Chapter 214: Xu Jingchun's thoughts
Xu Jingchun listened to the ambition in Lu Chengqi's words, and did not empathize, but felt that there would be a sea of corpses and blood in front of him. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoHe was born in the border army, and he is most familiar with the battlefield. Every night, when I dream of my dead comrades, I will be shocked into a cold sweat. Every time I think about it, it is already a great luck to be able to survive the battlefield where arrows and feathers are flying wildly, and step by step to get to where I am now.
If Xu Jingchun is allowed to face the war again, I am afraid that he will directly break down psychologically, either crazy or insane. This is also the reason why some soldiers have been suffering from psychological trauma after the actual killing.
There is no morality in fighting to the death on the battlefield. If you don't kill, they will kill you. This is due to circumstances, not by man. When it comes to the possible choice, who can kill someone who has nothing to do with you without any scruples? I'm afraid only perverts can do it, in terms of human nature, this is a very difficult thing to accept.
What is even more difficult to accept is that a good friend dies in front of him on the battlefield. Unfortunately, in this battle, you got military merit, so you got promoted. In this way, the feelings of guilt and self-blame will linger in the heart and become a lingering nightmare.
Xu Jingchun has such an experience, so every time he thinks that his official uniform is related to his subordinates who fought side by side when he was in the border army, he blames himself very much. This is clearly stepping on their blood and achieving their own career!
When he was transferred to Chang'an City and became the chief of the imperial guard in the palace, he visited the families of these soldiers more than once. found that most of them were alone, and they didn't even leave Zi Zhen. In this way, even the most basic compensation can be done, Xu Jingchun has lived a very depressed life for a long time.
Do you think he's really so amorous, he really likes rouge flowers, pink skeletons, and wine and beauty? That's just the appearance, Xu Jingchun wants to use such unbridled arbitrariness to hide his vulnerability and sadness.
Now hearing the undisguised murderous aura in Lu Chengqi's words, Xu Jingchun has a scene in his mind, a scene of success and ten thousand bones withered, the arrows are like locusts, wailing endlessly, the horses neighing, shouting endlessly. At the same time, the resolute eyes of his comrades before they died, and a nostalgia for life, suddenly appeared in front of him again.
If he hadn't endured it, I'm afraid Xu Jingchun would have gone crazy now.
Lu Chengqi, who had practiced the breathing and breathing technique, could hear Xu Jingchun's breathing, and suddenly became chaotic and became short. At the same time, his face was blue for a while, as if he had thought of something terrible. Noticing his abnormality, the well-informed Lu Chengqi immediately understood that this intelligence chief from the border army suffered from post-war psychological trauma.
This is difficult to cure, and can only be overcome gradually by constantly suggesting one's own psychology. Lu Chengqi sighed secretly and said, "Xu Qing, don't think too much, I don't know when or when this wish will come true." If I'm unlucky, I'm afraid I won't be able to achieve it in this life. Xu Qing, you just need to do what I gave you. Don't think too much about the rest......"
Hearing this, Xu Jingchun, who was forced to hold back, spit out a smile with difficulty, which was more ugly than crying: "Your Majesty's teachings, the minister keeps it in mind, and the minister will go back to the Supervision Department and order his subordinates to do things." ā
In order to divert his attention, Lu Chengqi smiled and said, "Don't worry, if I want to do this, it will take a few years." This is an ongoing and gradual process, not a one-day process. I have one more thing for you to do......"
After that, Lu Chengqi took out the drawings of the farm tools that Li Jie had just submitted and said, "Xu Qing, these are the improved farm tools presented to me by Li Jie, the secretary of the Ministry of Industry, and I don't know if it will work." There is a way to know, practice brings true knowledge. Whether this farm tool is good or not, you have to use it to know. If it works, I'll have the inspectors of the state capitals go into the countryside to spread it. The Supervision Department is now all over the territory of Dashun, and it is most suitable to do this. If the farmer refuses to use it, even if it is a gift or two, Xu Qing, do you understand what I mean? ā
If it is so shallow, Xu Jingchun will be stupid if he doesn't understand it. He was also born with mud legs, if he didn't really have a full stomach, he wouldn't have joined the border army, and he would have put his head on the waistband of his trousers to make a living.
It was also his luck that he actually got to where he is now. You know, Director of the Supervision Department, that's an official position that many people covet! Although this official position was hated by the ministers, it was able to win the trust of the little emperor, and the authority he held was not under the previous Zaifu.
You must know that if Zaifu wants to bring down a person, he still needs the emperor's consent; The current Supervision Department only needs to come up with evidence and bring down a person, which is really a matter of talking. If it is slightly exaggerated and touches the most sensitive nerves of the little emperor, it will become eight or nine times out of ten.
People with considerable power and ambition, how can they resist such a temptation! If these people control the Supervision Department, I am afraid that it will become the Jinyiwei, East Factory, and West Factory of the Ming Dynasty in the official history. At that time, the original intention of establishing the Supervision Department no longer existed, and the Supervision Department became a tool to bring down political opponents.
After Lu Chengqi deliberately changed the topic, Xu Jingchun was really much better, and said: "Your Majesty's move is really sage!" ā
Lu Chengqi scolded with a smile: "Okay, don't be a sycophant." It's not too early, so let's go down and do things. If I do a good job, I will definitely reward it. However, you must let the spies be careful, for strangers, these Khitans and Jurchens are the most guarded. Don't bury a corpse in another country, I just want to avenge them, and I have to weigh it again and again......"
Xu Jingchun heard that Lu Chengqi was thinking so much about his subordinates, how could he not be moved? It's just that he is emotionally wooden and not good at expressing himself, only Liansheng should be. After saying goodbye to the Vertical Arch Palace, Xu Jingchun greeted his previous subordinates and the imperial guards one by one, but he was thinking in his heart: "What the saint is worried about is really far away." However, this Jurchen is a little fierce, but it hasn't reached that point. Now that the Khitans are so powerful, will they die to the death? It seems that the Holy One has forgotten this, but I can't say it explicitly. Alas, forget it, forget it, I'll do things and obey the destiny of heaven. If it is done, it is good, but if it can't be done, then explain it again, I guess the saint will not blame, right? ā
With a heavy heart, he left the palace and went straight to the Supervision Department.
In Chang'an City, there are many Beijing officials, and with Xu Jingchun's four-grade official uniform, in Chang'an City, it is really inconspicuous. But the official uniform of the Supervision Department is different, and the beast on the chest is a hedgehog, and legend has it that the hedgehog has a high level of wisdom and understands human nature. Its eyes are wide open, it can distinguish between right and wrong, it can know good and evil, and when it finds an evil official, it touches him down with his horns and eats his stomach. Generally, in front of the Yamen of the Imperial Historical Tower, there will be a hedgehog.
But in Dashun, the official uniform is embroidered with a pig, and only one copy is the Supervision Department. Therefore, Xu Jingchun wore this regular clothes, which can be said to be very conspicuous, and both civilians and rich gentry were in awe of him along the way. Xu Jingchun was also accustomed to the eyes of others, and still walked towards the compound of the Supervision Department without changing his face. (To be continued.) )