Chapter 46: To Each His Heart

Peng Yue feels so confused now, he doesn't know how to face Ziling after waking up tomorrow morning, and he also hopes to take this time to re-examine his relationship with Ziling and Qiu Qingge. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info

First of all, Peng Yue couldn't tell whether he loved Ziling or not, because he had never considered this issue. When she first met Ziling, she was not very old, and to herself, she could only be regarded as a girl, or just a child. And although he is also stored in the body of a teenager, his "real identity" is a college student who has passed the age of twenty after all. If he had any thoughts about Ziling at that time, he could only say that he was "psychopathic".

Over the years, his relationship with Ziling has continued to develop, but from the beginning of this relationship, Peng Yue has always taken care of Ziling as a younger sister, and this view has not changed with Ziling's changes.

Now Ziling has grown up and become a slim beauty, but the emotional development between herself and Ziling has also been finalized. It's like when I was in modern times, I often heard a friend say: We are so familiar that there is no way to let her be my girlfriend! And Peng Yue has this view of Ziling, he is too familiar with Ziling, if he really wants Ziling to be his wife, Peng Yue really can't imagine it, although he is in modern times, roommates often say to himself: "Don't bother, in the future, most of your wife will be the neighbor's girl who played with you since childhood!" But if he really let himself marry a "girl next door", Peng Yue felt that something was missing. Yes, it's passion, it's the mystery of just falling in love! But looking for a wife, it's not about falling in love, how can there be so many things...

Thinking of this, Peng Yue hurriedly stopped the car, is he making excuses to marry Ziling now? Peng Yue always felt that something was weird.

Peng Yue thought of Qiu Qingge again at this time, he suddenly felt very strange, he had obviously known Qiu Qingge for a long time, and he was also very familiar with her, and when he first met Qiu Qingge, she was not too old, why did he have feelings for Qiu Qingge? Maybe it's because Qiu Qingge also maintains that freshness and mystery when he gets along with him.

In fact, he didn't have any feelings for Qiu Qingge at the beginning, and he didn't have much contact with Qiu Qingge. But later, the two had more and more contact, and at that time, Qiu Qingge also became a big girl, a beauty who could make herself have "crooked thoughts", and she "fell" unconsciously. But Qiu Qingge's sense of mystery has not subsided, she is not like Ziling, she can let herself see it from time to time, and even make people feel that it is within reach.

If she wasn't so mysterious, how could she have known her father's true identity so late. As soon as he thought of this, Peng Yue felt both ridiculous and pathetic, and his heart was inexplicably stuffed. If it weren't for her father, how could she hesitate about the relationship between the two, maybe things wouldn't have developed to this point.

No, the estrangement between the two is not only Qiu Qingge's father, but also Ziling's thoughts about himself. Ziling is the first person I have seen since I came to this world, and she is also Ziling, who has been accompanying her through these ups and downs. If Ziling's heart was broken because of his love with Qiu Qingge, and even Ziling was forced to do something more extreme, Peng Yue asked himself if he couldn't do it. But if he drags it out again and again, will it hurt Qiu Qingge's heart? It seems that Peng Yue can't figure out the account of feelings.

Peng Yue suddenly felt that his heart was so chaotic, and his head hurt a little, he couldn't figure out what to do, just let everything go naturally!

And at this time, why wasn't Ziling tossing and turning on the couch? It's just that she's thinking back to sweet memories bit by bit.

She remembered when she and Brother Yun first entered the mansion, when they were both real children. The two of them, like the young master Yang Jisi, were innocent and naïve playmates who had no other ideas.

But as the three of them grew older, the estrangement gradually appeared, but this estrangement was the estrangement with Yang Jisi, not with Brother Yun. Ziling gradually understood the difference between master and servant, but she also knew that Brother Yun was the same as herself, a true friend. No matter what, Brother Yun will stand by himself and will never leave him, in Ziling's small heart, Brother Yun is the closest person to him.

She still remembers that Brother Yun often likes to make jokes about himself at that time, and even sometimes secretly scares herself in the middle of the night, and she has the impression that she has been made to cry by Brother Yun several times, whenever that time, Brother Yun is always like an adult, doing everything possible to make himself happy and make himself laugh. Of course, the most impression is Brother Yun's love and care for himself, and the most reflected place is the uncommon delicious food, thinking of this, Ziling laughed out loud for his lack of interest.

But Ziling feels that this is her most precious memory, when she gets older, she and Brother Yun know that you can't eat and play with Yang Jisi without scruples like when you were a child, so some of the food bought specifically for Yang Jisi, she and Shiyun can't eat it often. But whenever Brother Yun gets something delicious, he will always let it eat for himself without reservation, and pretend to wipe his mouth generously: I'm full! But Ziling clearly remembered that when he was gobbling up, he was still swallowing saliva and drooling on the side. At that time, he pretended not to know, and did not leave anything for Brother Yun, and ate all the food left, but Brother Yun was happier than when he finished eating. Thinking about it now, I was so stupid and selfish at the time, why didn't I know to leave some for my dear Brother Yun at that time? No, it should be to give all the food to Brother Yun, and not eat it yourself!

It's not just delicious, but there are also some strange things, so novel that I haven't seen them before, but as long as I like it, Brother Yun will always give it to myself, even as small as a bamboo dragonfly, a good-looking book, so small that Ziling can't remember it now.

I still remember that my dear brother Yun was punished for himself, he was scolded, he gave himself thick clothes to wear in winter, but he was so cold that his hands and feet were red, he had done a lot for himself, and now... I couldn't remember clearly, Ziling began to secretly blame herself for being heartless.

I still remember when Brother Yun fell off the cliff in order to save Yang Jisi, how worried I was, and I even thought why Brother Yun wanted to save Yang Jisi? Even if Yang Jisi fell, he was unwilling to let Brother Yun fall, nor did he want Brother Yun to be in danger. At that time, he was ashamed and afraid of having such an idea, but now Ziling knows that his idea is very correct, and there is no mistake at all, and Brother Yun is the person who cannot be lost to him. Maybe it was at that time that I really realized how important the position of poetry in my heart was, why did I know how to cherish it when I lost it?

Ziling regretted it in her heart at the time, regretting that she realized the importance of Brother Yun to herself so late. Ziling is so scared, afraid that Brother Yun will never wake up, afraid that she will lose Brother Yun forever.

Ziling still remembers how excited and happy she was when Brother Yun woke up, she really wanted to rush over and give him a big hug, wanted to hug him and cry happily, and wanted to announce to the world that her Brother Yun was back, but at that time, Brother Yun's state frightened him and made him a little overwhelmed. When Brother Yun returned to normal, he went to the back kitchen to "steal" a lot of things for him to eat, just like when Brother Yun took care of himself and loved himself when he was a child, at that time, he was surrounded by a fierce sense of satisfaction and happiness.

But later, Ziling felt that everything had changed dramatically, and "poetry rhyme" became "Peng Yue", but Ziling just didn't change her words, Brother Yun is Brother Yun, not "Peng Yue". The old man's family also suffered a change soon, Ziling felt that she couldn't accept all this, but she knew that Brother Yun was by her side, so it would always be relieved. But Ziling soon faced the situation of separating from Brother Yun, Ziling never thought about this problem, but he knew that he and Brother Yun could not be separated! She still remembered that Brother Yun had asked herself such a question once, but she said that she didn't want to stay with him at the time, why did she say that? Ziling regretted giving such an answer, she wanted to prove to Brother Yun with practical actions that she would never leave him, so she chose a way that she thought was the most "smart" to stay.

In the days when Brother Heyun stayed in the capital, Ziling felt Brother Yun's care and care for her. Unlike when I was a child, this is the care that belongs to a "mature man". Ziling didn't know when she had this kind of thought, when she started this kind of change in her mind, she just knew that she gradually had a different feeling about Brother Yun, and she couldn't tell what it was.

She suddenly remembered that she had secretly sworn that Brother Yun was so good to her, she must repay him well, double the compensation for him, and never leave him for the rest of her life. But if you don't leave him, will it be repaid? It seems that he is still taking advantage of himself, Ziling thought of this and secretly laughed again. Anyway, no matter what, I will always stay by Brother Yun's side, and always do my best to take care of him, be good to him, and give him everything I have!

Suddenly, Ziling felt a little tired and wanted to sleep, but she always felt that something was missing, yes, it was the children's song that Brother Yun had been singing to himself when he was a child. If he gets sick one day and is unhappy, Brother Yun has the opportunity to be by his side, sing this ballad to himself, and coax himself to sleep: Brother is a talent showman, a cart brother, a car miller, and send my brother to school. My brother has studied for three years, and he is a talented man in the first exam. Worship your father first, then your mother, and then worship your wife's room. The gold key opened the silver box, and the wife's room was light...

Every time I heard this, I would always blush, and gently smack him: Shame, now I want to dream of marrying a daughter-in-law... I remember that every time Brother Yun blushed with shame, he would always lower his head and explain: I didn't think about it, the words are sung like that, and I won't change them, otherwise I won't sing them to you in the future... At this time, he would always smile and beg Brother Yun to sing it to him again.

Later, after Brother Yun fell off the cliff and woke up, he sang to him before going to bed at night, he also blushed at that time, asked himself where this word came from, and told him that he had sung it to himself before, and Brother Yun shirked and said that he had forgotten it and would not sing it. So he begged Brother Yun to learn again and let him sing to himself, but he couldn't resist himself, so he naturally learned and sang to himself.

Ziling remembered that when she stayed with Brother Yun and had a high fever, Brother Yun sang to herself, and then sang it many times, she couldn't remember, the most recent time she sang was when she had a fierce quarrel that day, she leaned on the door inside and cried, and Brother Yun sang to herself next to the door outside:

My brother is a talented man

Brother cart, cart miller,

Send my brother to school.

My brother studied for three years,

A test is a talented man.

Worship father first, then worship mother,

Say goodbye to my wife's room.

Gold hit the key to open the silver chest,

There was light in my wife's room