Chapter 91 [Boudoir Night Talk]

On this night, the moonlight was sultry, the sky was full of stars, and the backyard of the north and south wine shops was quiet. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Although the day is slowly getting a little hot, after nightfall, it is still a little cool.

At this time, everyone seemed to have turned off the lights and fell asleep, only Chen Ruolan's room still had a light like a bean.

A small window facing east was still open, and the faint moonlight poured in from the window, and the ground was clear.

From time to time, a breeze blows in, blowing the candle flame, the lamp and shadow flicker, and the figure of the woman at the desk is clearly reflected on the window paper.

Naturally, it was Chen Ruolan, it was late at night, but she was still busy.

For her, it was just an ordinary night, and this kind of busyness was already a norm.

The relationship between the two sisters has always been very good, and the rooms are next to each other, and next door is Tang'er's boudoir.

A few of the other maiden ladies also lived in this courtyard, but they were not next to them.

At this time, in the next room, Tang'er was lying on the bed alone, her heart fluctuating, and it was difficult to sleep.

Today, my sister took the piece of land behind the shop, and the whole shop was very happy, and in front of people, she also cheered up and laughed, but at this time, in the dead of night, she took off her mask and was sentimental alone.

Soon after, someone came over and knocked on the door gently, Tang'er asked, and seeing that it was her sister's voice, she got up and opened the door by the faint moonlight.

"Sister, why haven't you slept yet?" She asked, then went back to bed.

Chen Ruolan closed the door, took off the long clothes draped on her body, got into her quilt at once, and hugged her affectionately from behind.

"Tang'er, my sister misses the feeling of sleeping with you. Tonight. Is it okay for my sister to sleep with you? ”

She exuded the familiar scent of Tang'er. Tang'er turned her back to her and didn't speak, just hummed softly, letting the faint aroma sink into her nose.

She also misses the taste a little.

Speaking of which, it's been a long time since the two sisters have slept together like this.

They grew up together, they were not only sisters, but also the most intimate best friends, countless nights as quiet as this moment, they whispered words that only sisters can say. It seems to have become a secret pleasure between them.

But at this moment, Tang'er's mood was a little low, and she suddenly had a strange feeling for her sister.

Chen Ruolan is thoughtful, and she loves this sister the most, and when she was having dinner, she was keenly aware of her sullenness, if it weren't for her busy affairs, she was afraid that she would have asked questions a long time ago.

I just finished reading the last ledger when I heard a sound here. So I decided to come over and have a look and enlighten Tang'er.

“…… Tang'er. Tell my sister, what's wrong with you today? By this point on weekdays, you'll already be asleep. ”

No response.

“…… My sister finally got her wish today and got the land, and in the next step, we can expand the scale of the inn immediately, aren't you happy for your sister? ”

Still no response.

“…… Silly girl, why don't you speak...... I see, is it a monthly letter? Chen Ruolan guessed, but her right hand wandered under her.

When this girl used to come to the monthly letter, she was often so depressed, and every time Chen Ruolan enlightened her.

Tang'er finally grabbed her hand and said, "Sister, no, I'm ...... It's just a bad mood. ”

She finally turned around and looked at Chen Ruolan with a somewhat complicated expression by the moonlight.

"What's wrong? Let my sister think about it, ...... today" Chen Ruolan went through the events of today in her mind, as if she had finally found the reason, "Sister knows, is it the two dogs today...... Things that make you feel ...... Weird? ”

Speaking of the two dogs, Tang'er was suddenly a little embarrassed, but she pouted and replied, "It's not ...... Sister, I've grown up, and I didn't understand what they were doing before, but now ...... Got it. However, it's not a big deal, just take a look, and it won't be anything, at most, like you said, it's just a long needle's eye. ”

She just opened her mouth, Chen Ruolan felt that her efforts were finally not in vain, and the rude sister slowly came back, I was afraid that she would not speak and hold everything in her heart.

But at this time, she was a little surprised: "...... Auntie has taught you these things before? ”

Tang'er sneered and said, "Auntie won't talk nonsense about dogs, if you want to say it, you will also say it...... ...... between men and women"

Chen Ruolan's face flushed slightly, and said: "That's right, but everything in the world, the way of yin and yang, is probably always close to each other...... Tang'er, you have really grown up, and you will always tell your sister what is in your heart before...... My sister has too many things to take care of now, don't you think...... Sister alienated you? ”

"Nope."

"Tang'er, don't think so, this is not my sister's intention, my sister is really too busy these days, and there are too many things to deal with......"

Tang'er saw that she had misunderstood, and hurriedly said, "No, sister, where do you want to go?" I'm just in a bad mood. ”

"If you're in a bad mood, there's always a reason, if you don't say it, sister...... So he went back to his room and slept. ”

Tang'er was stunned for a while, and the appearance of the bad guy seemed to appear in front of her, and after a long time, she gently bit her lip and said, "Sister, I think, he, he...... He likes his sister. ”

She spoke very quietly, as if it had taken a lot of courage to finally tell what was hidden in her heart.

These words have no head or brain, neither antecedent nor consequence, and they don't even know who they are talking about, but Chen Ruolan is clear-minded, just slightly stunned, and immediately understood.

"Tang'er, tell my sister, do you like Li Gongzi?"

She asked this question in her mouth, but she already had the answer in her heart.

It seems that she didn't guess wrong, this girl really likes Li Gongzi.

"Sister, what is like?" The girl asked blankly, blinking.

Chen Ruolan was speechless for a while, and then said for a long time: "My sister doesn't know, my sister used to ...... I haven't liked anyone else either. ”

As she spoke, she suddenly rolled over and lay flat on her back on the bed, looking at the dark beams above. Fell into a long silence.

In the moonlight. The girl thought for a long time. Only then did he say softly: "...... When you can't see him, you always feel empty in your heart, as if you have lost your soul; When you encounter difficulties, you are always the first to think of him, hoping that he can be by your side, help you give advice, and accompany you through it; When you know he's in danger, you just want to help him. You can even ignore your own safety; And when he is successful and recognized by others, you are full of joy for him, but you dare not tell him, dare not let him know, and you are also cheering for him......"

She glanced sideways at her sister beside her, and said softly, "Tang'er, perhaps, this is what it feels like to like someone, right?" ”

Her words seemed to be for Tang'er. It's like talking to yourself.

Tang'er was stunned when she heard it, her sister is really amazing. The hazy feeling and ethereal state of mind that she can't even explain herself, my sister can actually explain it in one word, and describe it so appropriately, it's like seeing her heart!

But she quickly figured out why her sister knew this feeling so well.

She thought for a long time, and finally asked, "...... Sister, you like that kid too, right? ”

In the night, Chen Ruolan fell silent again.

If the feeling she just said was liking, it was.

Tang'er suddenly moved over, snuggled deep into her arms, held her soft and fragrant body with both hands, and said stupid words in her mouth: "Sister, I can see that kid likes you." If you like him too, marry him tomorrow and let him be my brother-in-law, okay? That way, I can see him every day......"

Chen Ruolan was amused by her childish silly words, but after laughing, she sighed softly.

"Tang'er, you know, my sister has already made a heavy oath, Chen Guo will not die for a day, and the enemy will not be eliminated for a day, sister...... Never marry ......"

Tang'er was a little anxious: "Sister, if Chen Guo doesn't die for twenty years and doesn't die for thirty years, will my sister really not marry for thirty years?" ”

Under the moonlight, Chen Ruolan's face was as calm as water, and she sighed: "If Chen Guo will not die for the rest of my life, then my sister will ...... Let's be lonely for the rest of my life...... Tang'er, my sister has made up her mind, so I ...... with Gongzi Li It's impossible, you know? ”

The girl in her arms suddenly became excited: "Sister, that's Chen Guo, it's a big country across the river from the Great Sui, you and I are women, powerless, but we want to let it be destroyed in one day, isn't this a fool's dream?" ”

Chen Ruolan did not answer.

This is indeed a fool's dream.

However, this is her fate.

Moreover, this ridiculous dream has now seen a glimmer of light.

"Tang'er, my sister used to find this matter extremely difficult, but since I met Li Gongzi, my opinion ...... It's changed again. ”

Tang'er was a little surprised, and didn't understand why this matter was involved with Li Qingshan again, so she asked in surprise: "What does this have to do with him?" ”

Chen Ruolan stroked the long black hair on her head, and did not answer her question, but said: "Tang'er, the Great Sui has all the land in the north of the river, and the national strength is getting stronger day by day. Today's Sui lord is not a person who is greedy for pleasure, he works hard, and Jiangbei is thriving both in terms of people's power and national strength. ”

“…… On the other hand, in the south of the Yangtze River, the Chen family is deaf, the villain is on the side, the eunuch is erecting power, the evil loyalty is like hatred, the people are regarded as grass mustard, and the gods are angry and the people are resentful. Comparing the two, don't you think it's only a matter of time before the Great Sui destroys Nan Chen? ”

"Sister, having said that, this is just wishful thinking on the part of you and me, the general trend of the world, how can it be so easy to do what you and I want?"

Chen Ruolan is extremely confident: "...... The north and the south have been divided for a long time, and my sister has looked at the history books, after the chaos, there must be a great rule, and the great rule must be based on the unification of the world. Now that the Sui lord is ambitious, there is hope for the fall of the Chen state. Although you and I are just women, we can also contribute a small amount to it. I've thought about this before, but I didn't know how to do it. But since she met Li Gongzi, her sister suddenly ...... There was a feeling of enlightenment. ”

"Why did my sister say that? What does this have to do with him? ”

"Of course it does. Think about it, since Yang Jian has this ambition, why didn't he cross the river to the south for a long time? ”

Tang'er is just an ignorant girl, where can she figure out the reason for this, Chen Ruolan smiled: "Tang'er, you imagine that two people of the same height and size want to fight." Who can win? ”

Tang'er thought for a moment. Then he replied: "Naturally, who has the most strength." Whoever wins will win. ”

"That's right. Yang Jian has a forbearant temperament, but he has a rough plan, and he has been dormant for more than ten years, and only then did he know that the country was called the emperor. As long as he is in charge of this empire, sooner or later the Great Sui will have to go south. Only now, the giant is gathering strength, before it is finished. It's just going to lie dormant for a while, you know? ”

"And what can we do?"

"There's a lot we can do, licking bricks, ladybugs, aren't these all helping this giant to build up energy? What do you think is the picture of this aphid plague, my sister is working so hard to promote the ladybug method? ”

Tang'er asked puzzledly, "Isn't my sister doing good?" Hasn't our father been teaching us not to be good and small? Moreover, this is the great good! ”

Chen Ruolan smiled sadly: "Although my sister has a good heart. But the greater motivation that keeps me busy late into the night is selfish. But it is hatred in the heart! ”

She saw Tang'er looking up at her in confusion, and said: "If this aphid plague is not extinguished in time, I am afraid that the day when the Sui army crosses the river and goes south, it will be delayed for at least two years, understand?" However, Li Gongzi's ladybug method made the two years that had been delayed disappear, and he ...... It's like Heaven has mercy on you and me, and has sent someone to save you and me. ”

Tang'er has always admired her, but when she heard her say these remarks at this time, she felt distressed.

"Sister, you don't need to carry this, these hatreds are too heavy for you! One day, you'll be crushed by these things! ”

Chen Ruolan sighed and said: "We won't discuss this matter, there are days for rise and fall, and my sister is just doing her best." As for Li Gongzi, at least for now, it is impossible for me to be with him, so don't think too much about it......"

Hearing this, Tang'er was a little happy, but also a little disappointed, and her heart was a little complicated.

If that kid doesn't like her, he will marry and have children after all, and she would rather the person he marries is a sister than someone else.

"But sister, in this case, he will marry another woman in the future, so I will ...... in the future I won't see him anymore. And, I can feel it, he likes you! ”

Chen Ruolan's heart trembled slightly, and a trace of sweetness swelled up.

She can faintly feel the tenderness hidden in the young man's eyes, but she deliberately dodges and evades, because she keeps telling herself that the revenge has not been avenged, the strong enemy has not been eliminated, and she must not be bound by the private feelings of her children.

Tang'er suddenly said again: "Sister, I am now also looking forward to Nan Chen's early death." ”

"Why?"

"In that case, my sister will be able to be with him, and if he becomes my brother-in-law, then I will at least be able to see him every day......"

This stupid girl, really naïve, how could she have such a peculiar idea?

Chen Ruolan couldn't help but sigh: "Tang'er, my sister doesn't know if you really like him, but you're still young, so don't think about it anymore, in a year or two, when you grow to your sister's age, let's talk about it......"

Tang'er blushed and said unconvinced: "Sister, I'm not young anymore, I'm ...... I'm seventeen. ”

"Really...... Isn't it small? ”

Chen Ruolan suddenly chuckled, and her hands began to move, "...... Okay, let my sister check, has your little girl really grown up? ”

She said as she fumbled with her hands on Tang'er's body for a while.

Their sisters are close, and such games are often played, if it is a weekday, Tang'er is only afraid that she will fight back immediately, but at this time, she has no intention of dodging and resisting, and seems to be very willing to accept her sister's test.

Although Chen Ruolan is a strong woman on weekdays, at this time, she is a naughty girl and a naughty sister.

When her hands touched the pair of arrogant things that people couldn't ignore, she was taken aback, and exclaimed in her mouth: "Tang'er, you ......"

Tang'er smiled and said, "Sister, what's wrong?" ”

Chen Ruolan sighed again: "Tang'er, you...... You've really grown up. ”

She made a pun, and there seemed to be a little envy in her tone, how could Tang'er not hear it, and finally became shy at this time, and got into her sister's arms and moved.

In the boudoir, a girl's laughter suddenly sounded.

Sisterhood is deep, this kind of game has been played by the two from childhood to adulthood, but they can't get tired of playing.

"Sister, you have grown up a long time ago, and you dare to laugh at me, see that I don't ......"

"Stop, stop...... Tang'er, what have you been eating lately? Tell my sister that she will buy something to eat tomorrow! ”

Tang'er thought for a while and said, "I didn't eat anything, but with that kid's soy sauce, I can eat a little more at every meal......"

Chen Ruolan sighed: "Although my sister is two years older than you, if you don't count it by age, but by ...... If you count this, I'm afraid I'm going to call you sister in turn! ”

Tang'er suddenly asked innocently: "Sister, can I ...... then Like someone else? ”

Chen Ruolan glanced down at her chest, and said with a smile: "It should be...... It's okay, if you can't, what will my sister do? ”

She blinked, suddenly put away her joking tone, and said seriously: "Tang'er, if you really like Li Gongzi, then go for it." He is a kind, upright, and responsible man, worthy of your life, and what is even more rare is that those strange ideas in his head, just take one out casually, and he can live in peace. Now that he has been crowned a knight, I am afraid that in the future, there will be no fewer women who have taken a fancy to him. The sooner you capture his heart, the better the odds will be, you know? ”

Of course, there is another reason that Chen Ruolan did not say, she faintly felt that she was going to do this big thing, and in the future, she was afraid that she would have to rely heavily on Li Qingshan to complete it, if Tang'er could marry him and become a family, he would definitely do his best to help.

“…… If you are blessed to marry him, your sister will be at ease. Let my sister carry those bitter things, but you want to be happy, and my sister wants you to be happy......"

She said it sincerely, Tang'er was also a little moved when she heard it, thinking of the burden on her sister's shoulders, her eyes were a little wet: "What about my sister?" My sister should be happy too! If my sister is not happy, how can Tang'er be happy? ”

Chen Ruolan's eyes looked out the window, and she smiled sadly at the moon hidden in the clouds in the sky.

She is just an ordinary woman, but her impermanent fate is like this black cloud, blocking her future and making her unable to see clearly.

"My sister's happiness is very slim, and I can only look at the meaning of God."

Tang'er's eyes were hot again when she heard this, and she was afraid that she would see the tears in her eyes, so she had to hug her deeply.

After a long time, the two sisters finally fell asleep with each other in their arms.

And in this silent night, in the yellow ant village not far away, the young man was still holding the candle and drawing strange sketches. (To be continued.) )