch Ziling away. Peng Yue felt that he was about to run out of strength, he felt a little dizzy, his eyes were dark, and he was unconscious...
"Ahh The old man fainted..."
A copper basin tumbled to the ground, and bright red blood was sprinkled on the ground...
"Ryoshi... Sister Ling'er..."Peng Yue was lying on the bed, with a wet towel on his forehead, and kept talking nonsense.
Qiu Qingge sat on the side with a distressed face, constantly wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, her eyes were a little evasive, she struggled in her heart, and her trembling hand finally held Peng Yue's big hand that was still stained with some blood, but what she felt in her heart at this moment was not happiness, but pity, heartache...
At this moment, Hongwei, who was standing far away at the door, was swinging her legs, she was about to lose her legs, tears spread wantonly on her face, there was unbearability, remorse, and even more fear... The scene just now unconsciously replayed in her mind over and over again...
She was frying medicine to stop bleeding in the pharmacy, but her eyes were staring at another packet of medicine on the table—it was a packet of bloodletting.
She thought about all the grievances she had suffered these days: Ziling often lost her temper with herself, and even sometimes it was just some small things that could not be small, and she had to be blamed, and the most unbearable thing was that when Ziling's waiting girl returned to her hometown with something, she humbly coped with it to help her wash her feet, and she actually agreed! You must know that she is no longer the little girl who just entered the mansion at this time, she is the housekeeper of the Peng Mansion, but she actually wants to help her wash her feet...
They are no longer the good sisters who talked about everything before, everything has changed, Ziling will no longer say anything to herself, all her words are confided in the man in the room, even to the child in the belly who has not yet been born, but she will not say it to herself anyway. She also slowly changed her title to Ziling from "Sister Ling'er" to "Mrs.", she still remembered the first time she called Ziling "Mrs.", so jerky, so awkward, but Ziling accepted it with a smile, she didn't even have a trace of refusal!
Yes, she is a lady, but without me, can she be a lady?
Yes, and her selfishness, as a dowry girl, she also has the opportunity to be favored by Peng Yue, the old man who was in a high position at a young age, Hongwei blushed a little when she thought of this, and she dreamed of him when she dreamed... But Ziling was pregnant, and she didn't let Peng Yue come to her room, so she only let herself stay alone. Every night, I was looking forward to it, hoping that the person would push the door in, but he didn't! From the first day of Ziling's pregnancy until last night, Peng Yue stayed in Ziling's room, and he fell asleep in a long wait every night...
Thinking of this, Hongwei stood up abruptly and poured all the packets of medicine on the table into the medicine furnace...
But her hands trembled unconsciously. She remembered that before she came to Peng Yue's mansion, she had been beaten and scolded countless times in another family, and she often hid in the firewood room at night, stroking the scars on her body and crying...
Yes, it was on that day that she clearly remembered that on that day, the hostess of the house was beating herself again, she actually beat herself with a rattan stick, and hit her body one at a time, it hurts... She couldn't hold back any longer, she ran out and ran out into the street, and the people behind her were scolding and chasing her, and she was so scared!
She saw the man from afar, she was dressed in an embroidered robe, graceful and luxurious, but she looked at herself with pity, her eyes full of kindness. I was so scared, I don't know why, I actually threw myself into that person's arms. If you dig into it, you will regret it, she is so dirty, will she be angry, will she also scold herself? But for some reason, I just hugged her tightly and cried bitterly. The man stopped the person who was chasing her, and she said that she wanted to buy herself, and she bought herself for ten taels of silver. For the first time, I knew that I was so expensive, and it was worth ten taels of silver...
She led herself into the luxurious courtyard, she changed herself into clean clothes, she also medicated the wounds on her body, lamented as she went, she comforted herself...
I timidly called her "Madam", and she smiled and said that it would be nice to call her "Sister Ling'er"...
Hongwei's nose was sore, tears flowed down, she added a new medicine stove, and she began to boil the remaining hemostatic medicine again.
But she remembered the countless nights of struggle, those cold eyes that she was not used to...
She's still struggling inside... She filled a bowl of medicine from the two potters, and she brought it into the room with a shudder. When she saw that scene, she panicked, and she became in pain, and in her panic she forgot which bowl of medicine contained bloodletting. She only remembered that Qiu Qingge came over with an angry face, she asked herself which bowl to drink, oh my God, she really forgot which bowl it was... She took away a bowl... And then...
Hongwei was a little dizzy, and she collapsed on the ground a little unsupportively...
"Sister Ling'er!" Peng Yue seemed to have woken up from a nightmare, he was sweating profusely and panting loudly.
"Brother Peng..."Qiu Qingge held Peng Yue's hand tighter.
"Qingge..."Peng Yue frowned.
"Where's Sister Ling'er?" Peng Yue withdrew his hand from Qiu Qing's singer.
"Ling'er... Ling'er, she..."Qiu Qingge began to sobble again.
"No... No... You're all wrong..."Peng Yue smiled, "I remember, I saw it, when I came in, she was still looking at me... She... There were tears in the corners of her eyes..."Tears flowed down Peng Yue's cheeks and into his grinning mouth.
Peng Yue's consciousness was already awake at this time, he was indeed not talking nonsense, when he came in, Ziling was indeed still staring at something with her eyes open, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, she couldn't see her favorite brother Yun before she died, she didn't blink an eye! But why isn't Peng Yue like this?
Qiu Qingge turned around and wiped his tears: "Hongwei, hurry up and go to the pharmacy to bring the medicine to the master..."
But for some reason, Hongwei collapsed on the ground. Seeing this, Qiu Qingge had no choice but to get up and go to serve the medicine himself.
"Wei'er..."Peng Yue waved his hand at Hongwei at the door, motioning for her to come over.
"Master—" Hongwei crawled over from the doorway.
"Ling'er... Ling'er, how could ..."Peng Yue turned his head, trying not to let Hongwei see the tears on his face.
"Husband... Madam... Big... Bleeding..."Hongwei was so frightened that she almost fainted.
"Heavy bleeding? Isn't there medicine at home to stop bleeding? Peng Yue asked in a choked voice.
"Drink... Drunk... Green... Qingge girl... Personally Serving... Madam... Drink..."Hongwei cried in fear, her face had fallen to the ground, he was afraid that Peng Yue would see something from his expression.
"Qingge?" Peng Yue's consciousness was completely awake at this time, "Why is she in the house?" ”
Hongwei lay on the ground, and she didn't dare to come out.
Peng Yue's mind suddenly became chaotic at this time: How could Qingge be in the mansion, how could it be so coincidental, she happened to come to the mansion when Ziling was about to give birth? Qiu Qingge hadn't been to Peng's Mansion for a long time, and she hadn't come back since the last time she had a conflict. Yes, last time there was a conflict, why did she get better so quickly? Mo not...
Peng Yue didn't dare to think about it anymore, he had a splitting headache at the moment.
"Brother Peng, come, drink the medicine first." Qiu Qingge's eyes were red, and he didn't know if he had boiled the medicine just now, or if he had been crying in the pharmacy just now, and even the posture he walked over was a little unnatural.
"No..." Peng Yue reached out and knocked the medicine bowl on the ground.
"Brother Peng, don't be sad, the Si people have passed away... You also have to pay attention to your own body..."Qiu Qingge only thought that Peng Yue was still sad about Ziling's death.
"You don't... Hypocritical..."Peng Yue heard Qiu Qingge mention Ziling's death again, and his heart was both angry and sad.
"What? Am I faking? Sister Ling'er is gone, and my heart is also sad and sad..."Qiu Qingge's tears flowed out again.
"Are you sad? Then tell me, why are you here today? The suspicion in Peng Yue's heart was even heavier at the moment, his blood was surging at the moment, and the anger in his eyes seemed to be burning.
Seeing Peng Yue staring at him angrily like this, Qiu Qingge couldn't help but be a little scared. But more than that, he was sad and even angry: Peng Yue actually suspected himself! But she couldn't tell why she was here today. Could it be that in the dark, is it the will of heaven?
Qiu Qingge was already trembling all over his body at this time, and he was so angry that he couldn't say a word. She felt like her heart was freezing tightly like ice, and then little by little, it was shattering. She pointed at Peng Yue with her fingers, her fingertips trembling, "You... You're a jerk! ”
"I..." Peng Yue didn't expect Qiu Qingge to be so angry, in fact, he didn't really doubt Qiu Qingge in his heart, and he didn't believe that Qiu Qingge would do such a thing, but why did he just be... Peng Yue only felt that his mind was so messy now, he only felt that his heart was so messy, Ling'er was lying motionless on the couch but his eyes were still open The big scene went back to the room in his head over and over again, Peng Yue shook his head, and finally simply turned his head over, he just wanted to let go of everything at this time, he just wanted to take a good rest...
Qiu Qingge saw Peng Yue like this, just because he didn't believe in himself yet, he was still doubting himself, especially the action when Peng Yue turned his head, what's wrong with him, does he never want to see himself again? If I hadn't seen you more, would I have come here?
Qiu Qingge's facial expression was already a little distorted at this time, she turned around and ran out of Peng Yue's mansion crying bitterly: "I'm going to get married now, I'll go back to the northwest right now!" I don't want to stay in this place again, this place has nothing to offer me but sadness! ”