Chapter 31 Suddenly Rainstorm Enters the Floating Massacre
Listening to the footsteps walking farther and farther, Gu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and looked back, sure enough, it was the unreasonable and expected back. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info relaxed and couldn't help but be more vigilant about Gu Ji in his heart. At least Gu Yan didn't dare to look at him with the mentality of looking at a child. When something like this happened, Gu Yan's mood plummeted. After sitting by the lake for a while, I went out, saying that I had a headache and left early. He was young, and most of them gave him a kind smile for his early exit.
Gu Yan didn't choose to take the carriage, he walked on the road. Since the crossing, he really hasn't had a good look in Changzhou. Along the way, the mood is a little better. However, the sky is not beautiful, Gu Yan walked on the road, the wind was blowing stronger and stronger, and it was obviously going to rain.
After a while, bean-sized raindrops fell on Gu Yan's body. Gu Yan scolded secretly, and saw that there was a temple not far in front of him, so he hurriedly took three steps and ran under the eaves in two steps. Shook the raindrops off his body. After a while, a man in a long robe also hurriedly ran to the eaves where Gu Yan was, and it seemed that he was also sheltering from the rain.
"It's terrible." Gu Yan looked at the man and said.
The man didn't answer, just frowned, looking very impatient, he didn't pay attention to Gu Yan, just nodded hurriedly, and walked to the back of the main hall.
This man is so rude. Gu Yan felt a little unhappy in his heart. I looked at the weather again. The sky was overcast, and the rain was so heavy that it didn't look like it would stop for a while. Gu Yan sighed, it seemed that he had to stay in this temple for a while. With the help of a novice, the wet clothes were dried out.
This temple is called Guangfuji Temple, and it is said to be an ancient temple that has survived since the Tang Dynasty. Gu Yan walked into the main hall, the specifications of this temple are not small, and the Buddha statue is also quite magnificent. Gu Yan looked up at the Buddha statue slightly, and his mood was very complicated. He had never believed in such a thing as gods and Buddhas, but after experiencing the crossing, Gu Yan's mentality became very subtle.
Just as he was staring at the Buddha statue with an inexplicable expression, a person walked in outside the hall. Gu Yan came back to his senses and looked at the person who came, but found that it was an acquaintance who appeared-it was the girl he met on the Shangyuan Festival.
The two looked at each other and smiled, "I didn't expect to meet you here." Contrary to Gu Yan's expectations, this time it was the girl who spoke first.
The voice sounded somewhat familiar, and a thought crossed Gu Yan's mind. Gu Yan didn't have time to think about it, so he smiled at the girl.
She didn't say anything more, but walked to the side, cleaned her hands in a basin of copper water beside her, and put incense on it. After bowing on the futon, he got up.
The two walked together outside the main hall.
The girl smiled and whispered, "I've seen you for the third time." ”
"The third time?" Gu Yan was surprised. Counting the time of the last Yuan Festival, this time should be the second time. If it's the third time...... Gu Yan remembered the somewhat familiar voice again. And then suddenly shocked: "You are ......"
Gu Yan thought about it, wasn't this voice the one he heard at night last time he went to Wang Anshi's house? Combined with speculation, then the girl in front of her is Wang Anshi's daughter? Thinking of this, Gu Yan also felt very surprised.
The girl pursed her lips and smiled: "It seems that you know, isn't there a literary gathering today?" How did you get here? ”
Gu Yan smiled: "Come out and take a walk." ”
"Presumably it's raining heavily on Beacon Hill right now." The girl's playful smile made her a little more aura and less fairy.
"Not bad. Presumably they're drenching like chickens in soup right now. Gu Yan said with a smile.
"Soup chicken?" The girl covered her lips and smiled, "What an interesting analogy. ”
The two laughed for a while and watched the rain under the eaves together. "Zhizhou cares about you very much." Thinking of what Wang Yan said to him, Gu Yan said with some emotion. Wang Anshi's decision is very enlightened in this era.
"Really?" The girl said noncommittally, "Father will do his best to give me what I want, but ......" her voice carried a hint of sadness, "we haven't spoken properly for a long time." ”
Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, and said with some embarrassment: "This ......" but I don't know what to say. This girl uses the title "father" to call Wang Anshi, while Wang Yan, who is only about a year different from her age, uses titles like "daddy" and "daddy". The degree of intimacy is obvious.
"I know." The girl smiled lightly, "Father, he's just a little scared to face it." Life and death have seen a lot, and they will naturally be worried and afraid. It's just that...... My father was scared sometimes. ”
Gu Yan sighed, "For the things they love deeply, people are always afraid of losing. ”
"I know......" The girl paused for a long time before she spoke, "but......" she shook her head, and said no more.
"Is this the cause of your sorrow?" Gu Yan sighed softly again.
"What do you think?" She tilted her head slightly and asked rhetorically.
Gu Yan was silent for a moment and replied, "I don't think so. ”
"You're such a sharp person." Her voice blinked with a hint of admiration, "Then tell me what the reason is." ”
"You like Ruan's poems very much." Gu Yan replied, "Ruan's purpose is far away, and Ruan's poems are quite difficult to understand. Some people say that Ruan Ji is a loyal minister of the Wei family, but I think that the use of 'not for Wei to die, shame and Jin Sheng'. A fitting sentence. You're bothered. ”
"'Don't die for Wei, shame on Jin Sheng?' These eight words are indeed very subtle. She turned her head, "It's not fair at all, look at my letter, you can see that I like Ruan Infantry's poetry, but I can't see from your letter that you like the poet." You seem to have an appreciation for every poet, but you don't have a special fondness...... I can't even guess which poet you like the most. ”
My favorite poet isn't that famous now. Gu Yan sighed secretly in his heart.
"Actually...... I've been thinking about one thing. She hesitated and said, "What do you think people live for?" ”
"Different people have different answers to this question." Gu Yan said, "Why do you think you are alive?" ”
"Tai Shi Gong said: 'Man is inherently dead, or heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than Hongmao'. I think it's right to do something in life. She furrowed her eyebrows. Otherwise, it's not even as good as a feather. ”
Gu Yan knew that her words had not been finished yet, and sure enough, after a pause, the girl continued to speak, and this time she seemed even more hesitant, "But isn't it supposed to be a woman who is weak, cautious, concentrated, and curved?" After finishing speaking, he suddenly remembered something, and said apologetically: "Hmm...... You may not have heard of this......"
"No, I did." Gu Yan interrupted her, "Cao everyone's "Female Commandment", I have read it. ”
She smiled, but her smile was visibly stiff, "It's not right for me to have such thoughts, isn't it?" ”
Gu Yan's heart instantly flashed a short passage from "Women's Psychology" that he read in his first life: "Because women's social status cannot be guaranteed under the same ability, the proportion of female depressed patients is significantly higher than that of men." ”
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PS: "Don't die for Wei, shame on Jin Sheng." This sentence is a commentary by the late Qing scholar Wang Minyun on one of Ruan Jiyong's poems. Here's a bit of a loan.
"Cao Dajia" is another name for Ban Zhao, the author of "The Female Commandment".