Although she knew that this day would come eventually, she didn't expect it to come so soon, and she hadn't prepared for anything yet.

I was still looking forward to waiting for the good news of my mother, and I thought about going back this time to accompany my mother, take good care of my mother, and accompany my mother to the last moment, this day, she also thought about how to learn to make all kinds of delicious food, and then serve her mother well, and also thought of all kinds of happy ideas, so that her mother was happy, and she also fantasized about telling her mother what she had seen and heard during her days in Chang'an, of course, except for being controlled by Wang Xuanqiong, and avoiding the experience in Wanhualou, no one's parents wanted their daughters to go to that kind of place to make a living.

She has always fantasized about how to go back to a good life with her mother, her mind is full of her mother's voice and smile, this little wish has not been realized, and the dream of fantasy has not ended, and she was woken up.

This feeling is even more uncomfortable than being splashed with cold water in your sleep, and the dream has just begun, and everything you have thought about before, everything you want to do, and all the filial piety you have thought about can no longer be realized, and everything... has come to naught.

So hateful, so hateful, Xue Tao wanted to shout loudly, vent loudly, and wanted to turn the resentment in her heart into bursts of wails and float away with the wind, but she couldn't, this was not her home, this was not a place where she could be presumptuous casually, she had to slowly devour and digest the resentment.

She hates so much, hates that she hasn't even seen the last side of her mother, hates that she is not by her side when her mother needs her most, and her mother must have wanted to see herself and her brother before she died, but the two children are far away...

"Mother... I'm sorry, my daughter is not filial, my daughter is not filial・・・・・・"

Xue Tao muttered to himself, tears were pouring in, and finally lay on the table and sobbed softly, Xiao Taohong took a step forward and stopped, looking at Miss sadly, she knew that at this time, Miss didn't need others to say anything to comfort her, only by crying well, the sadness in her heart would be eased.

Li Ying looked at Xue Tao lying on the table with resentment, he wanted to speak and stopped, his right hand was raised slightly, as if he wanted to step forward to comfort, but he finally let it go, his deep eyes were full of sadness and pity, and there was a kind of helplessness, as if there were a thousand words, but it was difficult to speak, so he could only endure all the secrets rotten in his memory.

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but the parent is not there.

People often make this kind of mistake, when they grow up and get out of the arms of their parents, they think that the whole world is their own world, that their wings are hard and they can soar in the sky of society, but they ignore the parents who worked hard to raise you, and when you think of doing something for your parents, the old man has left you.

You have many reasons to struggle, to have your own career, to have your own family to take care of, to have more careers to be busy, and the time spent with your parents can be counted in days.

Old trees grow new shoots, dead leaves fall and grow, in this kind of ruthless replacement of time, your parents are just young and no longer enjoy their youth, they are no longer free, no longer do whatever they want, there are many wishes that can only be buried deep in the heart, they are full of your shadow, all their busyness is for you, this busy...... That's most of my life.

I took care of you as a baby, afraid that you would be frightened, afraid that you would not eat, afraid that you would not sleep, afraid that you would be sick.

When you can climb, they are worried about you bumping, and sometimes you naughtily roll out of bed, and they are all pale with worry, afraid that your fall will have a bad effect on you in the future.

When you can walk, they will help you learn step by step, but they never say a word of tiredness, with a smile on their faces and a happy face.

When you grow up, when you finish what you have learned, when you step into society...... In the blink of an eye, you have grown up, but your parents are already old.

They gave you the love of their life, just for your parents, they raised you for half a lifetime, and before you could feel young, only your face was full of wrinkles in a blink of an eye.

Youth is gone, and they silently watch you get married behind their backs, watch your family be happy, and watch you grow bigger and bigger...... Until finally they can't open their eyes anymore.

And you ignore the love of your parents, ignore the loneliness and loneliness of your parents, and find out when you feel that your family is happy, your career is successful, and you want to honor your parents...... Your parents can no longer enjoy your filial piety, they are sick and not far away.

The most painful thing in life is this, the most regrettable thing is nothing more than this, when the parents are alive, do not do filial piety, wait until the parents can't walk, wait until the parents only have the last breath, only to remember to do the filial piety, but it is too late.

The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, the son wants to raise but the relatives are not there, and filial piety is ...... Only as soon as possible!

This sentence is not suitable for Xue Tao, she is different from those young people in later generations, she wants to be filial, but God does not allow it, she was forced to part with her mother, so that she never saw the last face of her mother before she died.

Xue Tao couldn't fulfill her filial piety for the rest of her mother's life, she hated herself very much, she regretted it very much, but it was not what she wanted.

Fortunately, time is the best antidote, after lying on the table for a while, Xue Tao has stopped crying, tears have wet her veil, but she has no time to care, her bright eyes are a little red, but it makes her eyes even more cold, like a sharp knife, daunting.

Xiao Taohong silently went up to help Xue Tao up, looked at her with pity, distressed and anxious, for fear that the young lady would have some accidents because of her excessive sadness.

Xue Tao regained his composure and asked Li Ying, "When did my mother leave?"

"Ten days ago...... Rest assured, I've put her to rest. ”

Xue Tao nodded slightly, her eyes drifted away from the window to look at the gray sky, and her firm and hateful gaze stared in a certain direction of Chang'an, as if she wanted to penetrate the clouds and directly kill the person she hated.

At this moment, Xue Tao is full of murderous intentions, and hates Wang Xuanqiong to the extreme, if it weren't for him, she could have spent the last time with her mother, and she could have had no regrets in this life, but now, ...... Because of Wang Xuanqiong's concealment and deception, she couldn't even see her mother's last glance, and now, in Xue Tao's mind, there is only the voice and smile of her mother at the beginning of the year.

Xue Tao couldn't tolerate Wang Xuanqiong's lying to her again and again, lying that her mother was as healthy as ever, and he didn't even tell the truth that her mother was about to die, he wouldn't consider any of Xue Tao's feelings for his revenge, and he wouldn't affect his entire plan in order for Xue Tao to see her mother for the last time.

Damn it, it's this kind of person, but why did my mother leave like this...... Xue Tao has infinite hatred and infinite regret in her heart, she will spend the second half of her life in regret for not seeing her mother for the last time, at this moment, she can't wait to cut Wang Xuanqiong with a thousand knives, and she can't wait to chop him into pieces of meat.

But...... She couldn't do it again, because ...... Xue Ying was still in his hands. (To be continued.) )