More than once I wanted to take the time to explain the problem of slow updates recently, but every time I was hesitant to say it or not, because, roar, because I don't know who to talk to. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoIn other words, I don't know who to say it to, or who to listen to.

Oops, it's all the same thing anyway. I don't know it myself.

I originally had high expectations for the book "A Product of the Idler", but I was full of confidence at the beginning, and the editor was also very optimistic.

Who knew that the reality immediately shattered the dream, and the results were a mess, which simply stunned the honest.

How bad is this grade?

At the beginning, more than one colleague wondered me: it shouldn't be, after reading your book, I don't think there is any problem, your expression skills are also good, how can no one read it?

Then in the second stage, there is no discussion about quality, almost all of it becomes encouragement: I am optimistic that you are honest, persevere, and you should succeed.

even honestly jokingly complained: "The results of this book are not good, it is estimated that this group of readers is not good!" At this time, everyone also laughed and euphemistically said that they had no objection to the steps I had built myself.

In the end, I couldn't help it, and everyone chatted with me privately: If you can't go to the palace, what's the big deal, the eunuchs who wander around the Internet every day, there are not a hundred but eighty, it's not good to lose your old face, it's better to be cheeky and draw a knife quickly, anyway, it's all free chapters, and I can't say who is responsible. After all, you're confiscating people's money!

Thank! I appreciate what was said to me at any stage. Human nature is said with good intentions, it is all reasonable, and it is very pertinent!

But what's the matter with the slow update of this level? Either you cut it, or you keep writing, as if you didn't cut it and just wrote slowly, and the reader should thank you! Who do you think you are?

Seeing the above, if I were a reader, I would have to scold like this.

Scold, scold, honestly don't dare to fight back. It's so embarrassing, who dares to talk back, that is, looking for a draw.

But I still have to tell the reason, please listen, and if you want to scold, you will scold again.

There are two reasons, first, the honest family has not been going well recently. First of all, before opening the book, I fell on my own, and almost fell from a height of three meters. The skull was fractured, and the sequelae are still half of the face and facial paralysis, and the right ear is deaf. Writing "A Product of Great Officials" has been like this until now. But at the beginning, I was still quite hard, and I have been insisting on constantly changing, a lot more.

Until April, the honest mother also fell and fractured her lumbar vertebrae and underwent an operation. I honestly need to take care of my nearly seventy-year-old mother every day, and my health is not very good, so finally in mid-May, I couldn't stand it anymore and began to slow down the update speed.

This is a reason that can move me more, I want to watch too many viewers of talent shows, even if I despise using this kind of story to fool the audience, it's not easy to say anything in person. So, about the first reason, be honest. Because I'm not lying.

The second reason is more shameless, hehe, sorry first.

Recently, the situation at home has improved slightly, and I could have slowly recovered my state to code words. But looking back at such a terrible result, I want to cry without tears. Who wouldn't want to start all over again?

I also had a thought: learn from the pain, learn from the experience, sum up the lessons, and open a new book.

The lesson I learned is that according to my experience of codewords three years ago, I can't keep up with the current situation;

The lesson I have learned is that "Yipin Idler" does not firmly follow the path of independent design and self-manufacturing, and always wavers with the reader's words and emotions. I thought I could meet the needs of all readers, but it turned out to be selling hips and smoking big cigarettes - sticks at both ends!

But I didn't want to, and I didn't want to, and I was reluctant to cut it. So I took an eclectic approach and kept updating it slowly, while spending almost a month thinking about the new book and starting to work on it last week.

For this reason, the reader can scold. If there are readers!

But you know, for a writer, books are his children. No matter how congenitally deficient this child is, as long as the parents are still capable, they have to keep this breath for him, right?

I will, don't worry!

This book has been written until now, and if friends are careful, they may find that they are honest in the book, and they don't like to use poetry, but they love to use lyrics.

Then, please allow me to end my clumsy confession with a few lyrics to the few readers who are friends such as "Let's Go On", "The Sound of the Hammer", "Swing", etc. It has always inspired me to survive to this day in the midst of my countless lows. It's my heart's content:

Or keep singing,

Sing dry tears in your heart,

Pair me with this song.

Wrong or right,

I can sleep peacefully,

It doesn't matter who's in the sweet dream.

Or keep singing,

How tired you are from singing,

There are always some sounds that are opposite to me.

And then continue to get drunk,

What's the use of continuing to chase,

A permanent companion in the world.

- Du Dewei "Still Sing"