When I finished the book, when I wrote the three words of the book, I was not as excited as I had imagined, nor was I relieved as I had imagined. How to say it, there is a trace of reluctance in the calm. From the upload of the first chapter to the present, four years and ten months, it is finally time to say goodbye to Pang Yue and the soldiers under his command.

Judging by the grades, this book is clearly not a successful book, and it is not too bad to say that it is even terrible. But for myself, it is not just an ordinary Internet, but also carries many of my dreams and memories of the past, the dream of being a writer, the dream of creating a book on my own, etc., the memories of the past time, and the memories of those friends around me when I first wrote this book...... It was with this feeling that I never gave up on throwing it away completely.

But people are always inert, and even if you don't have the intention to throw it away, it is difficult to pick it up again as long as you put it down for a long time. The centralized update time of this book is mainly from the end of September 2012 to the end of June 2013, I remember that a total of more than 900,000 words were updated in more than nine months, and then it was interrupted for a few months because of graduation and job hunting, and then it was difficult to return to the original state of continuous updates, always writing one chapter this week, and writing two chapters that month. This state of not changing for months or even months lasted until the end of last year, because it was difficult to give up in my heart, so even if I couldn't write, I couldn't put my mind to throw it away completely. Later, one day at the end of last year, I inadvertently clicked on my book again, and suddenly I couldn't say what I felt in my heart, and I lay in bed that night and thought about it for a long time, and finally felt that since some things have been done, it is better to finish them, even if they have a head and a snake tail, it is better than having a head and no tail. So I picked up the book again, stumbled through the last part, and finished it today.

In the last two or three months, I also tried to push myself, from more than 2,000 words every two days at the beginning, to more than 3,000 words every two days, and then to more than 3,000 words a day...... By the last month, it basically returned to the update speed at the beginning of the book.,Although it's a little tiring for me who hasn't coded for a long time.,But it's really done.,It's also an encouragement to myself.,And also tell myself.,It's not that I can't do some things.,Or I haven't forced myself to that job.。

As for the last part of the book, especially the last volume, it is indeed a bit too hasty. But how to say it, the things in the original outline were basically written, and the length of the article also reached the original number of words agreed with the editor (within 1.3 million to 1.4 million words), and the plot was clicked, but it was not written in detail. Of course, if you write in detail, you can write a lot more words, but I've already expressed everything that should be expressed before, and there will be a lot of repetition if I write it down, so the meaning is not very great. In addition, I will be busy again after a while, and I don't know how long the momentum I have finally forced myself out will last. So I thought about it, let's just stop here, just do it.

Whether it's unfinished or not, this book finally has an end, and I finally have an explanation for the characters in the books I created, and I finally have an explanation for myself. Anyway, I've done a little thing.

Finally, I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to those who have been silently following and supporting this book, and I wish you all the best and happiness in your life! Good bye!

Poplar forest in spring

Written on July 21, 2017