Chapter 46: The Personality of the Ex
"Uncle, you won't even forget what you did, right?" Xiaolan asked in surprise.
"You mean, I really did this to Ah Qian before?" Sun Wei asked a little frightened.
At this time, Sun Wei could already be sure that his brutal actions against Xiaolan were dominated by his ex's consciousness, but he didn't know if this was the subconscious left by his predecessor when he disappeared, or if the original soul of this body did not disappear at all, but fell into a deep sleep like many fantasy novels, and would wake up immediately when the time was right.
"You have never done this to the young lady, and I have heard from others outside, and they say that every time you encounter something troublesome, you will go to those prostitutes to vent it, and every time you are done, you will get them bruised all over your body, and it is said that you will not be able to get out of bed for many days. In the past, Miss and I only thought that people from the outside were spreading rumors to slander you, but I didn't expect it to be true, and it was used on Xiaolan. Xiaolan wiped the undried tears with her hand and said aggrievedly.
"I'm sorry Xiaolan, I promise that something like this will never happen again." Sun Wei made a promise that even he didn't quite believe, but overcoming the influence of his predecessor's consciousness was indeed his immediate priority.
Sun Wei, who calmed down, regained his original gentleness, while saying numb love words in Xiaolan's ear, while caressing the sore spot for her, and finally gradually dissipated his brutal influence in Xiaolan's heart.
Just when the two of them were talking to each other, Wang Qian angrily pushed open the door and reprimanded the two people who were lying on the bed in Hongguoguo: "In broad daylight, Lang Lang Qiankun, you two are hiding here to do these dirty things, but you let me be tired downstairs!" ”
"Miss, no, you listen to my explanation, oops......" Xiaolan committed herself to Sun Wei Although she got Wang Qian's permission, but being caught and raped in bed like this still made her feel a little sorry for her Miss, and she quickly wanted to stand up and explain, but soon fell on the bed because of the pain in her body.
"What's wrong with you, is there something wrong with you?" Wang Qian's anger just now was more out of a woman's subconscious possessiveness, naturally she would not really be angry with Xiaolan, but now seeing that Xiaolan's painful expression when she fell on the bed was not like pretending, she hurriedly stepped forward and asked with concern.
"I was too rough just now and hurt Xiaolan." Sun Wei said to Wang Qian very guiltily.
"What, you actually used the methods you used on those prostitutes outside to Xiaolan, what did you think of Xiaolan?" When Wang Qian heard this, she immediately thought of the previous rumors, and reprimanded Sun Wei angrily.
"I don't want to, but I can't help myself." Sun Wei argued.
"You treat Xiaolan like this, and you still say that you can't control yourself, I will let you not control yourself!" Wang Qian became even more angry when she heard Sun Wei's explanation, and casually picked up the stool from the side of the dresser and walked towards Sun Wei, but then thought about it and put the stool down again, picked up the pillow from the bed and slapped it on Sun Wei continuously.
"Ah Qian, listen to me, it's true, I really can't control myself, this is a disease, it needs to be cured!" Sun Wei kept making excuses for his behavior, but soon he was even persuaded by this excuse, and then he emphasized again: "Really Ah Qian, this is really a disease!" ”
"Miss, don't fight, let's listen to my uncle's explanation first." Xiaolan also persuaded beside her.
"Okay, you say, what kind of disease is this, if you can't say one, two, three, we won't finish today!" Wang Qian threw down the pillow under Xiaolan's persuasion, and then asked a little panting.
Compared with the mysterious and mysterious assumption that the soul is asleep, Sun Wei believes more in the excuse he inadvertently found, and now that he calms down, the more he thinks about it, the more likely it is, so he straightens out his thoughts and explains to Wang Qian: "My disease can be called paranoid disorder, and the previous atrocities against Xiaolan who lost their minds were all psychopaths caused by the pressure generated by this paranoia. ”
The only thing Sun Wei can think of about his own problems is this factor, and this is not Sun Wei's unpurposeful purpose, but speculation based on the history of his predecessor.
The word paranoia is actually a derogatory term in the Chinese vocabulary, referring to being too stubborn and too persistent, but it has become a positive word in the entrepreneurial circles of later generations, because paranoia satisfies most of the needs at the level of entrepreneurship.
The first characteristic of paranoia is the perseverance in the pursuit of goals, which is almost pathological, and many people do not do it, but paranoia is not afraid of any ridicule or blindness, and once the goal is established, it moves forward.
Secondly, paranoia is a kind of character positioning, and people with this kind of personality have extraordinary perseverance, which is a spirit in the bones, not a superficial thing.
It is precisely because of the influence of these two factors that paranoia will always move forward bravely towards the set goal in entrepreneurship, and will not retreat, perhaps at the beginning, the goal set by paranoia for himself seems so unattainable, but with the accumulation of resources by paranoia little by little, one day with the quantitative change will occur qualitatively, at this time paranoia will be successful.
In fact, many people will retreat when they encounter suffering, but paranoia is not like this, because he is unusually certain about his goals, and paranoia will not shrink from any suffering, and he will see these as tests for him.
Paranoia is different from ordinary people, his goal is not understood by ordinary people, and his motivation to move forward is also difficult for ordinary people to achieve, paranoia will succeed precisely because of this difference, and it is precisely because paranoia has been pursuing a set goal, so paranoia is always preparing for this goal, and opportunities are always reserved for people who have goals and preparations, so that when the time is ripe, paranoia will succeed.
There are many examples of great founders of paranoia, Jobs's paranoia gave Apple a new life, Bezos's paranoia made Amazon from a bookstore to the current leader of the retail industry, and Larry Page's paranoia made the current Internet giant Google.
Of course, the shortcomings of the paranoid character are also obvious, and the final point is that this kind of person has a strong desire to control, they often like things to be under their own control, if the person with such a character is more powerful, then in the process of starting a business, it is natural to overcome everything, but if the ability of this character is not good, then this kind of character is not a blessing for him.
In a metropolis like Shanghai Tang, capable people are naturally like carp crossing the river, but there are very few people who can achieve their careers at the top, and more importantly, the vast majority of these small number of people either rely on the support of their families, or have the help of the township party, and there are absolutely only a handful of people who really rely on their own development alone, and the predecessor Sun Wei is one of the few people.
The reason why the predecessor Sun Wei was able to rely on Xie Xiaoshu's meager support to become a tycoon in the public concession in a very short period of time that foreigners are in awe of has to make people suspect that he does not have paranoid genes, and the biggest sequelae of paranoia is the surge of pressure on his body, if he does not want to collapse under this pressure, the best way is to find a way to vent.
It goes without saying that the predecessor Sun Wei's method of relieving pressure is naturally to use brutal means to vent on women, which is also common in previous lives, and even the most brutal can even cause death, the most famous of which is the case of Lin Guoyun, the butcher on a rainy night that shocked Hong Kong Island.
"It's not a pervert after saying so much, it seems that I hit you right." Wang Qian said that she was about to lift the pillow and continue to fight.
"If you listen to my explanation and then fight, if you are still not satisfied after I explain, then I will do whatever you want." Sun Wei hid naked on the other side of the bed, and then said.
"Okay, you go on, I see you can still tell your pervert." Wang Qian wanted to see how Sun Wei reversed black and white, so the pillow she raised was also put down.
"The reason for the formation of my disease is that when I was a child, my family conditions were not good, and I was often bullied by others, and when I grew up, I had to work hard to change this situation, looking for various opportunities for success, and I had reached the situation where I would not give up until I reached my goal, so under this great pressure, my psychology was distorted, and this distortion did not have any symptoms in normal times, and once I was in a bad mood or extremely nervous situation, I began to lose my mind and became manic." Sun Wei continued to explain.
"It's true, I don't know if you made it up." Wang Qian believed Sun Wei's explanation a little, and there was no previous murderous aura in her tone.
"Uncle, how will you treat this disease, and will you do the same to Miss in the future?" Xiaolan's clothes had already been pulled into pieces of cloth by Sun Wei, so she temporarily found a sheet to wrap around her body.
Xiaolan's words just reminded Wang Qian, and after witnessing Xiaolan's tragic situation, she also had a trace of fear in her heart, and then raised the pillow again and threatened Sun Wei: "Sun Wei, you listen to me, if you dare to do this to me, I will kill you...... Oh no...... It's castration, yes, it's castration! ”
"Don't be so ruthless, you want to murder your husband!" Listening to Wang Qian's threat, Sun Wei suddenly felt that the cool breeze began to swish between Hongguoguo's legs, and he couldn't help but shiver, but considering his happiness in the second half of his life, he quickly explained: "Actually, it's not as serious as you imagined, since I was promoted to Inspector Fang Zheng, my pressure has been reduced a lot, and a situation like today has not appeared for a long time, and more importantly, today's situation is much lighter than in the past." ”