Chapter 6: Life in a Dream
The pouring rain was still dripping, and Lin Fei struggled to get up. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 The pain in Info's body was telling him that although it was difficult, he was still alive and that he had not been bitten to death by a tiger.
Old man Sun stood up with Lin Fei in his arms, and at this time, the heavy night and the pouring rain made the visibility of people less than five meters. Occasionally, a flash of lightning was like a blade cutting through a wrapped black cloth, and in a short glance, I could only see a person's head coming towards him, but I couldn't see his face clearly.
Lin Fei instantly lifted his heart, in such a troubled world, it is not uncommon to kill people at will. In case this person kills the two of them, there will be no place to cry out.
"This hero, thank you for saving us, in addition to the big worm on the ground, I have a lot of thanks."
"Thank you? How are you going to thank you? ”
Lin Fei just wanted to stabilize this person first and make his position clear, as for what kind of thanks, it was just a pretext, and he didn't think that this person really continued to ask. Wait, that sounds familiar.
"The kid surnamed Wu, what kind of garlic are you pretending, come here, this kid is a little seriously injured."
The kid with the surname Wu? Before Lin Fei could fully react, he saw that Wu E had already walked towards him, although the majestic rain blocked his vision, but when he got closer, he could still see clearly. After seeing the person clearly, Lin Fei's hanging heart could finally fall to the ground, and the whole person's head sank, and he fainted.
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The sky was gray, and as usual, Lin Fei went home from work, and because there were many pedestrians and vehicles on the road, he drove the electric car very slowly. The traffic light intersection in front of him, this is the only way for Lin Fei to go home every day, just like every time he passes by in the past, when the red light is on, he steadily stops the electric car outside the line.
At the moment when the green light turned on, Lin Fei twisted the handle of the electric car, and the car started slowly, that is, at this time, he only felt a roar in his ears, and the whole person flew out directly. In mid-air, he clearly saw that the car that hit him was a red Ferrari, with beautiful body lines. Through the windshield, Lin Fei also saw a young man sitting in the car, and his expression was a little surprised at knocking people into the air.
"Bang"
Lin Fei felt that his whole body had fallen heavily on the road, like a broken doll that had been discarded. It's just that at this time, he was not able to feel the pain, and it could even be said that he was unconscious. After falling heavily on the ground, Lin Fei slowly crawled over, turned his head to look, but found that he was lying on the ground, his brain had burst, his nose was crooked, his eyes were slanted, and a lot of blood was flowing from his mouth and nose.
After a while, the police arrived and quickly cordoned off the area. 120 also arrived, and a middle-aged man wearing a white coat who looked like a doctor stepped forward to look at Lin Fei lying on the ground, and said to the nurse behind him expressionlessly: "The person is dead, just carry it to the morgue." ”
Lin Fei expected such a result, but he didn't leave, he wanted to know how to deal with the follow-up. The police took the young man of the perpetrator to the police station, but did not ask too much, but poured tea and handed out cigarettes.
The young man proudly took the cigarette handed over, and said impatiently: "When can I leave, how much money will I have to pay for this matter, you can just report a number to my secretary later, I don't have time to delay your efforts here." ”
The policeman who handed the cigarette said with a smile: "Mr. Yang, this is a life, we must have an explanation, you see if you cooperate with us again." ”
"Cooperate, how to cooperate, is it possible that you still want to lock me up for two days? ****** you know who I am, believe it or not, I'll let you peel off this skin in minutes. The young man seemed to realize that he was too arrogant, and after stabilizing his mood a little, he continued: "It's true that I hit the person, but it was he who didn't allow him to obey the traffic rules and ran the red light to cause this result, which is completely looking for his own death." The headlights and windshield of my car were shattered and shattered, if he hadn't died, I would have wanted him to lose money and confess, how do you want me to explain? ”
"Mr. Yang, you have to wait for the family of the deceased to come, you also know that now is the Internet society, anything can be news, don't embarrass us too much."
"Isn't it that gives you face, people are dead, isn't it just about money? Besides, it's not my fault that he doesn't run the red light, can I hit him? You look at the division of responsibility, how much should it be, I will let the lawyer deal with it. ”
After the young man finished speaking, Lin Fei didn't follow, he saw that this person was a powerful person, he was a small ordinary person, after being hit and killed, what was left was money.
As a result, Lin Fei could already think of it, and the final treatment was just as he thought, although his parents, wife and children were very sad, he still had no choice but to accept the result of compensation. After coming out of the police station, the young man never showed up again, Lin Fei followed him for a few months out of resentment, and found that this person did everything to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble. Even half a year later, he drank again and killed someone, and the final treatment was like Lin Fei, losing money.
For such a person, no matter how disdainful and unfair you are in your heart, you can't treat him like this, you can't do it when you're alive, and you can't even when you're dead.
Lin Fei, who fluttered at will like a spirit, he could see everything in this world, but he couldn't change anything, and even he felt that he was nothing, just the existence of consciousness. He was so tired, the first thing people think of when they are tired is to go home, and the same is true for ghosts. Well, let's just think of myself as a ghost for now.
After Lin Fei left, the life at home still needs to go on, and time is the best medicine to heal the wound. Parents are getting older day by day, children are growing up day by day, and wives have long since come out of the grief of losing their husbands. It seems that everything has entered the normality of life again, except for the photos hanging on the wall, which prove that there was once such a person in this family, who burned two pieces of paper every year, and he was forgotten!
Forget and forget, people always have to live, no one can live in grief all the time, that is too tiring. A year later, his wife remarried, and although her mother was not very happy, she agreed. The daughter went to primary school and her grades were good, and within two years the wife had a boy with her husband.
My daughter went to junior high school, but her grades were still very good, and she was successfully admitted to a good high school. His parents are getting older and older, and his mother, who is a special mother, often talks to his portrait alone, which is nothing more than a short matter of parents. Mother burst into tears every time she spoke, and Lin Fei gently stretched out her hand, but there was no way to help wipe away the tears on her face.
After so many years at home, he can best understand his mother's mood, and his son is the meat that fell from his mother's body. In this family, the last thing I can let go of is my mother, who buried all her pain in her heart alone.
In the long river of time, people are really too small, so small that everything seems insignificant, whether it is the fate of the country or the life and death of individuals, they are just a small wave in this big river.
My daughter went to high school, was admitted to college, and began her youth. In such years, youth is always used to squander. Like all girls, she fell in love, had someone she loved, and someone who loved her; Like all men and women who fall in love in college, graduation season is also breakup season, and she falls out of love. It's just that after the breakup, she found out that she was pregnant, and without consulting anyone, she came to a strange city alone, and she lived stubbornly in this city.
Lin Fei hated himself, he hated himself extremely at this moment, why couldn't he stand up and help her at this time. Or if the daughter can have a complete family, she can have a person to talk to, she will not live so tired. If everything is not true, he can only watch and feel all this, but there is no way to help her, and he can't even say a word of comfort.
A few years have passed, and my mother is completely old, and she doesn't even have the strength to talk to his portrait. The daughter lives alone with her son and with her grandparents. Although he was not wealthy, the family lived a very peaceful life, until one day, his mother said to his portrait: "Son, I feel that I am about to go to you, how are you living there?" ”
Time is too unforgiving, and there are some things that no matter how much you hold on, it will not stop for a moment. The mother still left, and walked very calmly, and the daughter helped to cook for the future generations. The grandson, who had just entered the kindergarten class, looked at the old man lying in the ice coffin, and asked his mother toothily: "How does grandma pull it, why does she always sleep, and she doesn't take me to the park to play!" ”
Lin Fei stood in front of his mother's body, and he was silent for a long time, until the body was pushed into the crematorium, and everything was dusted and dusted.
is also life, why some people can call the wind and rain and leave their own mark in the long river of history; And some people are so ordinary and humble that they work all day long for a full meal, is all this just because of personal efforts and luck? Of course, no matter at any time, there will always be some people who are chosen by fate, and the times create heroes, and in the river of life, they can stir up their own waves; But there is another sentence that says, heroes create the times, when Lin Fei was alive, whenever he felt that the situation was difficult, he thought about "the times make heroes", the reason why he was not able to succeed and failed to realize the ambitions in his heart was because he had no conditions. If he has a chance, a chance to do it all over again, he must "make a hero make the times", but unfortunately such an opportunity seems to have slipped away!
No, no, the opportunity didn't slip away, I still have the opportunity to control my own destiny. Decades of wandering ghosts, all the grievances accumulated during the period, exploded in full force at this moment. He screamed violently in his heart, struggling desperately, he wanted to go back, he wanted to live, even if he suffered all kinds of torture for it.
"Smack"
Suddenly, I felt a hot pain on my face, the scenery in front of me was changing rapidly, and a double image slowly converged in front of me, and finally turned into an old face!